I loved him like they do in movies. The angry, scared, passionate, anxious, intense, confusing, and absolute love that people long for. What we had was something that most people spend their entire lives looking for, so naturally, I broke up with him and almost destroyed everything.
What followed was some of the worst months of my life.
For five months we would talk to each other daily and the conversations were heartbreaking. Joshua was confused and broken by what I had done to him. To us. Looking back it all feels so dramatic but it was truly the worst thing I have ever done. I risked a flawlessly beautiful relationship because of fear.
When we were finally able to work things out, our reunion was beautiful. That is what this story is about.
We had gone on several dates since we got back together. His smile had come back and I felt like a real person again. Our first kiss felt like breathing after holding your breath until the room was spinning.
After about a week of being back together our sexual tension was building. It had been five months without being able to touch each other and connect. He knew every inch of my body and how to use it. Every kiss became more intense. More needy.
I arrived at his house unannounced. He was laying in his bed watching Sports Center when I walked into his room. I could see the fire in his eyes when he realized what was happening. Joshua stood up from his bed and approached me. He lifted up his hand and stroked my face. My body began to relax at his touch and he walked me to his bed.
Gently, he stripped off my shirt and laid me down on his bed. He looked like heaven standing above me in his checkered boxers. 6'3". Tan. Toned. Dark hair and dark eyes. He was perfect. I moaned softly as he lowered his body onto me. It had been months since I felt his weight pressing me into the bed. Joshua kissed me slowly and I melted into him.
The kissing remained gentle and passionate for all of five minutes before something switched on in both of us. Suddenly his teeth were sinking into my lip and my nails scraped down his back. We both needed to remedy the fact that the last person I slept with was not him.
Joshua unhooked my bra easily and began eagerly sucking on my nipples. I watched as he alternated between each breast. He was grinding his hard cock into my hip and I was begging him to get me out of my panties. I had gotten my hands between us and unbuttoned my pants. Soon they were on the floor and he was between my legs.
White light flashed in my head when I felt his mouth latch onto my clit. He was skipping all gentle teasing and I could not of been more pleased. Joshua had always been amazingly talented with his mouth. Without warning he slid two fingers into me and my pussy welcomed him home. I moaned as he licked my clit and began to aggressively stroke my walls. He gave me a devilish look and bit down on my clitoris. I screamed in pleasure-pain and pulled his head harder to my pelvis. He licked his way down to my entrance and I lifted my ass off of the bed in an effort to force his tongue into me. Joshua grabbed onto my ass and began tongue-fucking me like he never had before.
"Fucking. Oh my. Oh. Fuck. Yeesssss. Shit. Oh my god. Josssssh. Oooooh. Baby. Fucking. Oh god. Oh god. Oh god. Please. Please fuck me. Please. Oh god."