After a couple of hours back at home, the smell and taste of Amy's fingers lingered now only in my imagination. But the thoughts of the day filled my head, I really wanted to masturbate again, but I told myself, my always-optimistic self, to save it for tomorrow, just in case.
I spent a long time writing her a very short email:
"Hi Amy, thank you for everything. Are you sure about tomorrow? Do you trust me?"
I pretended to work but I was just trying to distract myself and very little got done. Just after five I got her reply:
"Thank you Thomas. I'm sure. I trust you completely. I did what you told me at the table and I'll do anything you tell me tomorrow. xxx, Crazy Amy"
I don't remember what else I did that evening. I know I spent all my brain power on a plan. My crazy, Post Traumatic Let's See You Naked Again Re-Enactment plan. Some time after midnight I sent her another email:
"Amy, I'll come over at 10:30, back door. Wear only a bathrobe. Do what I tell you. xxx Crazier Thomas."
After struggling for sleep I finally woke to find her reply:
"Okay. Craziest Amy."
I washed and dressed in a trance. I had decided the night before that I would wear the same lounge pants and T-shirt that I'd thrown on before rushing to her house that crazy day. I rolled a slim joint, put it in my cigarette packet, and put them in my pocket with a lighter. I rushed through the morning emails and told the team I had an appointment and would be back online later.
At ten thirty exactly I came to her door and she was there to let me in. She was barefoot and was wearing a regular pink bathrobe. She looked quizzically at my pants and T-shirt. I don't think she even remembered or cared what I'd worn that day but perhaps subconsciously she'd relate them to the incident. I was amazed this was going to plan so far.
"Come out here," I said, stepping back. She hesitated. Her yard was secluded but not hidden. She knew she was naked under the robe. "Denise isn't home." I reassured her as she stepped slowly through the doorway.
I sat at her patio table and indicated the tall mesh chair opposite me. She sat, seemingly determined to do whatever I said - she trusted me completely. With exaggerated actions I took the cigarettes and lighter from my pocket and laid them on the glass table top. I shook out a Marlboro and lit it. I knew she had never been a smoker and I knew she didn't have that ex-smoker fear and hatred. For some unknown reason people tell me that I make cigarettes look good. The ex-smokers can't stand me. I never try to smoke in any particular way to justify or enhance this claim but today, I confess, I laid it on thick. As I exhaled my second or third drag into the air downwind from her, I reached for the packet again. I shook out the joint and handed it to her. Her eyes widened but she took it from me. I held out my lighter and she put it between her lips and awaited her fate.
She took a tentative drag and managed not to splutter or cough. Although she'd never smoked tobacco, I knew from experience that she could handle an occasional joint. I reached for it, took a small tote, and handed it back. This time I left her with it, sat back, and dragged slowly on my cigarette. She took another hit, deeper this time, and looked in my eyes with determination if not a little defiance. Hah! I thought, let's see if your as determined as you think! Then I said in a steady voice:
"Do it now Amy."
"Do what?"
"Do. It. Here."
The recognition of what I meant flashed through her eyes (lovely light blue eyes by the way). She paused for a second and then managed to turn the tables on me a little: she shifted the joint to her left hand, brought it to her lips, and dropped her right hand under the table. The patterned glass tabletop acted like a pixelated porno movie but in real life it was ten times more erotic than a crystal clear view of her shame. In the blurred image I saw her her hand drop to her robe, ease it open, and dip inside. Neither of us breathed for a long moment. The joint and the cigarette had burned through their useful material so I flipped mine casually on her spotless patio. She tossed the roach in the same direction. I turned to her again:
"Give me the belt." and, God bless her, she reached below the table with both hands, pulled the matching pink belt from her robe, and handed it to me. "Let's go upstairs."
Crazy Amy didn't hesitate to step off of the chair, her robe gapped open immediately, and I glimpsed a flash of her small fat titty, her smooth tummy, and a long flash of plump inner thigh. She lead me inside and walked straight up the stairs. At the top I said: "Get your toys." Now on a roll she didn't hesitate. With her robe opening and closing randomly she picked up the wide stool from her dressing table and took it to the wardrobe. Standing on the chair she reached high in the back of the upper section. Her robe rose tantalizingly on her legs until she found the small lacquered box of her toys and stepped down from the chair. She opened the box and held it to me. Inside, in ziploc bags, were the big purple dildo, the small silver vibrator, a bottle of lube, and a fresh set of four AA batteries. She's crazy and she's prepared I thought to myself. I took the whole box from her and I nodded towards the bathroom.
I set down the toy box on the good-as-new sink top and turned to face her. For a second she looked so vulnerable so I stepped up and hugged her tightly. I didn't want her to feel my hard cock against her tummy, or worse, so I stepped back and simply held the lapels of the robe for a second while I looked into her eyes for consent but they only showed excitement, she'd given up making decisions a long time ago today. I simply eased the robe from her shoulders, turned and hung it from the hook on the newly repainted door. When I turned back to her I looked her slowly up and down. She stood before me in her naked glory. I handed her the dildo:
"Amy, get in the shower, close the curtain, and do what you do." She did as I said.
Behind the curtain the water started up. She moved around for a moment and then I heard a loud suction cup sound. Soon I heard a gasp followed by a soft moan. All I could see was the outline of her hand against the shower curtain as she grabbed the bath rim through a handful of liner but a slow steady splash rhythm came from the shower.
I took the bottle of lube from the box. I pushed back the edge of the curtain and saw a glorious sight. Head down, hands on the tub, Amy was pushing her ass back against the wall and the big purple dildo buried deep in her pussy. Then she'd pull back until only the fat tip was between her lips. She seemed aware I was looking now but she never broke stride. She was moaning softly. I snapped open the top of the lube to give her a clue what was coming and for several "out" stokes I drizzled the big dildo shaft with lube. She freaked out to another level and seemed to double her speed:
"Fuck! Mmmmm. Ah, fuck me! Uhhhh, uhhh, uhhhh!"
I watched in amazement but after a full minute of this it was time: "Amy, the ceiling is falling in!" I think she barely heard me. She was so close to the edge of reason.
I swept the curtain back to the corner. She eased up her hand on the rim to let it back but she held her position, panting and unsure of what was next. I'd already noticed that her shower was actually a hand-held version but with a wall bracket for normal use. I recognized the adjustable head as a Waterpik model, exactly the same one I had in the city apartment. I removed it from the bracket with my left hand and I bent my right at the elbow and laid my forearm (my improvised beam) along her spine. When I began to apply downward pressure on her back she quickly realized what I was doing. She bent her arms and began to slowly lower her head and torso into the tub. The slick dildo eased out of her pussy until it obscenely bobbed free. I continued to press her down into the tub, all the time playing the shower gently over her back, ass, and legs.
Finally she was laying face down in on the tub floor. My elbow was between her shoulder blades, my forearm pressed along her spine and my hand rested lightly on her ass. I twisted the familiar shower head into the powerful, single stream, "massage" function (I have several friends who love my shower head. They joke it has three levels: "gentle", "medium", and "who needs a man"). Amy's legs were splayed apart like they had been by the ceiling beam so, starting at her ankles and moving up, I aimed the strong jet between them. She squirmed them further apart as the spray headed higher. When it reached her inner thighs she spread them as far as she could trying to escape from the jet. She realized her mistake as the jet hit her clitoris from behind. She thrashed so hard I really did have to hold her down with my arm.