Repressed Desires

Hi everybody, this is my first story on Literotica and I thought it would be really sweet for a nice playful, teasing romance. Anyway, please leave constructive criticism so that I can improve.

Warning: It's a little boring at the start, skip to further behind because it's not really relevant

"What a coincidence meeting you around this location. I couldn't recognise you at first but looking closer, it really turned out to be you!" Her overzealous mother rambled on as she led me into her house.

"Just your luck, Rebecca's in...surely you remember her." Heaving the 2 weighted plastic bags of groceries into her house. She popped her head around the main door frame just long enough to yell for her daughter.

"Rebecca, I got a surprise for you!" Rebecca's mother turned her head back, observing me with curiosity as I blushed furiously. I heard the creak of one of the doors open and a stunning familiar face from many years ago greeted me. Her figure was as slender as I remembered it to be ten years ago, with her face still reflecting an innocent albeit more matured look. But wow, she had shot up to around 1.75 meters and her beautiful jet-black, smooth hair was bunched up in a ponytail.

Instantly realising that the surprise that her mother was referring to was not snacks or gifts but rather a guest, her face immediately mirrored mine in its colour, red-hot. Even with a quick glance, you could tell that she wore comfortably in her home. She wore a set of tight-fitting black panties with an ironic loose plain t-shirt that covered very little of her thighs. Perhaps recognising me after so many years, her face immediately had a panicked look as she murmured something and quickly ducked back into her room, presumably to change into something more presentable, especially with a male guest in the house.

"Ahh, that scatterbrain daughter of mine" her mother sighed as her gestured for me to bring the other 3 grocery bags into their kitchen. Entering their home, I felt a wave of nostalgia wash over me as I recalled the unforgettable memories and feelings that were formed here. The interior of the home had not changed much since I last visited ten years ago. It's somewhat dim and yellowish lighting allowed for a cosy and homey feel to the house, I guess? I followed Rebecca's mother and walked into the kitchen. The aroma of a soup of some kind wafted over, it smelt familiar, like something that your Grandmother would cook for you when you came to visit.

"You should stay for dinner. My husband's not around tonight, working late hours again. I'm sure you and Rebecca have a lot to catch up on."

I'm ever so slightly sure that she winked at me while saying that. My entire body flushed again at the notion of holding conversations with this long-lost female friend of mine.

"Ye mom? Any reason why Joshua's here?" Turning around, I saw Rebecca leaning slightly on the kitchen door frame, chewing her bottom lip, a habit from the past.

"Err hi, err long time no see." My idiot brain was still trying to coherently form a sentence when her mother interjected and told her the gist of the story of her buying too many groceries to carry home without a trolley and me just coming along and helping her with them.

"Joshua, kind as always, you really never change." Rebecca looked straight at me and said it with a cheeky grin while shaking her head ever so slightly.

"Will you be staying for dinner Joshua?" With Rebecca and her mother quizzically looking at me, awaiting my reply, I guess I couldn't say no, especially with Rebecca making those sad puppy eyes. After I had nodded a quick yes, her face immediately lit up just like the million times I've seen before, when she had won board games and when she had gotten an new item in a video game. Rebecca's mother turned back to sorting out her groceries and preparing the broth.

"Now you two go play nice and sit on the couch while I prepare this stew for dinner" Rebecca's mother said in almost a sing-song voice.

We approached the sofa in silence, as though the tension and awkwardness of those ten years had built up and formed a wall between us. After both of us were comfortably seated on the couch; her squeezing into the corner of the couch and me just generally being very awkward and sitting straight up, not daring to look at her. A few moments passed before she finally broke the silence:

"Hey"

"Hi"

"How's life?"

"Not bad, you?"

"Yup"

A bit of background, Rebecca was a close and dear childhood friend of mine. We were together in kindergarten through Primary School, only separating in Secondary School and Junior College. It was in those 10 early years of my life that I had grown to love her as a friend and something more. It wouldn't be extreme to say that I was infatuated with her. We certainly had something going on in Primary School but we couldn't keep contact and the hustle and bustle of our work in Secondary School and Junior College prevented us from expanding any energy find each other.

The chemistry that we had those years ago had clearly fizzled out. Thinking back, even if I was crazy in love or infatuated with her at age 12, as I grew older, the crazy and hectic work schedules replaced the fantasies and constant thoughts I had of her. Sure, she still held a special place in my heart but I just couldn't like... feel connected to her after being separated for so long. Even so, I most certainly did have dirty thoughts about her regularly. Admittedly, a fantasy of her may have been the focus of a few of my masturbating sessions. However, this connection between the 2 of us had just grown weaker and weaker as time passed.

The awkward silence continued to drift between us as her mother's humming in the kitchen. Just as Rebecca opened her mouth, probably to start another conversation that would likely end rather quickly, a shrill sound sounded from the dining table. The source was a small, slim, plasticky device set down on the dining table. Rebecca closed her mouth just as quickly as she had opened it and swiftly made her way to the dining table.

"Mom? Your pager just rang. It says 'Code 4, need you here'". Rushing out of the kitchen while wiping her hands on her shirt, Rebecca's mother rushed to the table before, grabbed the pager from her daughter's hands, read it again then grabbed her bag hanging on the dining room chairs and hurried to the door.

"Stew will be done in an hour. You kids go help yourselves."

After her mother was gone, the palpable tension was still present but had definitely been lessened.

"My mother works as an ER doctor so she sometimes has to leave at a moment's notice. Kinda sucks but well, that's life." Rebecca sheepishly added to fill in the silence.

"Ah well, I guess it's just the two of us." I mentioned while reclining further into the comfy sofa.

Wait, what did I just say... "No, no, I didn't mean it that way, I mean like...it's really weird and stuff being here" I tried desperately to salvage the situation.

"No, not at all" Her eyes had a hint of...disappointment? Weird.

Rather abruptly, as if she had suddenly gotten a new thought, she turned to face me directly and teased me.

"After all these years, I guess you've still got the hots for me."

"Well, that was a mistake and a misunderstanding."

"It wasn't a mistake ten years ago when you confessed to me."

My face flushed as I fumbled futilely to counter with an appropriate response. I must have been flashing red because she certainly took notice of it and continued to tease me.

"Aww, does your heart flutter if I do this?" She looked me straight in the eye and winked. I was getting a major turn-on right now. Years of fantasies and repressed desires rose to the surface.

"What about this?" she pursed her lips. Agh, my dick was becoming hard. I looked down. I couldn't make eye contact with her. I had to do something before she saw the tent in my pants and teased me unrelentingly about it.

"St...stop it" I kind of stammered out.

"What was that, can't really hear you over your humiliation." She was gloating! The nerve of her.

"S...Stop it" I said in what I hoped to be a firm and authoritative voice. Even so, what she said next surprised me and turned me on to no end.

She looked me straight in the eye.

"Make me"

Barely after the words had left her mouth, I lunged at her, on top of her, eventually pinning her down to the sofa. Her startled face slowly gave way to one of confidence and need. She eyed me lustily as she bit her lower lip seductively and fake pouted "Come on, make me"

I couldn't control myself anymore, I smashed my lips against hers as she let out a little startled cry. In a short moment, her lips melded with mine and she moaned into my mouth. Years of repressed sexual desire and release manifested itself in the form of soft moans and the aggression we showed each other. I felt a somewhat rough yet soft texture pressed against my lips; her tongue, she really was horny and ready to go. I returned the favour, pushing my own tongue between her lips. Slowly, this intrusion became a battle of might between the both of us. I thrust my tongue deeper into her mouth, eliciting a moan of approval from her as she returned the favour. I nearly came when she moaned softly into my mouth. I swear I never knew kissing could be so erotic. Even the very idea that I was tongue-kissing the person of my desires of the past ten years was nearly enough to throw me over the edge.

Almost disappointedly for the both of us, she broke the kiss and stared at me with a sexy smirk on her face.

"Awww, is this too much for you? You're hard and we haven't even started." She gestured to the tent in my pants. The oh-so-sexy, confident smirk appeared on her face again. Slowly, gently and sensually, she trailed her hand from the couch to my leg, moving up to my thigh, arriving finally at my crotch. Through the fabric of my pants, she traced circles around my groin area.

"I bet you you're thinking of pretty dirty things right now." As I struggled to contain my release, she used her other hand to guide my right hand down from her shoulders, to her chest, past her perfectly-shaped breasts

"Nope, not yet, that's for later" she interrupted me as she felt my hand instinctively want to cup the perfect orbs. She giggled as she led my hand even further down to her abdomen and finally to her thigh area. As I trailed over the fabric covering her crevice between her legs, I felt a slight shiver from her. At this point, my left hand was all that was supporting my body to hover her as this magical moment was taking place.

"Now, let's play a game. You reap what you sow, you start first" she used the hand that had been guiding me to hitch her shorts and panties up, allowing my hand to enter that sacred space. After my hand had been sandwiched between her clothing and her bare skin, she removed her hand and those cute eyes stared at me expectantly.

"Go on, bring me to new heights."

Slowly, I inched my hand further down her underwear until I felt her shiver again. I paused, then started to trace circles on her skin with my finger, slowly moving further down and towards her slit. As I moved down, I pressed deeper and deeper into her skin, eliciting slight moans and cries of pleasure from her.

"Yes, yes, just like that, don't stop" she was whimpering at this point. Knowing that it was me who had made her so weak just by using my touch gave me the confidence to move trail even closer and closer to her slit. The moment I made contact with her slit, she inhaled sharply and closed her eyes. Encouraged, I slowly stuck the tip of my index finger into her. Her eyes opened slowly and immediately became overcome with lust.

"Deeper" she demanded. I took the opportunity to tease her,

"A bit impatient, are we?" I smirked at her. I stuck my finger even deeper. Her eyes begged for more and she started to pant slightly.

"More". I suddenly thought of the perfect way to tease her. I slowly pulled out my finger, seeing her expression morph from lust to surprise and surprise to disappointment.

"I want it now!" she practically barked at me.

"You want what? You'll need to speak louder" I teased her even further with a cheeky grin. She glared at me indignantly while her cheeks blushed.

"I want you to put your fucking finger into me." She growled her demand. This was probably the first time I heard her swear, well, a lot had changed. I decided that it probably wasn't wise to carry on, given that I would reap what I had sowed.

"Yeesh, what a bitch in heat" she barely had any time to respond to my quip before I thrust both my index and middle finger into her simultaneously and wiggled it around in her. Her reaction was instantaneous; she gasped and her eyes closed slightly. "Don't you dare stop!" as she continued to ride on the waves of pleasure, I could see her getting closer and closer and yearning for her release.

I felt her entire body tense up under me and it was the first time I heard such a peculiar sound escape her mouth. It sounded like a mixture of a moan and a frustrated sigh. As she came, she first shuddered before gasping. As she recovered from her euphoria, she unconsciously chewed her lip and gazed into my eyes aimlessly. Panting, she relaxed her muscles as an easy smile came upon her face.

As I pulled my fingers out of her pants, I noticed a thin sheen of colourless liquid on my fingers that had dripped down, coating my hand. "Hmm, someone's wet" I casually remarked. Perhaps spent from her orgasm, Rebecca merely smiled sweetly at me instead of insulting me. Wanting to raise the stakes, I lifted my hand and started to lick her juices off my hands. It was slightly viscous and tasted slightly sweet yet musky, combining to form a somewhat addictive taste. Her eyes softened before she licked her lips and dove upwards suddenly towards me, catching me by surprise. She grabbed the back of my head and forced our lips together. Never would I have thought that this mild, meek and innocent girl that I knew would have such a wild and adventurous side to her!

Again, the battle for dominance in both our mouth commenced but it was a short-lived one. Breaking from the kiss, Rebecca licked her lips, savouring her juices left on my lips.

"Now it's time for me to return the favour" She drew herself up to full height before aggressively pushing me down onto the sofa. The tables had turned. This time, not willing to be outdone by me, in a single fluid motion, she pulled my pants and boxes down my legs, so that they were just hanging at my ankle. She lowered herself such that her blushing face was dangerously close to my throbbing dick. Thin streams of precum had leaked out from the tip. Not seeming to care, she went ahead and started licking the head, throwing me into the deep end of a pool of pleasure. The throbbing in my dick became stronger and more erratic and I tried to resist the urge to explode all over her. It didn't help that my view of her was just gorgeous. Her breasts hung out and were visible from the collar of her shirt as she moved her head up and down my shaft, licking it with zeal, similar to how a puppy might lick its owner. Slowly but surely, she moved down to my ball sack. She used one hand to cup and fondle my balls while her mouth continued to lick my shaft. As another stream of precum leaked from my dick, she switched over. She used her hands to stroke my dick while her mouth formed an o-shape and sucked gently at my balls. The pleasure that I was feeling was immeasurable. Feeling my balls start to tighten up, I got ready to explode all over her.

"Rebecca, I'm going to cum..." Just as I said that, she stopped abruptly, removing both her hands and mouth from my cock. She straightened her back and looked up at me. Tilting her head rather sexily,

"Well, who's the bitch in heat now?" she teased me.

My dick throbbed so hard for release that it actually hurt but yet she wouldn't allow my release. It was clear that she wasn't going to give me the pleasure that I craved so easily. The overwhelming urge to cum wasn't helped by the fact that she had now taken off her shirt, revealing her petite breasts, still bound by her black bra. She then proceeded to take that off as well. Throwing both articles of clothing aside, she leaned down, a devilish grin on her face that told me she had much more in store for me.

This wasn't the first time that I had seen her naked. Besides coming to her house, our families had also gone on camping trips and other excursions together and I regularly snuck a few peeks of her naked figure, whether it be bathing the in lake or at the beach but this was the first time that I had seen her, so lust-consumed and naked.

Oh well, if she didn't want to grant it, then I would do it myself. I moved my right hand down, intent on finishing the job. Almost as if she had foreseen my move, her left arm pushed my hand back to over my head. Almost instantly, she moved forward again and pinned me down against the couch. Despite her slim frame, she was surprisingly strong "Can't have you doing that. Ruins the fun of the game" she winked again at me.

"Now, what do you want me to do?" she enquired innocently.

"I want you to make me cum" I mumbled, embarrassed at the terms that were coming from my mouth.

"What? Again?" she tilted her head slightly so that her left ear was next to my face.

"I want you to let me cum" I said more firmly, hoping that that would satisfy her need for humiliating me. I only hoped that she didn't leave me with blue balls.

"What did you say little boy?" she smiled sweetly as she acted innocent.

"Oh my fucking god, I want you to let me cum, please" I was sooo close to cumming. I just needed her to give a few more strokes and I would release all over her.

"So polite, that's my good boy" I breathed a sigh of relief as she slid her hand downwards towards my crotch. She firmly gripped my cock in her right hand before slowly stroking it, gaining speed and intensity as she went. Slowly but surely, I felt the overpowering urge to cum again. I felt my cock start to constrict and throb.

"Rebecca...I'm gonna...cum" I gave a pre-empt, in case she wanted to keep clear of any bodily fluid. A smirk appeared on her lips before she leaned in close to me, her hand still furiously jerking off my cock.

"Cum for me, cum all over me" Hearing her talk dirty was too much for me and I suddenly thrust upwards, causing my seed to erupt all over her. I sent an arcing stream of cum that shot up directly all over her face. Around 7 spurts of cum coated her face to her neck, glistening under the stray light in the house. She used her hands to scoop the cum from her face, directing it towards her mouth where she made a huge show of savouring it. Her hand shill continued to gently stroke my cock. After she had made a huge mess of cum on her face, she leaned down once again, sucking gently on the glands of my cock, cleaning me up further.

"Well, we're both satisfied and no, we're not taking this any further" As said as she started to climb off me. Taking a piece of tissue from the nearby tissue box, she cleaned herself up before wearing her clothes back on. She went behind the sofa and into the kitchen, reappearing with 2 bowls of soup in each hand.

"Here, this is for you" she mentioned while passing the soup to me.

Rather abruptly, she turned and faced me "Would you consider having me as your girlfriend?"

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~ Writer254