We cuddled up on the couch, me the little spoon to her big spoon, all the lights off and a shitty thriller playing on TV. She threw a blanket over us. A gust of her perfume washed over me, pluming through my body, making my stomach go tingly and firm. She settled her right hand on my waist, fingertips touching the crease of my groin, but just barely.
I nestled my head back into the natural pillow she provided. Innocent enough. I remembered the time she let me squeeze one, my second cousin, over the spandex of her Adidas sports bra, and the blue veins that marbled her powder-white flesh. I was growing hard under the blanket. I was growing warm.
On a commercial break, I went to the kitchen and drank a cool glass of water, hoping that would help. While I was in there, I made up my mind.
I came back and resumed the role of little spoon, only facing her this time, feeling her breath and following the chain of her silver cross lost somewhere in a milky gorge. I wanted to dive in and retrieve it.
"I'm just tired," I said, "I want to rest my eyes. I'll scoot down, alright? So you can see the TV."
She said nothing. I could smell her cherry lip gloss, her perfume, her less nameable auras. She threw the blanket over my head and said, "it's fine, I'll wake you when the movie's over."
I was alone, shrouded in darkness with her aromatic body, cocooned and so achingly in heat I thought my very blood was on fire. The tip of my nose tickled her cleavage. Purposely, she took a deep breath, swelling her bosom so full that for a second my whole nose was in her tits and they were brushing my cheeks. It was unhealthy, even pathetic, my obsession with her chest. But she did nothing to discourage it.
So I committed and buried my face where I wanted it most. She didn't react except to stroke the back of my head. I was so erect it was straining my briefs. I was kissing all over the tops of her breasts. In heaven. Literal heaven. She applied light pressure, pushing my face in a little deeper. I couldn't breathe but I loved it.
My hand went up the back of her tank top and unhooked her bra. The cups loosened. I pulled up her shirt, the bra along with it, and made my dream a reality, filling my mouth with a rich creamy dollop.
There I stayed for who knows how long. Periodically she'd moan, or even coo, making hushed, happy whimpers that made me happy, too, that made my pecker jump against her thigh. Down her hand went, and she was stroking me through the silky fabric of my basketball shorts.
She pulled the blanket down a little to whisper in my ear. Encouraged me to suck the other nipple. It was "getting jealous." She was all smiles, getting more and more worked up, talking dirty and groping my dick till I came dangerously close to popping off. When I put my hand in her shorts, she pulled away.
"No," she said, "that'd be cheating, I don't want to cheat on my boyfriend."
"Me mauling you like this isn't cheating?"