Relearning

"Will you tighten the straps on my top for me please?" Scarlett asked as she walked into the bedroom in a black cami top and red checked pyjama bottoms carrying her clothes over her arm.

Shane looked her up and down. "It looks fine the way it is, babe." he said while shaking out the duvet.

"I forgot to do it before I put it on." she said, setting her clothes on the bed. "My boobs are too heavy and it's uncomfortable like this." she said, approaching him, turning her back and pulling her hair over her shoulder.

"You're not getting into bed with Brad Pitt! Why are you wearing pyjamas these days any way? You've never been bothered before." he asked, fiddling with the straps on her top.

"Because." she said awkwardly, shrugging. "Please just fix it."

"Because...?" he asked, chuckling.

"I dunno. I get cold...my pjs are comfy..." she said, looking down. "I've always worn them." she said quietly.

"Is that better?" he asked about the straps. She nodded, thanked him and turned round, kissing him quickly and moved to hang up her clothes. "Woah, c'mere!" he said, wrapping his arms around her waist and pulling her gently towards him. "You used to wear your pants and one of my t-shirts...or nothing..." he smirked. She shrugged, looking nervously at him before looking down again. "You know I'm here, I can keep you warm and comfy." he said softly, bowing his head down to meet hers and kissing her in a teasing, sloppy kiss. "You won't even get changed in the same room as me since you came home. What's wrong, babe?" he asked, hugging her to his body.

She shrugged and swallowed hard. "I don't know, I just feel a bit... self-conscious or something." she said, stroking his upper arm. "I've put on weight and since I went on and then came off the pill, my body...it's different now. I'm still trying to get used to it." she said awkwardly looking away from him.

"You came off the pill? When was that? You never said." Shane said, alarmed.

"Eh... the start of the year... maybe February?" she said, thinking. "It was after I'd gone back to uni and I hadn't had my period for a couple of months so the doctor told me to stop it if I wanted." she shrugged.

"Oh I remember...THAT phone call." Shane said. "But you didn't tell me you were stopping your pill, did you?" he asked.

"I didn't tell you cos it was nothing to do with you." she said, with a quiet nervous laugh.

"Nothing to do with me unless you do actually get pregnant cos you didn't tell me you're not on the pill anymore or...?" he said, standing back and laughing nervously.

"At the time, Shane. It was nothing to do with you at the time. I was in a different country...we weren't even talking!" she exclaimed, grasping his shoulders. "And anyway, we both know I'm the more responsible one and my goal in life is to avoid pregnancy at all costs!" she laughed.

"Right OK." he said, looking at her with his eyebrows raised.

"When did we last have sex?" she asked. He looked up, thinking and pursed his lips. "Yeah... so long ago that you have to think about it. It was January, by the way." she said. "Now, for your information, I'm not going back on that pill and the other type of pill I can't have because of migraines so..." she sighed and shrugged. "It's condoms or abstinence!"

He nodded. "Yeah. Condoms are preferable to abstinence but whatever is best for you works for me." he smiled and sat down on the bed, pulling her to stand between his legs as he wrapped his arms closer round her waist. "Look I know we've only been back together a few weeks, we haven't had sex and I'm trying to give you space cos I know things feel a bit strange. But I do still really fancy you as much as I always have, you're a right fox." Shane smirked. "I don't care if you've put on weight or your body is different. I still want you, Scarl. I miss you." he said, softly. "I just want to reassure you or whatever. I've put on weight and got out of shape since you last saw me naked so I'm a bit self-conscious as well." he laughed nervously. "I'm wondering if you still fancy me and all of that too, you know." he said, nervously.

Scarlett smiled softly and stroked his beard then leaned in to kiss him, wrapping her arms round his neck. "Of course I still fancy you! I wouldn't be here, feeling all awkward about myself if I didn't." she said, rolling her eyes and smiling at him.

Shane smiled. "We're even then!" he chuckled. Scarlett smiled and nodded in agreement. "And we don't have to have sex...I mean there doesn't have to be 'penetration'..." Shane said, playfully emphasising the word 'penetration' in a stiff accent.

Scarlett cringed. "Eugh, you must be getting desperate if YOU'RE suggesting that!" she giggled.

"It HAS been 5 months, Scarl!" he chuckled, exhaling exaggeratedly.

"And you're still saying you'd just happily have a bit of oral and not want anything else?" she asked, smiling coyly.

"I mean...yeah..." he shrugged, unconvincingly. Scarlett frowned. "...but... would you?" he asked, widening his eyes. "Considering how you beg for my cock inside you when I'm licking you out." he said in a low tone, sliding his hands over her hips to her ass and giving her a lustful look. Scarlett gasped and her face flushed, she looked down trying to hide an embarrassed smile. "Don't go acting innocent on me! I know you, remember?!" he chuckled, lifting her head and kissing her. He brushed her hair out of face and looked her in the eyes.

She wrinkled her nose. "I've kinda been really wanting to have sex but also feeling weirdly awkward about it." she said quietly, biting her lip in a grimace and squinting at him. He raised his eyebrows and sat back, laughing as he looked at her. "What?!" she said.

"You!" he laughed. "Well...will we see how it goes?" he asked. "I've got condoms somewhere." She nodded, looking at him and stroking the back of his neck. "NOW?" he asked, surprised. She nodded. "Mmmm." he groaned, squeezing her ass. "That top is perfectly framing your tits at my eye level as well."

"Lucky you!" Scarlett teased, moving her arms down by her sides. "Can I hang up my clothes and get into bed now?" she asked. Shane let go of her waist and stood up. Scarlett hung up her clothes and got into bed. Shane rifled through the drawer looking for condoms.

"Sooooo... we've got minty tingle orrrr..." he said, waiting for her response.

"Fuck off! You did not buy the tingle ones!" she said sharply, shooting him a harsh look.

"Scarlett, your face!" Shane's face creased as he laughed. "No, we need to get more cos these are getting old." he said, checking the expiry date. "...There are just extra, EXTRA large ones left. Hope that's OK babe?" he said nonchalantly, closing the drawer and walked over to the bed, setting the wrapper on the bedside table.

Scarlett rolled her eyes at him as he kneeled down over her on the bed, chuckling to himself. "You're so annoying!" she said, sliding her hands up his torso. "At least you don't take yourself too seriously!" she giggled. Shane looked at her with a mock shocked expression and started tickling her. She squealed. "Aaaahhhhh! No! Stop, stop!" she laughed, squirming under him. "Shane! Ahhhh!" Shane stopped, laughing. "You just want a compliment about your cock!" she giggled. Shane lay down on his side beside her, propping himself up on his right elbow and stroking her face and neck with his left hand. He kissed her, softly at first, then he slid his tongue into her mouth, kissing her in long, deep kisses. Her skin tingled from her head to her toes with the feeling of his lips and tongue against hers, their breathing quickened and they both moaned. Shane paused to take off his steamed-up glasses and Scarlett laughed quietly and took a few deep breaths.

Shane smiled at her and kissed her softly. "Ok, babe?" he asked, running his hand down her neck, over her breast, down her torso and grasping her hip. She shuddered and her skin rippled in goosebumps.

"Yeah," she breathed. "I'm, like, super sensitive all over." she laughed, shyly.

"I know," he laughed quietly, looking in her eyes. "But it has be..." he started.

"BEEN 5 MONTHS!" Scarlett interrupted. They both laughed. "I usually love when I feel like this. I mean I DO love it, I'm just a bit..." she shrugged, looking at him.

Shane nodded. "A wee bit overstimulated just now." he said quietly stroking her neck and collar bone. "Do you want to stop?" he asked.

"NO! Definitely not." she said. He nodded. She gazed at him, smiling.

"What?" he asked.

Scarlett shook her head, still smiling. "No, nothing. I just like looking at you is all." Scarlett slowly stroked her right hand over his beard, down his neck and up the back of his head into his hair. Shane closed his eyes briefly, pulling her hand against his mouth to kiss her palm and moaning quietly as he smelled her perfume on her wrist. He kissed from her wrist, up her arm and she giggled. "Alright Gomez?!" she teased. He smiled and gazed at her, leaning over her and kissing her neck. Scarlett submitted completely, she could never resist neck kisses even if she wanted to and she could never imagine wanting to resist. She breathed deeply, panting and involuntarily moaning as Shane's beard tickled her skin and his tongue teased her. Her whole body sank into the mattress in a delicious, relaxed sigh. She wrapped her arms around Shane's waist and gently stroked up his back, across his shoulders and up into his hair. Shane moaned as she stroked back down his torso and slid her hands under his t-shirt, pulling it up as she stroked up his back again. He sat up, gazing at her lustfully and pulled his t-shirt off his body. She sat up and kissed his neck and down onto his chest as her fingertips teased his bare skin. She inhaled and her nostrils filled with the scent of his cologne and his warm, salty skin. He grasped her hips, planting her legs on either side of him as he sat up on his knees and he pulled her closer to him. He guided his hands up her hips and lifted her top, grasping her back. She looked up at him and shook her head, "I don't want to take it off yet." she whispered. He nodded, stroking round to her chest and squeezed her warm, soft breasts over her top, thumbing her nipples and leaning down to kiss her passionately on the lips.

Scarlett slid her hands up his thighs and felt his cock thick and hard along his left thigh in his jeans. He groaned in to her mouth as she rubbed his cock and she broke their kiss to unbuckle his belt. He signalled her to lift her hips and he slid her pyjama bottoms off her. He lay down on the bed next to her and pulled his jeans and pants off. He put his left arm round her, pulling her closer to him and looking in her eyes. Scarlett stroked her hand down his chest and abdomen to his cock, stroking it gently and reaching down to his balls and rolling them gently between her fingertips. She lifted his cock, wrapping her hand around it, feeling it so firm and steady in her palm. "I forgot how big your cock is." she whispered.

Shane laughed quietly. "Oh yeah, keep on with the flattery, babe!" he said.

"It's not even that. Seriously...how does this fit inside me?" she asked, shyly.

Shane stroked her back with his arm around her and brushed her hair away from her face with his right hand, tilting her head up to look at him. "It always fits! You're stretchy." he laughed. "Why are you thinking that?" he asked, giving her a puzzled look. She shrugged and he kissed her head.

She started stroking his cock and his eyes rolled back as he inhaled and then let out a low groan. "Awww" he growled as Scarlett stroked him in a firm, steady rhythm. She reached her head up towards his and kissed his neck and mouth. He shuddered and exhaled loudly, putting his hand on her wrist to stop her and pulled her to sit up on her knees beside him. He caressed her back, stomach and hips and then stroked her inner thighs, encouraging her to spread her legs and he dipped his fingers into her. They both sighed, Scarlett relaxed and exhaled in gentle moans and Shane lay his head down between her legs and started gently licking her soft, wet pussy.

Shane stopped and slid further down the bed, turning Scarlett's body to straddle his face and he kissed and licked her inner thighs and outer lips. "Relax, Scarl." he whispered. She took a deep breath and tried to let herself soften. Shane moved her feet so her toes rested on his shoulders and her knees leaned on the mattress, tilting her body sightly. "Mmmm you taste amazing, babe." Shane whispered, dipping his tongue into her briefly. Scarlett sighed. "Relax, babe. You're holding yourself really awkwardly." Shane whispered.

"I'm not too heavy, am I?" she asked.

Shane tutted, squeezing her thighs. "Scarlett! No, of course not! Just relax babe." he said, softly.

"What happens if it's taking too long?" she asked.

Shane was puzzled. "What do you mean?" he asked.

"For me to cum. Or if I can't." she replied.

"What? Babe, look at me." Shane said, confused. Scarlett leaned forward, looking down at his face. "Stop psyching yourself out! It doesn't matter how long it takes or if you don't cum. Obviously I want you to but if you're thinking so much about it you won't!" he said. "I love licking you and I'll stay here all day if you want me to." he chuckled, stroking her thighs. "Relax." he said, softly. Scarlett nodded, she took a deep breath and leaned back as Shane's tongue started licking her pussy again.

She shuddered at first, gasping and trying to gather her breathing as the sensation of his tongue on her was spine tingling after such a long time apart from him. "Ooohh!" she breathed and tried to clear her mind. Shane hummed in agreement. Scarlett leaned her weight on her arms against the pillow in front of her as Shane held her thighs and spread her pussy so he could lick her further. She moaned but still struggled to steady her breathing against Shane's gentle tongue flicks. Shane moaned into her the more he licked her and he felt her get wetter. Scarlett started to tremble, so much so that she couldn't focus on her pleasure, only the worry that she might collapse. "Shane, stop a minute." she gasped. Shane stopped, holding her thighs firmly as she continued to tremble. "I need a break." she breathed, trying to lift her leg up over his body. He helped her move across to lie down on the bed and pushed himself up the bed, grasping her and holding her onto his chest.

"Are you OK?" he whispered, kissing her lips and stroking her back.

She nodded, still trembling, exhaling. "Yeah, I'm good." she half laughed and shrugged. "I was worried I was going to fall on you!" she pursed her lips.

He shook his head at her, tutted and started kissing her, their tongues dancing with each other. She ran her hands all over his body as they kissed, stroking his skin and feeling the warmth of him and his hard cock pressed against her. She kissed his neck and down his chest as she made her way to his cock, lying her head on his lower stomach, lifting his cock delicately and slowly sliding it into her mouth. Shane sighed and his body relaxed. She stroked his cock cautiously with her hand and lapped the tip gently with her tongue. Shane inhaled in gasps and shuddered, reaching down to her hand. "You can be a lot harder babe." he said, guiding her hand. "Yeah, that's it." he said, groaning. He stroked her hair and right down her back, over her hips, squeezing her ass and watching the back of her head as she worked on his cock.

"C'mere, babe" he whispered. Scarlett took his cock out of her mouth and looked round at him to see him tipping his head at her, gesturing her to lie up beside him again. She lay her head on his shoulder and he caressed her neck, and down over her top across her breasts, stomach and thighs as he looked in her eyes. She leaned in to kiss him in long, slow kisses as she stroked his chest. He stroked up her thigh as she hooked it over his and lifted it, placing her foot flat on his leg and exposing her pussy to his hand. He stopped kissing her and watched her face as he gently stroked his fingers into her wetness. She nodded slightly at him and her face frowned gently. "OK?" he whispered. She replied in a breathy moan.

She inhaled in a slow steady breath as he spread her lips and stroked her pussy, dipping his fingers into her wetness and stroking up to circle her clit. She kept his gaze and kissed him in soft kisses on his lips. They lay with their faces together, breathing against each other. "Slide a finger in." she whispered, pushing her hips towards him. He stroked his fingers down her lips, covering them in her juices and held her open with his index and ring finger as he gently slid the tip of his middle finger into her pussy.

"Relax, Scarl." he whispered. "You're tensing up."

She furrowed her brow at him. "I feel like I am relaxed. I really want it." she replied.

"I know, I know you do." Shane whispered, kissing her. "Lie back," he instructed as he sat up and kissed down her body. She lay on her back and stroked his shoulders, neck and hair as he bent her knees and settled between her legs. He stroked her thighs and kissed her vulva softly before starting to lick her pussy in long, firm strokes of his tongue. She breathed out, moaning softly and melting into the mattress. "Is that better, babe?" he whispered, looking up at her. She looked down at him, smiling shyly and nodding as she ran her fingers through his hair. He smiled at her, nibbling her inner thigh before he got back to licking her wet pussy.

Scarlett moaned and gasped as Shane took his time kissing, licking and sucking her. Soon she lifted her feet off the bed and rested her toes on his shoulders, overcome with the feeling of wanting him. He slid his hand round her hip and up her torso, knowing she would soon be searching to hold it. "Shaaane!" She giggled softly as she entwined their fingers and looked down at him and he met her gaze and squeezed her hand. With his other hand he held her pussy spread and teased her clit. "Oooooh yes." she moaned, pushing her hips closer to his face. He continued as he was. "Mmmm your mouth feels so good on me." she moaned. She felt herself getting wetter and heard it against Shane's tongue and he groaned into her. He lapped her pussy, flicking his tongue in and out of her and the sound of her increased wetness against his mouth got louder. "Give me a finger." she whispered, urgently. They both groaned as Shane slid his finger slowly into her.

"Relax, babe. Relax!" he whispered.

Scarlett felt her orgasm building and already she gripped Shane's finger inside her.

"My clit," she moaned, reaching down with her free hand to rub it. Shane nudged her fingers with his tongue and sucked her clit into his mouth, circling it with his tongue. "Ooooh! Ooh yes!" she moaned. Shane started to slide his finger in and out of her pussy but she tensed. "Just keep still, leave it there." she groaned. Shane slipped his finger back inside her and continued sucking and licking her clit. Scarlett began to buck her hips into his face, her breathing sped up and she squirmed under his tongue. Shane kept up his pace, he didn't stop or change his pattern. He knew she was close and he wanted her to cum. He felt her pre-cum gush of wetness, easing the tight grip of her pussy on his finger slightly and he felt her body struggling to control her movements. "Ooooh yes...to my left a tiny bit..." she moaned. He obeyed, moving his tongue. "Ohhh yes, there." she whispered. "Mmm aw fuck." She bucked her hips wildly, forcing his face further against her pussy, she gripped his hand and with her free hand she grasped his hair. Her breath caught in her chest and she couldn't make more than a brief, high-pitched squeak as her head and shoulders lifted off the bed and then she lay back, arching her back, forcing her hips against him and her whole body went stiff as she came so hard that she hardly made a sound, her body jolted with the waves of her orgasm and she held her breath.