Staring into my mug of mocha, everything in me said, "NO! No way!" This meeting with JD had far overtaxed my reserves of nerve as it was. The number of men I had anywhere near the degree of comfort with in the bedroom was exactly zero. Never felt near the level of attraction to any other man either, which for the most part disturbed me, as outside the bedroom or playroom my enjoyment of JD's company dropped dramatically.
My thoughts were disturbed when JD moved his chair to sit very close to me and let his hand slowly find its way from my knee, to my thigh, then scoot right under the loose pant leg of my cut off sweats, to my pussy. As his fingers made little circles around the folds of my pussy, he said quietly, "I hear that "no" in your head, but I feel something else down here."
I leaned back in my chair and let myself enjoy his fingers for the moment. He was right, the fuckhead. Then after a moment to ponder it, I realized he was wrong too. I'd give him shy and scared, but there was also attraction. Given an hour to spend, I'd rather it were alone with JD, than with some guy we had no idea about.
I turned on my seat to put one of my legs over his and grant him better access to my entrance. As he began exploring more aggressively, I said, "You always seem to want to push me out of my comfort zone."
He grinned and replied by sliding a finger into me.
"Not tonight. I just want you now. But we can talk with him, see what kind of vibes we get."
Sliding another finger in me, and rubbing my clit with his thumb, he leaned in to kiss me. Every move he made felt so hot and familiar, like the time apart hadn't changed anything. Though whether that was a good or bad thing was still a mystery to me.
JD pulled his fingers out of me, dipped them in the whipped cream on his mocha, then sucked them clean. I shook my head and told him, "gross", but felt a jolt of excitement in my crotch from his actions. Grabbing my mug, I added, "Let's not get these mixed up."
Looking up, I saw the man slowly sauntering along the walkway across the quad area. He may have just been out for some air, or might have been trying to find a way to check us out. It was hard to make out many of his features because of the distance and the lighting. I could tell his was tall, of course, looked to have a bit of a belly, wore a baseball cap and painter's pants. I took a sip of my drink and turned to JD, "What if he's hotter than you?"
Leaning back in his chair, a trace of whipped cream on his upper lip, he replied, "Then maybe I'll have to sleep with him instead."
I stood a bit, moved forward and licked the bit of cream off his lip, them asked, "Why do you say that?"
"So you don't sleep with someone hotter than me," he answered.
I shook my head. "Wouldn't you just tell him to go away? Or do you do guys now?"
"Nope, no guys. In fact, I'm not at all sure about seeing someone else's dick all close up and all."
Glancing out the window, I saw the man had stopped in the corner to lean against the railing and look out across the parking lots. I looked back to JD. "So even you have some reservations about this?"
He laughed. "Of course, RT. For me and especially you."
I shrugged my shoulders. He always seemed so fearless. Always the one to get us into trouble, dare me to do things I shouldn't have.
JD leaned in and put his hand on my knee. "I'm not a total wild man, RT." He paused and looked up the ceiling for a moment. "Well, except when I am...but that is less and less. I think it is a lot because you will go there with me."
"So do you think we're just each other's mid-life crisis?" I asked.
He laughed. "I dunno. I'm just glad as hell to see you and I want to move ahead and not do all the listing of life events shit."
I smiled and looked into his eyes, so damn lost to their joviality and just JD-ness: ornery, present, playful, honest. Staring at him, I was eager to hit to sheets with him again. As I reached to take his hand though, we heard steps approaching and both looked over.
Mystery man was on our side of the quad, near our window, strolling along slowly. I moved in my chair, pulling the leg of my shorts back down, wondering if I should run to change my shirt. As I looked down, JD seemed to catch on and shook his head and smiled. "Okay," I said.
"So what do you think of my mocha anyway?" I asked, thinking we ought to say something.
"It's great. I'll take anything chocolate. I'm like a girl that way. How come you didn't bring me a heart shaped box with all kinds of little cute chocolates in it?"
"Maybe I did," I replied.
We both turned when we heard a voice from outside say, "That sure smells better than the coffee in my room."
JD stood and walked to the door and stuck his hand out, "Hey man, yeah, I'm sure it's a hell of a lot better."
The man shook his hand. "I'm Wade, nice to meet you."
"I'm JD and," waving his hand over towards me, added, "This is RT, my personal barista."