A couple weeks after I left Silvi, she stopped trying to goad me into talking to her and broke down in the lunchroom crying. She told some of her co-workers that we had broken up, but that was not all, she told them some details of our relationship. I wasn't sure what she said but after that day I knew that rumors were spread about me.
On break one day a coworker named Sami asked, "Did you stick your tongue up Silvi's ass."
"What the fuck Sami? Why would you ask me that?"
"John said he heard the girls talking about you. Silvi said you stuck your tongue up her ass."
"Sami. For god's sake. Don't say things like that."
"Do you want to know what else she said?"
"No!"
Sami dropped the topic, but I heard other rumors. Guys like blurting out nonsense to get a rise out of somebody.
I could sense hostility from some of my coworkers because of the stories Silvi told, but the secretaries in the front office were sympathetic. They went out of their way to be friendly, as if to let me know that they had taken my side.
One day I was working on the head secretary's computer, and she whispered to me "I don't believe the rumors about you Will."
The other three secretaries were seated close with just small barriers between us, and I wasn't sure if they could hear us. "I pay no attention to rumors."
"Well, I think Silvi is lying." She said.
I didn't want to call Silvi a liar, so I responded loud enough for others to hear. "I am sure some of the things she said were true."
It was a difficult situation at work. I had publicly dated a co-worker for six months and now everyone at the plant had heard some version of our breakup, and I still saw Silvi almost everyday.
In December, Luiz, one of the younger secretaries, came to my work area. "What are your plans for Christmas?"
"Um. None. Going home to stay with my family. They live about two hours away."
"Doug and I are having a Christmas party." She handed me an invitation. "I really want you to come."
The party was more than a week before my vacation so I immediately told her I would come.
Luiz smiled. "Good."
At the party there was about twenty people, mostly Luiz's neighbors and her friends from the plant. No one mentioned my ex-girlfriend and I had a good time. A girl named Tanya was introduced to me and we talked. She was Luiz's younger sister, about three years older than me and she had a cute face, but she was a little bigger than girls I was usually attracted to.
When one of the ladies from work held mistletoe over Tanya and I on the couch, Tanya leaned towards me. To be polite I leaned in for a kiss. Tanya gave me a good one, with open lips and held me in place for a while until I heard a comment of approval from the lady holding the mistletoe and I pulled away.
On Monday, Luiz approached me and asked about the party. I was polite and thanked her. "What about Tanya? Did you enjoy talking to her?"
"Sure. She was nice."
"Well, I told her I would give her your number, is that ok? Or you could call her."
Luiz had put me in an awkward position. "No. Yeah. Sure. Give me her number, I will call her."
Luiz was ecstatic, there was no hiding it.
A couple of days went by, and I forgot I had the number. Tanya called. "Hello Will. Sorry to call, but I thought Luiz might have given you the wrong number."
"Maybe." I didn't tell her I didn't try it. "Well, I am glad you called." She was silent for a while. So, I added. "What have you been up to?"
"Ummm just work." There was a long pause. She blurted out. "I was thinking of seeing that new movie 'Three Men and a Baby.'"
I suggested 'The Running Man.' I got off the phone with just a little more conversation. There was no avoiding taking her out.
I noticed how large her breasts were while I sat next to her. After the movie, we went to a coffee shop and I drove her home. I dropped her off in front of her apartment, before she got out, she leaned in for a kiss. This time I kissed her back until things got a little heated.
After she left, I drove home thinking that I shouldn't have kissed her and led her on. Once she started kissing me however, I couldn't stop easily. Almost every time I kissed Silvi, I initiated it. I had to work on Silvi to get her to be responsive. From the way Tanya kissed me and slipped her hand up the front of my coat I could tell that she wanted more. I didn't want to start a relationship with Tanya, especially since Luiz and the girls at work would know all about it.
I had one weekend left before I went home to visit my parents. The secretaries were friendlier than ever, Tanya must have told her sister we had a good date. I would have to date her again, hopefully I would get away with not calling her when I returned.
That Saturday I dropped her off and after kissing me briefly she said, "Let's go upstairs."
She guided me to take off my coat and sit on the couch. She brought me a can of beer. "Here. It's nice and cold. Will you give me a minute?"
I nodded and she left the room. When she came back, she was wearing a shirt that hugged her body and held her stomach in. Her breasts looked bigger than ever and were covered in a sheer material, I could tell that she had no bra on and large areolas and nipples. She put her knees on either side of mine and started kissing me. I fumbled to put my beer down as she kissed my face. She kissed my forehead as her breasts banged against my chin. I moved her off to one side and she pulled me down and I lay on top of her as we French-kissed.
I was right about the material. Everywhere I put my hand I could feel her clearly. She had some type of soft corset on that pushed up her breasts and held her tummy in. Her hands and legs were pressing up against me and I became semi-erect. Trying not to be aggressive, I avoided grabbing at her ass or tits until she grabbed one of my hands and guided it over her breast.
I felt her breasts with one hand then both. I was getting worked up and I knew that in a few minutes I would ask her to take out my cock. I made the sudden decision not to go that far. I rolled away from her and stood up.
"Tanya, I don't. I think. I think I have to go."
"You don't have to. If you want to, you could stay."
"I have to go away soon. Have a good Christmas."
"You too." She looked up at me eagerly. "Call me when you get back?" It sounded like a question.
Four days later I returned home for my Christmas break. While at home I decided that I couldn't date Tanya and I couldn't have casual sex with her, without the whole plant finding out. When I returned, I did call her, and we ended up talking for a long time. It seemed to me that she could keep a secret, so I talked about the trouble I was having at work and the rumors that were spread about me. I had a feeling she already knew most of what I was telling her.
We talked on the phone a couple more times, and we met for coffee. I kissed her briefly when I walked her to her car. I felt it was a good time to break it off. I told her that I wasn't ready to date anyone.
The next weekend I didn't call, but she showed up at my apartment. I invited her in, and she sat down as I watched a movie on TV. My coffee table was strewn with empty beer bottles and my place was generally a mess. She looked good. We talked during the commercials. Maybe this was going to be our relationship. I could talk to her, and she would wait until I was ready, but the truth is I never would be for her.
Eventually she got up to go as I continued to watch the movie. When it was done, I thought I would try to go to sleep. Usually, a few beers and a late movie was enough to put me to sleep. I took a long piss and crawled into bed in a dark room.
The bed felt off. I moved and I bumped against something large and soft. Tanya was there. I reached over and felt skin and hair and her hands came across and I felt her grab me. I shifted so I could feel her thighs and I felt around. She was in underwear and a bra. We pulled at each other and our mouths found each other and we kissed, softly then wildly. She slid her hand along my leg up my underwear, over my balls and held onto the base of my shaft. I groaned. I fumbled with her bra and suddenly it was lifted. I heard it being tossed on the floor. I found her tits and lowered my head and started sucking a nipple.
I shifted down and her hand slipped out of my underwear, she tried pushing it back in, but I pushed it away. I suckled her breasts. Never had I had such large breasts to play with. They were great, but soft, and sagged toward the mattress. I pushed her onto her back and used my hands and mouth on them for a long time. After trying to shift positions a few times she gave up and I slowly sucked and licked. They were impressive when she lay on her back. I used my tongue and fingers to feel the details of her areola and the size of her erect nipples.
"Will. Come here."
I shifted upwards and we started kissing again, and both her hands were in my underwear, front and back. Her fingers found my balls and I lay back and breathed as she rubbed them.
I moved so I could run my hands on her legs and feel her ass. From the way she responded I knew that she wouldn't stop until she was sated, so I kissed her breasts again and slipped my hand in her underwear. I had plenty of experience over the last six months of giving pleasure with my hand and Tanya was responsive and appreciative. We ended up face to face as I gently kissed her. She became very wet and started panting against my face. She squirmed against me, her hips moved rhythmically.
"Will! Oh Will! You're gonna. I'm going to finish! Oh!"
She flailed her arm and gyrated then curled around me holding my hand still in her underwear. Eventually I pulled it out and she crawled over me. The bed bounced as she moved, and she stood up and walked away. She bumped into a wall, fumbled to find a light and went to the bathroom.