If the first few weeks had been heaven, the ones that followed were limbo. The relationship between Rebecca and I had started off so passionate that I could hardly believe how fast it stagnated. I guess what they say about the brightest candle burning the quickest is true. Our romance had taken a shift off the path of fun. Our sex wasn't exciting anymore. Sure, we could both orgasm, but the same feelings that marked the beginning of our relationship were no longer there. Sex became less of a beautiful and passionate whirlwind and more like a lazy rain shower. You could always count on it to get things wet, but they excitement and thrill was severely lacking. Eventually, I stopped seeing Rebecca as often as I had in January.
As the days chugged forward, I became more and more engrossed in my studies. She was cast aside as school consumed my life. That was fine for me since I was paying to get an education and I wanted to get my full moneys worth. No point in paying for something I wouldn't use.
We saw less and less of each other, and stopped hanging out all together. We were still friends, but we had entered a point where it would be better to separate our private lives from one another. Eventually, it got to the point of us only seeing each other on the way to class. The thing is, I even stopped hanging out with a lot of my friends. I was at a weird stage in my life. I was generally unhappy and tried to take my mind of things with class work.
After a while I even lost passion to do that. The architecture program was less of what I had hoped to be doing, and more of what I had always hated. Tedious and mind-numbing work occupied the majority of my time before finally I couldn't take anymore.
I withdrew from the program, and started searching for other schools where I could study to get a career in a field that I could actually enjoy. Problem was, I didn't know what that was either. Eventually, I found a school that had a array of majors available that seemed to appeal to my interests. I applied and was accepted, assuming I finished my final year at the tech school with decent grades.
With a reason to reapply myself again, I hit the books with renewed vigor. I did well in all my classes and had a good rapport with almost all of my professors. Things were looking up as finals week approached. I soon would be on my way to a brand new start, and I could hardly wait.
It was the Friday before finals week in May. I had spent all day in the library and had finally returned to my room. I was pleasantly surprised to find it empty, and I discovered Donald had taken off for the weekend to study at home. I had the room all to myself, which had a wonderful ring to it.
I tossed my book bag onto the floor and plopped down into my computer chair. I had a stressful day and now I wanted to relax. The number one priority on my agenda was masturbation, seeing as how I had neglected to do it in the very hectic and sleepless week I had just had. I brought up my browser and opened a few new tabs to my favorite sites, but I also brought up a couple of non-porn sites as well.
One of these was Facebook, which I always logged into as soon as I went online. I didn't have much contact with my friends in the recent weeks, so this was really my window to the outside world. I did all of the usual stuff, from checking my message box, to see who was online. As usual, the friend list was full of people I hardly talked to, and therefore useless to me.
I switch to one of the porn sites I had up, and checked out the highest rated videos for the day. Despite my horniness, I didn't see any movies that were particularly special to me. I lazily clicked through them, not even managing to get an erection at a single one.
Suddenly, I heard the facebook chat sound go off. I had just received a message from someone. I quickly switched tabs to see who it was.
A chat box for Rebecca had popped up on the Facebook site. I can honestly say that I as more that surprised to see her talking to me.
Rebecca: Hey!
Ben: Howdy, how's it going?
Rebecca: Good, just thought I would say hi, and I wish you luck on your finals.
Ben: Thanks, you too!
I left the page to go back to my porn viewing, but it was even more disinteresting than before. Grumbling, I closed all of the tabs that were open except one. Bringing Facebook back up, I deciding to continue the conversation with Rebecca.
Ben: So how have your classes been?
Rebecca: Really tough, I'm wishing I had dropped a couple now
Ben: Oh yeah? I dropped out of architecture. Couldn't cut it
Rebecca: Oh I didn't know that, but it would explain why I haven't seen you on the way to class ina couple months
Ben: Yeah, in fact I'm transferring to a school a few miles up north. They seem to have degree programs that I find more appealing
Rebecca: Aww, so I won't see you again?
I found this funny considering we hardly saw each other now. If I hadn't told her that I was transferring it might have been months before she found out I was gone.
Ben: Probably not, but it's not that far away
Rebecca: True, you can always come and visit the people you left behind
Ben: Ha, I'm not leaving people behind, I just putting a little distance between me and them
Rebecca: Well I will definitely miss you
I was honestly enjoying chatting with her. I waited anxiously for each reply, but I couldn't tell exactly why. Perhaps I was having fun in renewing a stale friendship, or maybe I truly did miss her. Whatever the case may have been, I ended up talking to Rebecca nonstop for over two hours. Mostly we talked about classes and finals and projects, but at the end of hour two, the conversation started to get a little more interesting.
Rebecca: So, how's sex life?
Ben: Nonexistent at the moment. In fact I was just about to make sweet sweet love to my hand when you decided to talk to me
Rebecca: Oh my, sounds like a hot date. Hope I'm not interrupting
Ben: Not at all, I was having trouble getting in the mood from any of the porn I was watching
Rebecca: It's funny, I was looking at porn tonight too, and I couldn't help but think back to the times we spent judging them
Ben: Yeah that was a very enjoyable time, I miss those days
Rebecca: Me too
I was truly beginning to miss the old times. The old relationship had been short but sweet, and I looked back on it fondly. I could almost remember every detail about that first night we spent together in the same room I was now sitting in. I was brought back to reality when the chat notification sound went off.
Rebecca: I've been pretty lonely lately
Ben: Aww, why so?
Rebecca: Well I didn't really have anything good after you. Several one nighters but it wasn't the same
I really liked where this conversation was going. In my horny state I was in attack mode, and ready to make the best of this situation.
Ben: That's better than me. I haven't had anybody since you
Rebecca: No one could compare ;)
Ben: Haha, yeah that's right. Honestly though, I couldn't find anyone to fuck
Rebecca: Well hey silly, I was here the whole time!
Ben: You're joking right? We kinda split up a few months ago, and I didn't want to go back desperate
Rebecca: Well I understand
The chat was silent for a moment. It was like we were simultaneously thinking about our relationship. It had been built entirely on sex, but still it had been fun even when sex wasn't taking place. There's something to be said about just having someone close to you. The chat window lit up as Rebecca continued our conversation.
Rebecca: I have a question
Ben: Ok, ask
Rebecca: If you had the chance to, would you fuck me right now
Ben: Like I told you, I was about to masturbate, so yes, your option is much better
Rebecca: But I mean seriously, would you come downstairs and fuck my brains out like you used to?
Rebecca: Would you?
Rebecca: Ben?
Rebecca: Hello?
I was running downstairs at a good speed, jumping the steps two at a time. When I reached the first floor, it didn't take long for someone to pass through the locked door, allowing me access to the female dorm hallways. I picked up my quick jog again, brushing past girls moving about the hallway. It seemed like everyone was having a study party of some sort, and they were all spilling out into the hallway.
I saw several girls I knew as I made my way through the clogged halls, and I waved and said a curt 'hello' to each of them. When I finally reached my destination at Rebecca door, I was slightly out of breath. Without waiting to catch it, I bang hard against the door with my palm three times.
Rebecca opened the door and began with a surprised, "Ben! What are you doing h..." but I cut her off as I lunged through the doorway, wrapped my arms around her, and gave her a deep kiss. She resisted for a moment, mainly from the suddenness of the situation, but soon she melted into my arms. She accepted my kiss and I was greeted by the familiar tongue stud slipping around my mouth. When we broke away, I spoke first.
"So does this answer your question?"
"Answer what question?" she asked, and then remembering the question involving me coming to fuck her, recognition spread across her face.
"Oh yes! I think this does," she said reached down to my crotch to feel my already stiff member, "answers it nicely."
We moved inside, closing the door behind us. I remembered the room well, even though it was in various stages of disarray with papers and books spread out everywhere. Marie was an architecture student, and this definitely appeared to be the way an architecture student had to live at the end of the semester.
"Where's Marie?" I asked while trying to avoid stepping on any papers.
"She's out for just a little bit, but will be back soon," she said disappointed, "she has to work her ass off right now so she can't afford to be gone for too long."
"Well, Donnie is gone for the weekend," I said as I got up closer to her, "we can always go to my room."