I wasn't expecting to run into Roman, not that early, not before caffeine.
I had just stepped out of my apartment--hoodie too big, hair barely brushed, lips unmoisturized--when he opened his door at the same time. We both froze for a second, just long enough for me to feel a flush creep up my chest.
He nodded. "Morning."
"Morning," I squeaked back, adjusting the strap on my tote bag like it might hide me.
Roman always looked like he belonged in a black-and-white editorial. Quiet, serious, tall enough to make me feel extra short, even in platforms. And his voice was this deep, velvety thing that made my knees do weird things.
"We still haven't made time to talk about that book you were reading by the pool," he added, his tone casual but pointed.
I blinked. "Oh, right. We definitely should." Not. That book was 99% smut and there's no way I can talk to Roman about that.
His mouth twitched like he wanted to smile. "Let me know when."
We passed each other in the hall, and I had the sudden urge to look back--but I didn't. I had my usual Saturday plans: meet Lara at Caffeind, sip something overpriced, complain about my nonexistent love life.
Caffeind was already buzzing when I got there. The barista behind the counter was new. New and stunning. She had a half-unbuttoned flannel shirt over a tight tank, tattoos peeking from her sleeves, and hair so glossy it looked like it was styled for a photoshoot. When I'd placed my order, she leaned across the counter just a little. Her voice was low and warm.
"You're new here, right? Or maybe I just would've remembered you."
I laughed awkwardly. "Um. First time at this location."
She slid the coffee across to me with a wink. "I hope you come again."
I was still trying to process what had just happened when I turned to find Lara watching with an expression that could only be described as gleeful mischief.
"You are so dense," she said as I sat down.
"What?"
"That barista was absolutely flirting with you."
I shook my head. "No way. That was just... good customer service."
Lara rolled her eyes and broke off a piece of cinnamon roll. "She basically undressed you with her eyes. And you stood there like you were ordering tax documents."
I covered my face with one hand. "I don't know how to flirt!"
"Then consider this your training ground. Start with smiling like you're not terrified," Lara laughed.
I shook my head, but I was grinning. We spent the next half hour gossiping, sipping, and watching the barista--Jade, her nametag had said--who kept glancing over like she knew exactly what she was doing to me.
Then Roman walked in.
He was in a long-sleeved black tee, sleeves pushed to the elbows, forearms distracting. He ordered black coffee--of course he did--and settled into a corner with his laptop.
I tried not to stare.
Tried.
"If your dry spell was any longer," Lara said, dragging her cinnamon roll through frosting, "you'd be eligible to join a convent."
"Thanks," I said flatly.
"I'm just saying. You need an adventure. Something to make you feel hot again."
"I feel hot sometimes," I muttered.
"Yeah, but usually because your apartment runs warm. Not because you're, like, dripping in confidence and sexual energy."
Fair.
We hugged goodbye, and she whispered in my ear, "Do something crazy this weekend. Just once."
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I wasn't planning to drink that night. But the wine was already open. And when I got the package, everything changed.
It was sitting on my doormat. No label. Just my name in black marker.
Inside: tissue paper. And under that? Red heels.
I brought them inside, heart pounding.
No note. Just the shoes. Scarlet red. Classic stiletto shape, ankle strap, never-worn red soles. Sexy in a way I usually only let myself daydream about.
I texted Lara: "Did you send me shoes??"
She replied instantly: "I wish. Those are HOT. No idea who it was."
It wasn't her.
I turned the box over. Nothing.
Then a ping.
Roman: "Did you get the gift?"
My heart stopped.
I stared at the screen like it might answer the million questions flying through my brain.
He didn't send a second message. Just the one.
I wrote back: "Yes."
Then stared at it.
Then, inexplicably, went to my closet and stripped down to nothing.
I don't know what possessed me to put on the little black dress. The one with the deep neckline and the clingy fabric. The one I never wore out of the house.
The heels went on last.
I stood in front of the mirror. And for the first time in weeks... I liked what I saw. Curves, confidence, lips slightly parted. I took a picture. Then another. Then one without the dress.
My phone buzzed again. Roman: "Do you like them?"
I didn't respond.
Because I was already on the bed, legs wide, heels still on. The silk dress clung to the tops of my thighs, bunched at my waist, soaked from where I'd been fingering myself while the vibrator buzzed mercilessly over my clit. My cunt was dripping, lips slick and puffy, folds shiny with wet. I was flushed all over, tits heaving, pink nipples stiff, mouth parted. And in my head?
Roman's voice in my ear. Jade's mouth between my legs. Roman behind me, filling me up while I sobbed into her tongue. I was moaning already, breathless from how badly I needed--
Knock.
I froze.
The vibrator fell to the sheets with a dull thud.