Imagine you are 18 years old in an all-girls school. Plaid skirts, white blouses (and mandatory white bras), knee-length white socks, and black MaryJanes are the outfit you must all wear. With no boys around, obviously, boys are the number one topic of conversation.
One Monday, after you and your friends had had a slumber party over the weekend, you are sitting in class day dreaming about the hot subject that had dominated Saturday night's slumber party - sex, and particularly, some of the 'other' kinds of sex that you've only dreamed about. All of the girls claimed to have jerked off boys before - boyfriends, neighbors, even one who claimed she caught her brother and helped him - and you went along, though you'd never even seen a live, naked penis. A few girls said they'd done more than that, two said they'd actually had sex, though their casual demeanor led you to believe that they were putting everyone on, and one girl said she'd put a guy's penis into her mouth and sucked on it! "Eww! That's gross!" asked one of your friends. Wouldn't it taste like pee?
"No, stupid, it isn't the same, and doesn't come out of the same hole, even." Came the reply - making you again suspect that girl's honesty. Late in the night, as the talk was getting more and more interesting (and more exciting, as the girls kept slipping, one by one, into the bathroom - to pleasure themselves as you suspected, having excused yourself to do more than once...), the girl who's house you were staying at, produced a slick, glossy magazine, whose brightly colored cover showed a woman with a thick, hard cock in her mouth, while she straddled another man, his cock deep between the folds of her pussy lips. Looking at it, and passing it around, caused your arousal to approach a blood lust; you felt your mouth go dry, your heartbeat you could hear in your head, and your pussy felt so wet you thought you could smell it (though what you were obviously smelling, was the scent of all the young girls in the room - their young and inexperience vaginas eagerly oozing their own sexual excitement and want).
You flipped page after page of raw sex: oral sex, with hot tongues flicking across erect clits or circling huge, purple cock heads; penetration, with men on women, or the opposite, doggy style sex, and with the women's lust-filled eyes looking into the men hotly fucking their cunts; anal sex - the most mind blowing of all to you, as you looked at a man's thick shaft, apparently splitting a woman's butt, and the ring of muscles wrapped around his cock looking unlike her snatch, you knew what it was. Several girls couldn't believe when they saw it, that this was her behind. Many pictures were studied, theories offered as to the pain - and why do it? But the next time you went "to the bathroom" you explored your own anus - while your other hand pleasured your lightly haired pussy. You found your ass muscles to be bumpy, the hole itself a puckered, rough circle of pleasure, as you found some lotion to allow your fingertip to glide across it's surface. Holding your breath, you lightly pressed a fingertip into your own ass, and found an unspeakable pleasure in the inner ring of the same muscles, and you came almost at once, having to fight to restrain a scream of pleasure.
Shaking to your core, you felt your ass grip your own finger, like it had it's own mind - it's own needs. You washed up with trembling hands and slipped out the door, rejoining the group that (mercifully!) was too caught up in the magazine to notice your florid, damp face, or glazed eyes.
Now, on Monday, as you open up your desk to start your after-lunch class, you stop, frozen, and terrified. The magazine, with which you'd been entrusted, and had brought hear to school - was missing. You paw through your desk, desperately trying to deny what you fear most - that the magazine is gone! And where could it be? Your friend will be furious, and moreover how could any of you replace it? Who would know where to buy such a magazine, and who would dare buy it? Or whom could you even ask to do so?
Just as you begin to panic, your breath low and sharp, your friends begin calling you. "Kathy! What's wrong?" you look up, eyes wide, at the teacher standing a few feet away. "Miss Rogers. I asked you to take this note to the principal." You look at the paper, realizing instantly that it is a summons to the office. Your head is light and your stomach feels like lead - and already is churning and hurts badly. You feel already exposed, dreading the worst. Were you turned in? Did someone see the magazine in your desk? Who will find out? What will your parents be told? In shame, fear, and hollow sorrow, you find your feet somehow, and accept the slip from your teacher, leaving the room silently and hearing the clack of the door lock sealing you off from your friends.
The hallways seems miles long to your frightened eyes - the principals office, unfortunately lies at the end of the hallway - directly in your line of sight, and it looms larger and larger with every step. Your feet drag on the linoleum, scuffing hollowly in the empty, echoing hall. The knob on the door to the office - so innocent only yesterday, when you picked up a form to sign up for the museum field trip - now is the doorway to a prison, a dungeon.
The cat-eyeglassed secretary looks over her sequined lenses at you, her eyes showing no compassion, no judgment - if only she'd give you a sign, any sign - as she directs you to sit in the wooden chair opposite her, beneath the huge old clock, ticking the day's time endlessly with it's ancient mechanical precision. You look up at the black knob under the clock's body, trying to lean forward to check the time, when my office door opens with a clatching of door mechanism and a sharp whine of the hinge. "Mrs. Durstin, did you call - Oh, there you are." You turn to the sound of the voice, and see a tall, dark haired man standing at the principal's door. Is this a policeman? A detective? Someone from social services? "Miss Rogers, come in here please."
You rise to my call, walking with the same slow footed, heart pounding fear that has accompanied you since you discovered the absence of the magazine. How long has it been? Five minutes? Have you been through such fear and torture for so little time? You aren't even aware of passing Mrs. Durstin, nor of walking through my door - only of the finality of the door latching behind you.
"Please sit down Miss Rogers." I am all business as I walk past you, clean hands extending from crisp shirt cuffs, knuckles even and not too large for my masculine hands. My slacks are well laundered and neither baggy nor tight, but you're not in any mood to evaluate me, only to try to keep me from evaluating you too harshly. Not knowing what's happening, your mind wants to plead with me - but for what? Against what? Because of what? Not knowing is the ultimate fear - it robs you of any ideas of how to behave, what to do...
"I took over the position of principal of this institution under somewhat of a - well a fear, by some of the school board, that I wasn't really the man for the job. Many in this community feel that only a family man can understand young people at all. I think that's not really an issue - do you?" You can only nod, realizing I'm asking for an opinion from you. Your fear is momentarily replaced by curiosity - curiosity for what I'm going to talk to you about.