Please read Pt 1 and 2 first. This will make no sense if you don't.
"Jen," I said, looking up from my breakfast and setting down my fork. It was the morning after the... well, I still wasn't sure what to call it. 'The morning after watching her get fucked by two strange black men in our living room.'
"Yeah?" she replied without looking up.
"Jen, I need you to look at me."
Lifting her head between her slumped shoulders she said, "What, Evan?"
"Really? That's how we're going to do this? We need to talk about what happened... about what's happening... fuck..."
She reached out and touched my hand interrupting me, "I know," she said. "I know, but...," she paused and looked down at her breakfast like it was suddenly very interesting. Then looking up with a completely new expression on her face. An expression that looked an awful lot like the one she had on her face right before she had Dread's cock in her mouth. "But are you really sure you want to go there?"
I recoiled, "Well, when you say it like that..." and I just sat there trying to look angry and failing. And being pretty sure I just looked defeated.
"I know you're right; we do need to talk. But I'm not sure..." and she paused.
"You don't think I can handle it," I said. "I don't know if I can, but I am sure about one thing. If we don't talk about this, we're done." I think I expected her to be more contrite. Maybe she would apologize or say something to reassure me. But she just stared at me with that expression on her face. Was she challenging me?
"Ok..., ask me?", she said, and I could swear I saw the corners of her mouth turn up almost imperceptibly.
"Did...", was all I got out and my mouth hung open like a fish out of water trying to catch a breath.
"Did I like it? Is that what you are trying to ask?"
"Yes," was all I said in a whisper.
"Evan, the truth is..." she paused looking up at the ceiling, then back at me, "the truth is, this whole thing has been a fantasy of mine since, well, a long time." Again, she paused gaging my reaction. Which is fair, because I was a little shocked and she could see it on my face. "It's just a fantasy Evan," trying to reassure me, "well, it WAS just a fantasy..." she trailed off looking away and smiling to herself.
"If that is supposed to help reassure me, it doesn't," I said trying not to hide any of my irritation.
She looked back at me and squeezed my hand and became more serious. "Evan, I love your cock, I really do. And I love you. And I have always wondered and fantasized about what a huge black cock would feel like. And I have always wondered and fantasized about what it would be like to be dominated by the same man wielding that giant tool. The other day, I was terrified when those guys broke in. I could see that they hurt you and I was afraid they were going to hurt me. But as soon as he started touching me, dominating me, commanding me, something changed."
"Yeah, you turned into to someone I don't know. You gave yourself to those savages and you loved it!" I said, my voice rising.
"I'm still yours, Evan. I just have needs. Again, I love your cock, but the way that huge black cock felt inside me..."
"Goddamnit, Jen," I exhaled.
"Look, if you can't handle what I'm telling you..."
I put up my hands in surrender, "sorry."
"I know this is hard to hear, Evan, but the buttons that huge thing pushed inside me were like nothing I have experienced. I need that in my life."
"So, I guess you take it in the ass now too?" I queried, trying to take a shot at her.
"Yeah, I guess I do," she replied without expression. "And you can have my ass too, Evan. I still belong to you."
"And the squirting, how long have you known you could do that?" I said feeling petty, but I had to know.
"Honestly, Evan, I have never done that. That's a first!" she said triumphantly. Then realizing how it sounded, she grimaced.
Feeling a little crushed by her last admission, "So, what about my needs?" I pleaded. "Do my needs count for anything?"
"Evan, don't you need your woman to be happy and satisfied?"