My heart is pounding in my chest in time with the pounding of my feet on the trail before me. I keep my eyes focused on my destination, not daring to look back at what may be there and the effort adds to the tension coiling inside me. My lungs burn and my legs ache, yet still my arms pump faster and faster until I fear that exhaustion will be the ultimate end of me.
I knew better than to run. I knew what would happen, knew that the odds of winning were slim, knew it was only putting off the inevitable. But I couldn't stop myself and now here I am, breathless and desperate, running, running, running in the middle of no where, cursing myself for giving in to a game of predator and prey.
I know I could have just said no. I could have rolled my eyes and laughed it off or simply just kept walking along at a leisurely pace, but no, that would've been too easy and after only a moment of hesitation I took off running, fueled by the predatory sounds of your laughter at my back.
Branches whip against my face as I hurtle from the trees into a clearing and immediately I sense my mistake because you know these woods and the traps they hold. I can't hear you or see you, but I can feel you crashing behind me and around me and my heart practically explodes from my chest as I give in to the urge and quickly glance behind me.
There's a blur of movement to my left and, too late, I attempt to bolt again. You smash into me and we're airborne just long enough for me to gather my voice, only to have it ripped away as we crash to the ground, rolling in a tangle of arms and legs. There's no struggle, no defense or offense to get me out of it. I'm caught, stunned and trapped, and my heart pounds even harder in anticipation.
We come to rest in the cool, damp grass by the river and I'm sprawled on top of you haphazardly, my body aching, my lungs heaving with the need to get my breath back. I manage to take in a small amount of air and my vision clears just enough for me to make out the fact that you're not at all stunned. You're watching me, silently. Waiting.
I start to ease away from you, stupidly using my hands on your chest to push myself up and you grab me by my wrists and use my own momentum to roll me back until you're on top of me. You press my arms up over my head, your legs pinning my lower body to the ground and I abruptly stop struggling.
You stare down at me, eyes wide, nostrils flaring with effort and I track a bead of sweat as it rolls from your temple down the side of your face. It pauses along your jaw then drips into space before finally landing on my collarbone and I can't stop the shiver that rolls over me. Can't hide the pulse of lust that arrows through me.
Your gaze shifts down and I clench my jaw as you slowly lower your head. I hold my breath on a whimper, turning my face away then back again as I attempt to avoid your lips and teeth, tongue and hot breath. I pull against your hands on my wrists, going through the motions of getting away even if my heart is no longer in it. Struggling seems silly now, but it's all I have left, the last fine line between giving in and giving up. Of letting myself take and take and take until there's nothing left to take.
You make a low noise in your throat then shift your weight just enough to gain access to my neck and shoulder and you take advantage of my moment of brooding to latch on where you know it'll do the most good. You lick a delicate line along my collarbone and over my shoulder, then I feel your hot breath on my neck and I squeeze my eyes shut against the urge to press closer, to beg.
You say my name in the softest of whispers and I can't stop myself from opening my eyes and looking up at your face and what I see there is heated and hungry and something inside me clenches and releases. I'm hot and cold all at once, fighting my mind and my body on what's right and what's wrong and I feel what's left of my control slipping away a thread at a time because I know I want it, this, you. Denying it and fighting it doesn't change it at all. Just makes it worth more once you give in and take it.
A low moan catches in my throat and I renew my struggles, just managing to force you back and to the side, but then your strong grip on my wrists only serves to haul me over with you and by the time I exhaust myself I'm straddling you with both hands behind my back.
Instinctively, I pull against your grip, even knowing there's no point. You're faster, stronger, tougher; I should know, that's how I like it.
My gasping breath presses my breasts against your chest and the thrum of desire pulses from my hard nipples to the deep ache between my legs. I squirm closer and a small shudder goes through me at the intimate contact of our bodies.
You press your face against my neck, neither kissing nor biting, and it takes me a moment to realize that you're just breathing me in and this time I can't control the shiver. I'm falling slowly, sinking effortlessly without even trying and there's nothing I can do to stop it. Maybe I just don't want to. Maybe I never did at all.
You wrap yourself around me more securely and I do my best to remain impassive. You squeeze me tighter and I struggle to keep from smiling a bit smugly. I release some of the tension in my shoulders and my head falls forward the barest of inches and I can smell you, sweat and musk and smoke.
I take a breath, my tongue wetting my lips and I squeeze my eyes shut against the tanned expanse of skin on your neck and the throbbing pulse just beneath the surface. I want to take a bite out of you. To sink my teeth into you and mark you, so I lick you almost delicately, then bite down until I hear your breath catch, relishing the warm saltiness of your skin in my mouth.
I feel your breath on my ear a moment before your teeth and I resist the urge to jerk away as you lick and kiss my earlobe. You earn a shudder of pleasure from me, a quick intake of breath and just like that I'm melting into you, over you, and I'm turning my head, pressing my face against yours and giving in to the urge to relax against you, not in defeat, but in acceptance. I know when I'm beat, when it's no longer a question of if and when, but of here and now and there's no going back.
I lean back a bit, just enough so I see your face clearly and you see mine. You give me a challenging look, your eyes smiling devilishly as they shift to my mouth and your lips part the slightest bit, as if you're willing me to take that final leap. You glance back up expectantly and your body tenses, just in case.
I smirk at you then pull at your shirt, pushing and pulling the material until you finally yank it off over your head. I stroke my hands up your arms to your shoulders, then down your chest to your stomach. I reach lower, scooting back and palming the bulge in the front of your shorts, squeezing, stroking.
Your intake of breath brings my eyes back up to your face and the feral look in your eyes intensifies the ache between my legs. I reach up, thread my fingers in your hair and yank your head down, my breath painting your mouth as my tongue teases your lips.