When she finally commanded: "Please kiss me 'there', please, now..." and when I started to change position, she corrected me and explained that SHE would position things. She twisted around and slid one leg over my head so that her delicate vulva was positioned over my face and gently touched my lips with it as I tried to lick her, but she moved away and I could feel her lips wrap around my tiny penis, which easily fit into her mouth and was not going to get more than half stiff. One might think that would not feel good, but it actually felt great PLUS the idea that she wanted to please me in the most intimate way was even better than the actual sensations.
Feeling loved is a strange thing. It does not require SEX, but if sex is withheld it may suggest that there is not a whole lot of love going on? I knew I did not need to have intercourse, or ejaculate or have an orgasm... but I was so in love with her that I did want to "feel loved in return". Saying it is something anyone can do all day. Proving it can take all day forever? and rarely happens as often as we hope it will.
I knew better than to stop after she arranged her first orgasm and moved back into my arms. And I could have continued after her third orgasm, but she fell asleep so fast that I decided to not wake her. Her husband wondered why she did not enjoy sex, and wondered why she had trouble sleeping. I suppose I could have told him, but my experience with others is that they are rarely grateful for even the very best information and advice. He probably would have doubted me AND wondered why I had that opinion. I fell asleep wondering if the Valium dosage had been too much and whether it would be necessary "the next time". Not until the next day did I wonder if there would be a "next time"- that seemed like a "must do" sort of situation. Don't you agree? I would be 21 in a week and hoped to try this again soon.