I watched the glow increase as she inhaled. The glowing tip of the Marlboro was all that I could see in the dark. The glow moved in a slow arc from her lips to the area I judged to be her belly. She blew out the smoke slowly.
"Ahhhh, fuck...that was good."
"I'm flattered. I have to say I was a bit apprehensive being with you."
"Scotty, I didn't say you were good..." She laughed in the smoky darkness and took another deep drag.
"I said," the smoke came out quickly, "it was good. It's one thing to ride a vibrator and it's an entirely-fuckin-different thing to have a cock inside you. And it has been soooo long."
"Well, gee."
"Aw babe, you were good. I haven't been with anyone for at least a year."
Another drag, the glow going in a quick arc from lips to belly and then a cloud of pungent smoke.
"I thought sure you were doing that guy you brought to the church picnic."
She snorted. She had a deep, whiskey and Marlboro growl of a voice. "Yeah. He wished."
"I thought you two made a good looking couple. Both of you tanned and lean and so athletic."
She snorted again. "Oh yeah. Listen, he might have been `lean and sooooo athletic' but his ego was twice the size of your waistline."
She twisted in bed and slapped me on the belly. "And, we fuckin know your waistline is not inconsiderable." She giggled and found my chin with her cigarette hand and homed in on my lips. She slowly kissed me, licking my lips then she twisted around, took a quick drag and snubbed out the butt in the bedside ashtray.
"How do you do that?"
"What?"
"Put out your cigarette in the dark."
"Practice."
She laughed and turned back to me and snuggled into my chest. "That guy works in my building. I got to talk to some of his conquests. He's a wham-bam-aren't-I-so-fucking-good kinda of guy."
"And how do I get rated?"
She kissed my neck, bit gently. "Hmmmm… Let's see. I am 38 years old. I had three guys before I was married. I've been married twice; and now you. And I give you about a 2 for technique but you get an 11 plus for bed manners."
"Oh?"
She bit again then went for a nipple and laughed as she bit. "If you want, I can give you lessons."
"You mean I get a return engagement?"
"Uh," she pulled a way to look at me in the dark, "you want one, don't you?"
"Are you kidding?"
"Good. Very good," back to the nipple. "You're the first guy who *ever* ask me if I wanted on top when we were about to do *it*. And then you're the first guy to ever let me come on my own terms. And, it appears that you're the first guy I have ever been in bed with that isn't completely fucked up emotionally."
"My wife not withstanding? Ow!" She bit a little too hard.
"I love your wife - and so do you. That's why I feel safe...Am I wrong?"
"No, you're not wrong."
***
We dozed off in each other's arms. When I woke up she was sleeping on her side facing away from me. I slid close to her back. I found her thigh and lightly slid my hand up from her knee to her ass. She stirred slightly. I took the initiative and pushed her top leg out in front of her, opening her sex. She was still swollen and slick. I found the opening and plunged two fingers in. She groaned.
"Gawd," a pump in and out, "what are you doing?"