Coffee isn't really my thing. I say that a lot, and it's mostly true, even though I stop to pick up a latte on my way to work, every day, at the same coffee shop. Sometimes I sit in the coffee shop on the weekend too, just to get out of the house while I work on a few things, using their wireless connection. But really, I'm not big on coffee. I guess it's easy to think otherwise, but I never have more than one a-day. Well, two a day, at most.
The best thing about getting my coffee every morning was Sue. Sue's smile charged my day every day, setting me off to work with a happier demeanor than I'd woken with, without fail. Smiles can do that and Sue's smile was friendly, radiant and a sight for tired eyes.
Sue looked to be in her early thirties, older than the rest of the staff, but her mature beauty was a stark contrast to the tattoos, piercings and unnaturally colored hair most of the employees used to assert their individuality. Sue's individuality was classical good looks that were hard to ignore. Her hair was light brown and naturally wavy. Her eyes were blue, her mouth lush and inviting and her skin was a slight olive color that exuded health. It was her smile that created my attraction to her though. Ever-present and warm, Sue appeared to be genuinely happy to be working in the shop and helping the working masses in her small way.
I'd never exchanged more than a few words with her in all the months she'd worked in the shop, the only reason I knew she was "Sue" was her name tag, but every morning I looked forward to seeing her smile and secretly harbored a wish that there'd be an opening to get to know her better. When she wasn't there during my morning stop my day started a little heavier.
I was a realist though. The chances of something like that happening β me getting to know Sue better β were slim to none. Barring some intervention by fate...
I certainly wasn't expecting fate to be friendly that Saturday when my Internet connection dropped at home and I decided to head to the coffee shop for a couple of hours, hopefully while the cable company fixed the issue. I got there shortly after lunch and found a nice soft armchair with a small table next to it β home from home for an afternoon.
It was an hour later and I was starting to think about a second latte when Sue arrived. Rather than walk in with her work apron in her hand, she wore blue jeans, a lime green summer top and carried a laptop bag. After she'd greeted all of the staff she looked around for a seat and decided on an armchair a few feet from mine, sharing the table. As she unpacked her laptop and plugged in the power cord she looked over and smiled a silent "hello". Leaving her laptop to boot up, she went behind the counter and fixed herself a drink, then came back to settle in to whatever task she was here to pursue. Without as much as a word from Sue my Saturday just got better.
And essentially that was where my work finished for the day. Sure, I continued looking at my documents, surfing the web and generally looking intently at my screen, but I wasn't working. I was thinking about Sue, wondering what she was doing and hoping I got the chance to talk with her some more.
After a while I left my seat to get a fresh latte. When I got back Sue was watching me and I took the opportunity to open the conversational door. "Aren't we supposed to get away from work on the weekend?"
Sue beamed that wonderful smile at me. "We are, but I'm just making use of the facilities." She nodded at her laptop, obviously indicating Internet connectivity. "I just moved into a new apartment and don't have Internet yet. At least, not when my neighbors protect their wireless I don't." She smirked playfully.
"Understand." I nodded knowingly. "Hope you get free coffee too."
"Just let me know when you need another one," she quipped, "I get my own."
"Where were you five minutes ago?" I held up my fresh cup.
Sue looked sheepish, but her face still beamed.
I didn't want to let Sue's attention go to waste, so I asked her what she was doing, not wishing to pry, but wanting to keep her talking. Fortunately for me she was only doing a little research into possible college courses she might start in the fall. The follow-up was much more interesting β that she was looking to start college again because she'd just got divorced; a year after her marriage fell apart. Since then she'd been living in several apartments and the job at the coffee shop was currently more about keeping her from becoming a recluse, rather than a career.
Sue gave no sign that she wanted to return her attention to her laptop and as our conversation continued she began asking questions about my background and joking that I shouldn't be there on a Saturday either. Normally, I would have agreed with her, but today, I was happy being where I was.
She was as easy to talk to as she was to look at. After a few minutes we both started to enjoy the conversational interaction and it was good to see her relax as we talked. I felt more at ease too, up to a point. More than ever I wanted the opportunity to get to know Sue better, and that desire always brought a little tension to my consciousness.
I was given hope that Sue was thinking the same when she turned towards me in her chair, twisting to get closer to facing me while we talked. I also noticed that several of her hand gestures and the timing of her smiles and laughs mirrored my own. It wasn't cause for too much hope, or relaxing, but it certainly helped me by understanding that Sue appeared to be enjoying the company as much as I was.
We had both put away our computers after an hour and Sue got our drinks replenished as we drifted on the afternoon and deeper into learning about each other.
"Your nails?" Sue nodded towards my right hand as she sipped at her drink. "You play guitar, right?"
I glanced down at my hands. The nails on my right hand were longer than those on my left hand, a dead giveaway. It wasn't the first time someone had noticed and I shrugged playfully. "I play a bit. Not too much these days. The nails are an old habit rather than a necessity."
"I've been learning to play for a few months. Had lots of time to practice." Sue smirked. "I'm not very good, but I enjoy it."
"That's the most important thing." I agreed with her. "Enjoy it and Practice. Practice, practice, practice. Practice makes perfect."
Sue laughed at my impersonation of a strict music teacher. "Don't think I'll ever be perfect. I just want to play a little, be good enough to play something recognizable."
"Not everything I play is recognizable."
Sue asked if I played in a band, or with other musicians, but it had been a while since music had been anything other than a hobby for me.