I was lying in bed with Jessica, both of us having just said, "I love you," for the first time. She was resting her head on my chest, a smile on her face, while I rubbed her back with one hand, and my other hand was behind my head.
"I love you," I heard Jessica say, her hazel eyes looking up at me.
"I love you, too," I said back.
"I don't know why, but it feels like a weight has been lifted off me hearing you say that," she said.
I smiled and said, "It feels good to say it."
Jessica stayed silent for a minute before saying, "What are you going to tell Kourtney? And when? I really don't want to hurt her."
"Me either. But the sooner, the better. I'll have to tell her as soon as I get back to Utah. I think it'll be better in person," I said.
"Yeah, it will be. Are you going to sleep with her first?" Jessica asked me.
"Really? We just said I love you, and you're asking if I'm going to sleep with somebody else?" I asked her.
"Is that bad of me? I don't know why, but the thought of you two sleeping together doesn't bother me. But I also don't want her to get hurt even more. So, I'm not sure. I'm sorry to put you in this situation," Jessica said as she got up and sat down, cross-legged, on the bed next to me.
"Yeah. I'm probably just going to have to sit down with her, explain how I feel about moving and being with you, and hope for the best," I said.
Jessica made me promise that I wouldn't prolong it and that I would talk to Kourtney as soon as I got home, and I told her that I would. I kissed her forehead before getting up off the bed and going to the bathroom. When I came back into the bedroom, Jessica had taken my spot, was lying in the center of the bed, and was looking at her phone.
Despite not being in the gym as much as we had been before, Jessica still had a fit body. She wasn't too skinny, had wide hips, and a thick ass. She had her legs spread slightly open, and I could just barely see the string of her thong disappearing into her ass. Her vagina was covered by the red material of her thong. She had one hand resting close to her groin, looking like she was itching for the chance to touch herself.
Her flat stomach was visible through the thin fabric of the night teddy she was wearing, getting denser and redder at her breasts. She was holding her phone just above her C-cup-sized breasts, whose cleavage was poking out from the teddy. She had pushed her brown hair out of her pretty face and behind her head. Her red lipstick had a slight smudge on it from where she was blowing me a few minutes beforehand.
Jessica must have felt me staring at her as she put her phone down and said, "Yes?"
I just shook my head and said, "I don't know. I was just thinking about how crazy this past year has been. It started by going to a wedding, excited to hopefully see my cute sister-in-laws in swimsuits. I ended up fucking one of them there, sleeping with the other a few days later, and starting this crazy affair that has led to three divorces, a family torn apart, and yet, here we are, in an apartment in Boise, confessing our love for each other, planning a future, and, finally, not having to hide it."
Jessica's eyes went big as I said everything, but she smiled and laughed at the end before saying, "You forgot the part where you slept with the bride of the wedding that we originally hooked up at." I laughed with her before she said, "Do you regret any of it?"
I thought about it for a minute before saying, "Yes and no. I hate that it tore so many families apart, especially my kids. But I love you, and I'm happy to be with you. It's complicated."
"If it makes you feel any better, I'm pretty sure me and Jack were headed for a divorce anyway," Jessica said.
I shook my head and said, "A little, I guess. I would have been sad if you divorced him and I didn't get to see you as much."
"Who were you more excited to see in a swimsuit? Me or Kourtney?" Jessica asked.
I laughed again and said, "Honestly, you. I had already seen Kourtney in one earlier that summer. But I had never seen you in one."
"And how did it make you feel when you saw mine?" She asked.
"I wanted to either pin you down and fuck you or go inside and jack off," I said.
"And how about seeing me lying in bed, wearing sexy lingerie that's all for you?" She said it with a seductive look in her eyes.
I just smiled at her as I climbed onto the bed with her. I picked up her right leg and, starting at her ankle, left little kisses all the way up to her groin. Setting her right leg down, I picked up her left leg and kissed it from the ankle to her groin. I then laid down in between her legs, kissing her inner thighs on both legs, slowly making my way to her vagina. I kissed around the outside of her thong before reaching up with my hand, grabbing the thong with my fingers, pulling until it broke, and tossing it to the floor.
"You either really hate red thongs or really enjoy ripping them off me," Jessica said with a laugh, referring back to the first time she wore the red teddy for me, and I did the same thing to her thong.