Playing with Fire

My wife M and I had been talking about having kids for a while. It was a plan we had both agreed to, get married first, establish ourselves in the world and find a home to raise a family in, then begin the adventure of having kids. It was exciting and terrifying all at the same time. I had decided early that I wanted to wait until 30 before becoming a father, and M and I had met in college when we were 20. And now here we were, 29, married for a year, and living in a small but livable house we had purchased. Everything was in place except for my 30th birthday to come and go. To be sure it was a completely arbitrary milestone, but having come this far with the idea I wanted to see it through, and with M willing to humor me we continued to wait.

Waiting, for us, obviously didn't mean we weren't enjoying ourselves and each other in the meantime. M and I each had a healthy sex drive and usually ended up fucking three times a week or more. It simply meant that M held off on having her IUD removed. She had been wearing one for years at this point, having long ago transitioned away from birth control pills due to the effect the hormones had on her. And since we had been monogamous for years, we had decided condoms were unnecessary. I often found myself thinking about how little actually was in the way of M getting pregnant, and getting a special thrill about it as I pounded her pussy and came deep inside her.

Truth be told our sexual proclivities often took us down a path where the potential for pregnancy wasn't a big concern. M and I share a thorough appreciation for the pleasures of anal sex, and more often than not my cock would be buried in her ass when the magic moment came. M would lie on her back, eyes closed in fierce concentration as she worked her fingers over her clit while I held her legs up and back with a firm grasp on her ankles as I worked my thick cock in and out of her back door until she was coming and I filled her ass with a hot load of cum. It was (and continues to be) heaven.

Things began to change one day when M came home and sat next to me at the kitchen table, the look on her face giving away that she had a secret. I pretended to be oblivious to play with her, since it was clear she was desperate for me to ask her if she had any news. I finally caved and asked her, "What were you up to today?". It was her turn to tease me a little. "Oh you know, the usual, errands, and...". She paused for a second before she leaned in close and whispered in my ear. "...and I went to the doctor today and had my IUD taken out". I looked up at her in surprise. Although I had to admit this was exciting news, it was still two months before my birthday. "Why now?", I asked her. "I know it's not quite time yet, but it was just so much more convenient to do it today. I already had an appointment with the doctor, so instead of having to schedule a special appointment in a few months just to take the IUD out I figured I'd get it all done now."

So now here we were, with nothing in the way of getting M pregnant and with real risk, real consequences reintroduced into our sex life. It brought back memories from teenage years of being thrilled to have sex but also terrified of getting someone pregnant, and how that element of danger during sex irrationally often made the whole experience even hotter. I could see M having some of the same thoughts as we both came to the same realization: the element of danger was back for us, and if we utilized it correctly we could have a whole lot of fun with this. I'm an ass man at heart but in that moment I never wanted her pussy more.

I pulled M close to me and started roaming my hands over her ass and back, and growled into her ear. "I have to tell you, I'm not going to start wearing condoms. Your pussy feels too good for that.". I could see her face flush as she started to get excited. Not to be outdone she leaned in close to me, nibbled on my ear, and then whispered back. "I wouldn't want you to. But I'll tell you what, your pull-out game better be strong if you want to mess around with this.". And with that she stepped back, turned around, and hooked her thumbs into the waist of her form-fitting workout pants before slowly dragging them down to reveal her ass and pussy. She looked over her should expectantly at me, knowing her display would drive me crazy. It most definitely did.

We only made it to the living room before we were all over each other, kissing and rubbing and squeezing each other's bodies in a frenzy of sexual energy. We had gotten each other's pants off and were quickly moving on to underwear when I had an idea and stopped M from pulling her panties down. She looked at me, wondering what I was up to. "Lay back on the couch just like that. Trust me, I think you'll like this.". She layed back on the couch and I took a moment to appreciate my beautiful wife. Her perfect breasts lay slowly heaving under her shirt as she breathed heavily from the excitement of our foreplay. Her delicious thighs lay slightly apart, creating an inviting space that I intended to be filling shortly. And I could see the dampness from her pussy building a wet spot on her panties as her fingers began to rub slow circles over the fabric still covering her clit. I'm a lucky man, I thought to myself as I enjoyed the scenery. I've made love to this woman countless times and thrilled in every moment of it. But this time wasn't going to be the same. This wasn't going to be the relaxed love-making of a long established couple. We were going to fuck with all the danger and excitement of our first times together, but with all the knowledge of each others bodies years of being lovers brings. The excitement for this encounter was off the charts.

I dimmed the lights and came over to the couch, taking off my shirt but leaving my underwear on. I laid my body on top of her and began grinding my fabric-covered erect cock on to her panty-covered pussy. "You. are. so. fucking. HOT" I breathed in to her ear, my dick desperately trying to work it's way in to her. I alternated between pressing the head of my cock against her clit, rubbing the shaft between her panty-covered lips, and teasing her hole by pressing in as far as I could before our underwear mutually frustrated us. Her panties were so wet now it seemed like her pussy was trying to melt them to get them out of the way. I began kissing her face and neck as I ground in to her, and then slid my hand under her shirt to begin teasing her breasts. We were both moaning our pleasure and ready to move things forward.

"Do you wanna fuck?" I whisper in her ear. She nods quickly, not bothering to speak, eyes closed and moaning. "There's just one problem", I tell her. "I didn't bring any condoms. Do you have any?". She shakes her head no as she grinds underneath me. "Are you on any birth control?" I ask her. She shakes her head no again. "Well what do you want to do then?". M finally opens her eyes, gives me an intense look, grabs my ass with both of her hands and frustratedly growls, "I want you to put your dick in me already!".

I stand up next to the couch and finally take my underwear off, it too with a wet spot from where the pre-cum had been leaking out of my cock as M and I had been grinding together. She now has her hand underneath her panties and is finally rubbing her clit directly. I'm slowly stroking my cock as I come back down to her, getting it as hard as possible before I put it in her. But the game isn't over yet.

"I don't know if I should put this in you. What if it's your fertile time?" We both know that it is her fertile time, in fact right at the peak of it. M has been tracking her cycle for a while now and I'm always well informed as to where she's at. "We'll just have to be careful" she says as she looks at me hopefully. "What if you leave your panties on?" I ask, "And I pull them to the side before I put my dick in you? Maybe just the tip, just to see if you like it?" None of this makes any sense of course, but the talking is making this hot as fuck. Just two lustful human beings, helping each other justify a thrillingly risky decision just so they can enjoy the heat and friction of a cock sliding in and out of a pussy for a few minutes. Willing to risk a lifetime of consequences if it means getting to cum hard now.

M nods quickly at my proposal so I pull her panties to the side and finally uncover her pussy. I take two fingers and begin applying pressure and rubbing her clit just the way she likes it, and with the other hand I grab my shaft and start slowly circling her hole with the head of my dick. M communicates her frustration with this teasing with a disappointed whimper, but I can tell it's only working her up more. I'm not one to be cruel though, so I finally look her in the eyes and slowly slide forward, working the head of my cock past her outer lips and lodging it firmly, snugly just inside her pussy. And stop.

Before she can shout her frustration at me I look at her and say "Just the tip, remember? You said we have to be careful, right?". She nods that she agrees but at the same time is beginning to flex her legs and slide her butt forward and back on the couch, slowly working my cock deeper inside her, hoping I won't notice or at least wont hold her to a promise her pussy is screaming at her to no longer keep. It's clear instincts are kicking in, the need to make a baby is making itself known. Even as I see it in her I try to ignore the same need in myself, and lie to myself that I can be the one with self control.

Now I begin moving too, shallow thrusts to meet her moving body and we are quickly at risk of moving beyond the agreed upon "just the tip". The friction and pull of M's pussy feels so good already and I'm dying to give her more. I can tell she's already at a point where "yes" will the answer to almost anything I ask her, but just pushing it in the rest of the way and pounding her pussy would be to abandon the game. And we're both enjoying the slow build of this too much to do that yet.

"What do think about putting some more cock in you?" I ask her. "I'll do it VERY carefully" I say to justify the escalation. "I think I'd like that" M says breathily. "But only if you don't put it in all the way. That would be too risky.". Makes perfect sense to me, I think as I immediately begin feeding more of my shaft into her hungry pussy. I give her half the dick before I begin pulling back, and start working my cock in and out of her at a consistent pace, resisting pushing even more of my cock in her and sticking to half-depth strokes for now.

I continue to slide my cock into her and M is rubbing her clit now, two fingers pressed flat and circling her nub, slow and then faster, slow and then faster. I recognize the pattern. This is how she likes it as she begins building towards orgasm. I can feel the tingle in my balls as well, signaling the fact that I'll be feeding her tight, fertile, unprotected pussy a hot load of cum soon if we continue on like this. This game is getting dangerous and my willingness to pull out of her when the time comes is already starting to crumble. I lie to myself again, thinking in the back of my head I have this all under control and it's still just a game. But that voice is fading in to the background as my desire to fill her up starts to overwhelm me. It's time to step even closer to the edge of no return.

I lean in close to M and whisper in her ear. "I'm starting to think you want the whole thing. I'm starting to think you don't want to be careful anymore. I'm starting to think you want me to pound my cock in to you until I give your pussy what it really wants.". M is squirming underneath me through all of this, nodding vigorously and saying "Yes, Yes!" as she speeds up the rubbing of her clit. "Then take it" I say, and drive my dick deep in to her pussy, my full, heavy balls slapping against her ass with each stroke now. We're both lost in the pleasure of the moment. Both of our bodies know what they want, and we're not far from giving in to them. As we build towards orgasm I realize suddenly that I'm not sure if this is a game anymore, if I actually will pull out when the time comes. I don't have enough will power left to counteract the pleasure I'm feeling right now. M's tight pussy is squeezing me now on every long stroke, as if it never wants to let me go. As if the right thing to do would be to slam forward and hold it deep inside her, and feed her pussy all of my cum. I won't be able to resist without M's help. But I also won't deny us the pleasure of how deep my dick can go into her from behind before we find out how this ends.

"It's time to decide" I say as I lock eyes with her and continue thrusting my cock into her, my balls continuing to smack lewdly against her ass. "We can be good, and I'll take my cock out of you and you can watch me shoot my load all over while you play with your pussy.". "Or," I say slowly, "We can be bad, and you can get on your knees, put your ass in the air, and show me where you want me to cum".

I pull my cock out of M and she immediately gets on her knees in front of the couch, leans forward to rest her chest on the seat cushions, and arches her back to present her pussy. She's made her decision, and just as fast I make mine. I'm behind her quickly, and smack her ass with my left hand and growl "get your leg up". She brings her left leg up and out and leans forward against the couch again. With her legs spread like this I can bring my hand up to rub her clit while I fuck her, and as I slide my cock in I raise my right leg up so I can get my dick in her as deep as it will go. My right hand reaches forward to firmly grab her shoulder. I've mounted her pussy now and have her pinned between my cock and the couch, my hand covering her warm pussy and my fingers applying the perfect pressure to her to her swollen clit, rubbing back and forth oh so slightly. She's got nowhere to go now, nothing to do except buck her ass back at me as I ride her pussy to the finish line. And I tell her that, knowing it will take both of us over the edge.

"I've got you now" I say, thrusting deeply and tightening my grip on her shoulder for added effect. "You couldn't get off this dick if you tried". She whimpers at that and I can tell my cock sliding against the walls of her pussy in this position and my fingers are having the intended effect. Every time I thrust forward and my hips smack against her ass it knocks her forward slightly, and her clit slides forward over my firm fingers. The thought that the impact of our fucking will rub her clit for us makes the whole thing even hotter.

But now, finally, we've reached the point of no return. I feel the sensation of my pending orgasm, the flexing of my prostate and an amazing energy that flows in to my cock and brings the animal out of me. I know from experience there are only a few thrusts left before I'll be shooting a massive load of hot cum into M, pressing in as deep as I can go while my cock pulses and unloads every last drop I have to give into her waiting and hungry pussy. "Last chance" I growl, close my eyes in bliss and then I shout "TELL ME WHAT YOU FUCKING WANT!" M momentarily looks concerned, a final realization our game has gotten out of control and it could be too late. But her last rational thought fades instantly as her animalistic desires overwhelm her, and she is thrusting her ass back as forcefully as I am driving my cock into her now. She shouts back at me equally loudly "FUCKING CUM IN ME! CUM IN MY FUCKING PUSSY!"

"TAKE. MY. FUCKING. CUM.!" I shout, and it's those words that set us both off. The game is lost, and mother nature has won. Two normally responsible adults who thought they could resist their instincts, now growling and shouting and groaning as our orgasms rip through us like a freight train. The fact we couldn't resist makes us both cum even harder. I feel my load racing forward up through my shaft, and then...

I pull back from M's pussy and begin stroking my cock with my hand furiously, and cum begins blasting out of me. M rolls down on to the floor on to her back so she can watch, rubbing her clit in fast circles and groans through another orgasm as she watches the cum that was meant for her pussy blast out of the cock that had been pounding her only a moment before. I can see her imagining what it would have felt like for my cock to blast that load inside her, leaving her full and warm, and getting her pregnant. She rubs out the last of her orgasm and happily sighs as a smile comes over her face.

"Holy shit" she says, "I was really convinced you weren't going to pull out". "I could tell" I laugh, as I lean in and kiss her. "And you were going to let me do it, you dirty girl". "I was" M says dreamily, "It would have felt so fucking good". Then she looks at me.

"Why didn't you?"

"You better be careful" I say.

"The next time I might not be able to resist".