Even surrounded by the crush of the packed hotel bar, she looked a million miles away. That's what drew me to her. She didn't look
bored--
not in the least-- rather like she was dreaming. I imagined it was the look of creative spark, that she had captured a beautiful idea in her cupped hands, but-- like water-- it was escaping. In her mind she held an idea so important-- a story, a song, a drawing-- that the rest of the world was fading away as she began to wrestle it into shape.
Who
was
she?
Her gray eyes crackled like a thunderstorm a mile offshore. Even at a glance, even at a distance, hers was an exhilarating intelligence. I had to know more, and by pure luck the chair next to her was open. I slid into the seat in a way I could only hope looked smooth.
"Get you something?" I hated how high my voice was. I was not in the habit of approaching strangers-- gorgeous, mysterious, artistic strangers. I was a little nervous.
Does she know?
Of course she knows, stupid. Your hands are shaking.
The woman looked up at me. As her eyes met mine, the full force of her captivating storm washed over me. She was searching me for something I couldn't begin to understand. She smirked, looking somehow both shy and completely in control.
"Why don't you order me your favorite," she said, "and let me learn something about you."
I don't think I
actually
gasped, but damn.
I once saw a nature documentary that included, in part, a jaguar on the hunt. It had stalked its prey for
miles
through the jungle before it actually struck. This really stuck with me--
why
did she do that? She was always right behind, hidden, so it wasn't like she needed all that time to draw close enough to strike.
Was there something she wanted to learn? Was there some tactical advantage I couldn't discern?
Or, was the truth much simpler: did she just enjoy the hunt? Did she derive pleasure from her total control?
When I looked this beautiful stranger in the eye, I couldn't escape the feeling that I was on the forest floor, and my captor was having a magnificent time.
Just like that, she had me completely wrapped around her finger. I gestured for the bartender, and when she took her eyes from mine to accept the glass I took a moment to look her over now that I was closer.
Her arrow-straight blonde hair hung just past her jaw, held out of her eyes by a headband with a floral arrangement, giving her an almost
Gatsby
-like appearance. She was wearing a dark navy halter dress, so dark that it was almost black in the bar light. It clung to her chest tightly enough that the contour of each breast was visible. As she ran her fingers along her glass, I took in her nail polish-- dark blue, with silver glitter and thin wisps of purple. They looked like the night sky.
The headband straight out of the 1920s, the nails from the bridge of the
Enterprise
, the dress that somehow oozed sex appeal while covering everything but her arms-- she was so many things all at once, and I wanted all of them.
I could
also
see, just as I'd hoped, that she wasn't wearing a ring.
"Alice," she answered to the question I hadn't asked. Immediately, she had me back on the defensive. She raised the glass.
"Uh, Kit," I stumbled, meeting her drink with my own. She smirked at the slip. The jaguar again.
Alice, I learned, was a local art historian working for Virginia Commonwealth. I had studied English, but I'd taken some art history as electives, so I held my own in the conversation.
Despite my underqualification, Alice and I fell into a very easy rapport. My cheeks hurt from smiling so much. At one point she laughed so hard at one of my jokes-- I wish I could tell you what it was-- that she placed her hand on my thigh for support and the joke was immediately driven from my mind.
"I need to ask," I said, "what is someone like you doing here? I don't know many art historians coming to a bar like this."
"If
only
you knew what art history department parties were like," she scoffed sarcastically. "If I told you that I came here every Friday waiting for some handsome stranger to sweep me off my feet by talking with me about the portraits of John Singer Sargent, would you believe me?"
"I don't think I would," I laughed.
"Ah, sad," she said. "Come up to my room anyway?"
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You, reader, are understandably confused. Maybe you searched for a tag and found this story, or maybe you liked its description. Maybe a minute ago you scrolled up to the top of the page to check that you hadn't clicked on the wrong thing.
Let me explain.
Or, well, no, sorry. I won't explain. Not just yet, anyway. But I will promise you that you're in the right place, and I'll ask you to trust me. You need to understand this moment, and this barfly, to understand the rest.
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Alice was just as inscrutable in the elevator as she was in the bar. She didn't speak the entire time, but whenever I looked over she was already looking at me, wearing a smirk. She kept her hands folded in front of her, until I suddenly felt nails run up my leg when I wasn't looking and I jumped.
"All good?" she asked rhetorically, her first words of the journey. A moment later, I stole one more look at her.
Busted. Damned Smirk again. I was coming to realize that this was Alice's world, and I was just living in it.
I couldn't wait for what came next.
When the door rang, she stepped out of the elevator without a word or a look. She stretched her arms as she started down the hall, allowing me to appreciate the way the muscles of her bare shoulders moved around the halter dress. It was only when she took a corner that I realized I was in danger of falling behind.
As we reached her door, Alice spun to face me and backed up to the door, and it was only then that she made eye contact. The fire in the glance answered all of my questions.
I was coming inside, and-- frankly-- I didn't really have a say in the matter.
"You gonna open the door, cutie?" she asked.
We were so close that I could have kissed her up against the room door. Jesus, I wanted to kiss her. But, knowing-- hoping-- what lay in the room beyond, I reached into my pocket for the room key and shoved it into the card reader while resisting the urge to pin her to the door instead. As it beeped, Alice reached behind her and twisted the handle.
Just a moment before she disappeared into the darkness beyond the door, I saw her reach up and begin to work the knot at the back of the halter dress. I eagerly stepped after her, but she had already vanished into the inky room. Even after I crossed the threshold, the lights remained off. I shut the door behind me. The dark of the room was a physical force pressing against me.
"...Alice?"
With a click, the room was thrown into full illumination. And there, not more than a foot in front of me, was Alice. I gasped, both startled and aroused.
Her dress was pooled at her feet as she stood before me in a navy bra and pantie set. They were solid-- not lacy-- but had a silken sheen to them. Her hand was behind her, starry fingers caressing the lightswitch. I can't say I'd ever been jealous of a switch before, but I certainly was at that moment. In that position, her chest was ever-so-slightly towards me. Her eyes were wide and fiery. She was wearing that same Smirk-- not a polite smile, or even one of happiness. Rather, one corner of her mouth was turned up in the sexiest grin I had ever seen. It was a look that told me that the jaguar had finally decided to pounce-- her prey had walked right into her, really-- and now the fun would begin.
"You are so fucking hot," was what I wanted to say.
"Wow," was the only sound my stupid brain could try to articulate in the moment.