'Do you see how much fun this is?'
'Fun?' He raises his eyebrows mockingly. 'You mean boring.'
'Boring?! Not boring at all! It's both relaxing and stimulating.'
'Stimulating? Stimulating how?' He grabs indifferently in the box, to my annoyance, because the piece I had my eye on gets immediately drowned in the mass. In the meantime, I see that he has already put together a large part of the flower border, I myself concentrate on the roofs of the houses, so that we don't get in each other's way.
'It stimulates your brain, your memory, your ability to concentrate, makes you see better, more focused on details, you name it.'
'I don't notice a thing- Hey... Yes!' His slender fingers fish a puzzle piece with a little bit of yellow out of the box. 'Gotcha!'
'See, you're having fun,' I tease, 'admit it.'
'Okay, maybe it's not a complete waste of time,' he admits hesitantly, 'and it's more satisfying than endlessly scrolling through your Facebook feed.'
'Exactly,' I agree. Our mobile phones lie idle next to us, the screens black. 'Where did Nick have to go to so suddenly?' I ask, he had barely dropped off his two-year-younger brother in my kitchen before he was gone again. That was unexpected, because the three of us were supposed to watch a Star Wars marathon.
Ronald, the brother in question, shrugs his shoulders, 'no idea,' he says, 'but that's typical Nick.'
That's a self-evident truth, Nick is quite impulsive, and not always very clear. But he has been my best friend since our school days, and the one I can confide in about anything that bothers me, never judgement, but always comfort and - sometimes unwanted - advice.
'Maybe a calamity?' Nick is a volunteer firefighter, so he may have been called.
'Could be, he didn't say anything.'
I check my mobile just to be sure, maybe I missed a message. No, nothing. Oh well, he'll show up again. And in the meantime, I've seduced Ron into helping me put together a two-thousand-piece jigsaw on my kitchen table. My part doesn't make much progress, I'm busier looking at him than at the puzzle pieces.
'Hey, do you want something to drink? Coffee? Beer?'
'Uh, yeah, beer sounds nice.'
'Coming up,' I say and get up to walk to the fridge. I accidentally touch his biceps, the contact sends a shiver down my spine, and it's definitely not an unpleasant one. The crush is clearly still not a thing of the past.
That crush on Ron is almost as old as the friendship with Nick.
Funny actually, Nick and Ron look quite similar in appearance, but I've never had anything other than friendly feelings towards Nick. With Ronald it's a whole different ball game!
When I return with the beers, Ron leans back and looks at me questioningly. 'Hey, Aletta, something I still wanted to ask you...'
'Yeah?'
'Back at that reunion, when you told me you thought I was such a eh, hottie at school back then,' he actually blushes slightly, 'did you mean it?'
'Of course I did,' I answer, a little surprised, 'to me you were the hunk of the school.' He's still a hunk at thirty-three, as far as I'm concerned, athletically built and tall, his wavy dark blond hair now a little longer than it was then, bright blue eyes and a smile that can spontaneously make you, eh, well, you probably understand what I mean.
'Oh. Hmm.'
I still remember that scene as if it were yesterday, even though it's been five years now, him and me, at a Formica table, together with a few old classmates. It just came out, I had no intention of revealing my deepest secrets, but my subconscious apparently saw its chance. And before we could go into it any deeper, unfortunately Adriana had appeared at our table, leaned over to Ron, pressed a kiss on his mouth and nestled herself on his lap. Ron had looked a little embarrassed, and Adriana smug, as if she had won some kind of victory. I had quickly made off, she and I were, and still are, water and fire, and every moment that I am forced to be in her company is one too many.
Later I heard from a former classmate that she and Ron have had a kind of on-again, off-again relationship for years - something that Nick has somehow always kept from me, no idea why, maybe because he knows I hate her so much - and as far as I know the sign is now "on" again. Firsthand, I might add.
'I met Adriana this week,' I blurt out, and Ron looks at me with an expression as if he's watching a train come barrelling toward him and he's not sure whether to jump out of the way or stay put.
Weird.
'What- what did she say? Or did you two not really talk,' he asks hopefully.
'Oh, we definitely talked. At length.' I couldn't get away from her and her yapping, and believe me, I tried.
'Wha- what about?'
'She told me about your wedding plans, how busy she was with them. You're engaged, I understand? Nice ring by the way.'
'Which- Shit! That lying bitch!'
Aha, I think, the plot thickens, I already had a hunch that Adriana was exaggerating things a bit, after all, I've known her for a long time. I look at Ron questioningly, the jigsaw and the beers are now being neglected just as much as our phones.
'We broke up three months ago, this time for good, as far as I'm concerned. But she keeps bombarding me with texts, phone calls, pleas, threats even, and spreading lies, apparently,' he grumbles. 'And that ring, it's not real, I never gave her a ring, and certainly never proposed.'
'Really? But why is she going to such lengths to convince me that you're planning to get married?' I ask, bewildered. Things like that always come out, don't they? Ron's brother is my best friend, after all!
'I think I know,' Ron answers with a grim expression on his face, I look at him expectantly.
'Back then, in the sixth grade, you were a grade below,' I nod, which was a good thing, I would have spent entire classes just staring at him dreamily, at the expense of my grades, 'and I liked you, a lot, was about to ask you out on a date.'
Really? Gosh... 'But you never did, why not?'
'Because that bitch Adriana convinced me that you were a lesbian, even had a girlfriend.'
Aha. Now things are falling into place. During that period, I suddenly got strange looks, and conversations stopped when I walked by. There were even several girls who started flirting with me. I quickly put an end to that by walking up to one of the popular boys - unfortunately not Ronald - and giving him a kiss right on his lips. The boy in question, Ryan, had had no problem with that, and kissed me back with great enthusiasm. The rumour mill had stopped immediately, but unfortunately Ron had already started dating Adriana by then.
It had taken me quite some effort to convince Ryan that it wasn't real, he tried to court me for ages afterwards, but eventually he'd gotten the message.
'I know now that Adriana has always been jealous of you,' Ron continues, 'every time you were mentioned, and that was quite often, given your friendship with Nick, Adri would exhaust herself in negative comments, about your appearance, your career, your so-called failed relationships, your intellect, as if that were something negative, in short, she completely bashed you into the ground.'
'Why,' I hesitate for a moment, the question is perhaps a bit too intimate, 'did you keep coming back to her?'
Ron grins sheepishly, 'she was a tigress in the sack, I couldn't really resist that, and she knew it very well,' he sighs, 'and as long as I could ignore the derogatory remarks directed at Tom, Dick and Harry, including myself... Until I couldn't do that anymore. Then it took me a few more months to make up my mind, mainly thanks to a fortunate development. I should have done it much sooner of course.'
I would be the last to blame him for that, I'm also quite a doormat when it comes to standing up for myself, or disappointing others. I am of course extremely curious about this fortunate development, but I hold back, something else is dominating my thoughts right now.
'So, Ron, you're single, not a groom-to-be.' I grin; the realisation makes me unexpectedly happy.
'Yep. Completely unbound. And you?'
The question surprises me. 'Same. For half a year now.'
'No reconciliation imminent?' I don't know what he knows about my last "relationship", I can imagine that Nick doesn't just talk about it, as my confidant, but given Ron's openness about Adriana...
'Nope. I'm not very forgiving towards cheaters.'
'Ah. Do you want to- do you want to talk about it?' he asks hesitantly.