It's still quite early and there's dew on the grass. I love the park when it's like this: wild yet still, not quite awake but with an energy, an undercurrent.
The grass is too damp to sit, but I lay out the picnic in the shady area between the rhododendrons. There aren't many flowers here, it's more of a wildlife park and visitors are more interested in the roaming deer than the flora. This part is always quiet, I can sit among the bushes for hours with my book, undisturbed.
He'll be here soon. I scan the horizon and sure enough, he's rounding the bend. Just a few more minutes...
He's running with his head down, watching his feet maybe, or counting his steps. He's wearing jogging bottoms, I prefer the days he wears shorts. His legs are well muscled and tanned; he always looks like he stepped off a plane from Tenerife. His earphone cord dangles in front of his body and I wonder if his lips will be moving to the music today. He's getting closer. As he approaches I step out.
"Oh my God, I'm sorry!" He crashes into me. "I didn't see you!"
"It's my fault," I say, rubbing my shoulder. He hit me with some force. "I wasn't looking."
"Are you ok? You look pretty shaken up. Let me help you sit down somewhere."
"Ok, thanks. Well actually I have a picnic blanket just through there." I indicate toward the rhododendrons. "I was just about to have an al fresco breakfast."
He smiles and holds my arm to steady me as we walk into the bushes. My blanket is laid neatly in the clearing.
"Wow!" He runs his eyes over the plaid blanket and array of soft cushions. "You know how to make yourself comfortable. I run past here every day but I've never even noticed this."
I know, I'm thinking; but I've noticed you.
"You're welcome to join me for breakfast," I smile. His eyes are blue -- it was hard to tell as he ran past, but now I see. He shaves his head but I bet he's blond.
He sits cross legged opposite me and I pour some juice into a plastic cup. Passing it to him, my fingers brush his hand. His skin is warm.
Without asking, I take a thick slice of mango from its plastic container. I have a honey sauce in a small pot; taking off the lid I dip the fruit then twirl it slowly to stop the honey dripping. It looks luscious. I hold it out to him in offering, watching his eyes carefully. He slowly reaches to take it, but I move quickly forward and he opens his mouth as the smooth sweet fruit slides between his teeth.
His eyes are on mine as he bites, and he grabs my hand. I move forward into his lap and wrap my legs around him. We don't speak. I feed him the rest of mango and the honey glistens on his lips. Leaning forward. I leisurely lick his bottom lip with the tip of my tongue, our eyes locked. His hands are on my ass and he pulls me closer to him. His kiss is fierce and passionate, and as his tongue fills my mouth I think how I've waited for this moment. Waited, planned and hoped. His hand is holding my head as his kiss deepens and I moan with pleasure, feeling him hard and pressing between my legs.
He gasps, and his kisses move down to my neck. As I turn my head and moan softly his lips trail along to my ear, nibbling, then flutter down to my throat. I lean back and my hair streams down. My throat's on fire. His hand follows his mouth, stroking my skin, until his fingers overtake, running lightly down my front, unbuttoning my shirt as they go, pushing back the fine cotton. Leaning back further, my hand reaches behind me and my fingers dip in the honey pot.
I stick two fingers in his mouth and he sucks, gently at first, then stronger, drawing me in. It's so erotic. Holding his face in both hands I kiss him again, hard, and as he responds my hand goes back to the honey pot. Drawing away and leaning back slightly, I drip the honey over my breasts, the sticky substance oozing through the thin lace of my bra.
He doesn't need asking! His lips and fingers work in partnership to suck the delicate fabric, hooking around the strap and pushing the cup aside as my swollen nipple connects with his mouth. One arm is firm around my waist, keeping my damp lace underwear wedged against his groin, my skirt hoisted up around my hips.
The pleasure is almost unbearable. I arch my back, pushing my breast further into his hot mouth. He releases his fingers and they run down my body. He makes small circles against my stomach and I gasp, then his fingers are on my underwear. He's rubbing one finger along my slit, up and down, soaking the fine lace, hovering over my clit, barely touching me so I have to thrust my hips upwards in desperation.
And it's so quick -- two fingers are inside me and I cry out. His fingers are wide and bony as they work their way deeper, his thumb expertly circling my clit through the lace, causing a delicious friction. God, I've waited so long for this. I can't wait any more. I come, shuddering against his hand and he stops me from crying out with his tongue rammed in to my mouth. I hold his head so hard, kissing him, sucking his tongue deep into my mouth as my hips grind against his hand.