I have two secrets, and it is killing me. If I don't tell somebody soon, I am going to explode.
The first secret is I have fallen in love with Daphne! I can not believe I have fallen for her, here on this island, of all places. It started out all in fun. Just a big bunch of us shipwreck survivors running around boinking each other, having a fine old time, making the best of a difficult situation. Nothing meaningful, nothing but good old fashioned stupid fun.
But somewhere along the line, I got derailed.
The other day, when I saw Daphne hand-in-hand with another man, my fists balled up with fury. It was not so much that they were wandering off into the woods to fuck, but that they were _holding hands!_ It was such an inappropriately intimate gesture! How dare they!
For an hour, I hunched behind a driftwood log, despondent. But I am not the type to sit and sulk. I began to form a plan in my head, a plan to win her back. Which brings me to my second secret.
I have a gift. I have a gift I plan to give to the one I love. I hope to use this gift to make her mine.
What is the gift?
It is pearls. I have a little leather sack full of pearls.
It is funny. Thinking back. When I first found the oysters, I was just out taking a breather, floating in the sheltered bay on a makeshift raft. The raft bobbed in the gentle ocean swells. I was feeling contemplative, and I think I felt the very first inkling of my feelings for her. Daphne and I had just had a vigorous fuck back in the forest, a fuck that left us both panting and drenched with sweat. Afterwards, we lay very close, looking into each other's eyes, and we kissed each other's fingers.
I lay on the raft, imagining her fingers, long and slender. Three pads on each finger: bottom, middle and tip. Her bottom pad was the most sensitive. I lay on the raft, and images of her hands filled my head. The first smoky wisps of obsession began to form.
And there, lying in the sun on my raft, I stared down through the clear water, thinking about Daphne. And then I noticed the dark shapes on the bottom of the bay. Strange looking black lumps embedded in the silt.
The bay is not deep, and I was curious, so I slipped down into the warm water. With strong strokes, I swam down to pick one of the dark things up. I brought it back to the surface and took a look.
It was an oyster!
I pried it open and found the first pearl inside. It was silvery and nestled in the gooey, slimy oyster flesh. The pearl was egg- shaped and beautiful. Truly beautiful. I held it in the sun and saw the blue and green and violet shimmers.
I set the pearl aside and dove back down, picking up two more oysters. Inside the first was a delicate, rosy-hued sphere.
Inside the second was a miracle.
The pearl was enormous, as big as a cherry tomato. I rolled the giant, silvery, teardrop pearl in my palm. The shimmering translucence was breathtaking. And it was so _heavy_. I couldn't believe how heavy it was. It was awesome. It was probably worth a fortune.
But here on a stupid island, what would I do with it?
And at that very instant, it hit me.
I was in love!
Yes, I was in love! I was in love with Daphne! She of the gentle hands and soft belly. And the lovely warm recess between her smooth legs.
But at the time, so soon after my discovery, it was still an ill- formed love. I did not yet have a plan. Every day I would simply drift aimlessly back out into the bay and harvest more oysters. I had a leather bag with a drawstring where I hoarded my treasure.
People began to notice my trips out into the bay. "Ivan, what are you doing out there?" The Bear asked once.
"Nothing!" I said. "I am doing nothing!" And I hid the bag behind my back.
I was afraid of being discovered. So as to arouse no further suspicion, I began to return with shucked oysters. They were an instant hit with the other survivors. "Way to go, Ivan. Hawr, hawr!" and a friendly slap on the back.
I built up quite a collection. Most of the pearls are small, but larger ones were not uncommon. I found a second huge one, wine red and nearly perfectly round. At night I would sneak my two biggest beauties out and stare at them in the light of a dying bonfire.
My stash is now quite large, and it is getting hard to keep it secret. I keep the pearl bag in my knapsack, but the damn things rattle when I walk! People are beginning to stare. It is finally time to make my feelings known.
Earlier today, I caught up with Daphne on the trail into the jungle. She wore a towel wrapped around her curving hips, and nothing else. My eyes smarted with an expectant desire. "Daphne!" I called. She turned, and she faced me with her beautiful up- turned breasts. "Will you come with me?" I asked. "Tonight?"
She cocked her head to the side and smiled. "What do you have planned, Ivan?" She batted her dark lashes.
I was disappointed. She did not have a clue. Could she not detect my love? Was I so opaque?
But I am a trooper. We made arrangements to meet later that night. I went back to the beach and prepared my knapsack with a few things for the evening. I sat down on a bleached-out log, alone, and waited.
And here I sit, still waiting. The sun is setting, orange light streaking across the waves. The sky has deepened to an indigo blue. The first sparkles of stars speckle the sky.
The other shipwrecked survivors begin to congregate on the beach. Pulp Fan, Tom, DG, Mat, Bronwen, Kitt, Malinov, Janey ... the early arrivals. A party is planned for the night, and with all the sexual energy building among us, it is bound to turn into something spectacular. The crowd quickly swells. A big fire is started. Woodsmoke is there, and Kim, Bear, Taria, Adrian. I think I see Kristen, but perhaps not, it's hard to see clearly. Bodies begin to sway in the firelight. The all dance and writhe.
Daphne arrives late, with the party in full swing. I stand up to greet her. She is naked, like many of the others, her nipples hard and pointed, the light of the fire flickering across her smooth skin. She looks longingly into the throng. Already they are pairing off, their dark silhouettes coming together in lascivious embraces.
"Are you ready?" I ask.
She gives me the once-over, taking in my body. "Aren't you cold?" she says.
"No. What about you?"
"Maybe a little."
I drape my blanket over her shoulders and we walk side by side down the beach, away from the noisy crowd. When we are out of sight, we stop, I take the blanket and spread it on the warm sand, and she sits. I gather up some dry palm leaves and driftwood, and I start our own small fire.
The night is warm, still, and moonless. We lie together and gaze up at the star-swept sky. My heart pounds as I fish in my knapsack for my little leather bag.
I turn up on my side and take in her naked form. The soft rise of her breast, the dark bushy pubes. Her eyes have a far-away look, as if she were pondering some big, deep question.