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It is the story of Paula and spans close to twelve years in Paula's life. 1983 to 2005. And the story is a prequel. Read to the end to see more information where the story continues by the original author.
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You need to read parts 01, 02, and 03 first. it's complicated.
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Part IV
Unexpected road to something else
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It took some days for me to recover from the finality of that night. To be honest, a part of me was shattered. My brother had been right. I had hoped to convert Paul to something he was not and would never want to be. We were so different - from separate universes yet in the same reality. Our life seemed like a sci-fi or fantasy tale.
I still loved Paul and wished him well, but after having lost respect for him, our relationship was no longer the same. And I no longer cared about the connection I had wished we had as a couple. It was not to be. I had deluded myself.
We still had sex from then on. It was boring, predictable sex, but sex nonetheless. But Paul was no longer the center of my world. We coexisted in this make-believe world where I acted as he wanted me around him. When I WAS around him, that is. I often wondered how he could not know in some way that his way and mine were different. I knew Paul was smart enough to figure things out. Didn't he care?
After a while of being this person he wanted each evening, I started to ask. I do all this for him, playact his idea of wife and life. Why can't he step up and do something for me? Something that I need. Why can't he confide in me his fears and wants? Tell me why he quit his reporting job. What had happened to make him change? Was it his old school thinking to keep the little lady separate from his business? Or was there something more sinister?
An investigator I hired to tail him came back after two weeks to tell me that Paul was the most boring subject she had to follow and check upon.
"It's like
'Watching paint dry,'
the woman had said. "Mrs. Donnelly, your husband, doesn't even run stop signs or an occasional yellow light when he drives. And he does the speed limit. As for his past, an altercation when he was a teenager, but the judge expunged it. It must have been minor as judges do that rarely if it was serious. Or maybe the judge was paid off.
"Anyway, I found nothing there. There was a period of months your husband seemed to have disappeared after that. But since then, other than his years in college, there is nothing of note for me to report.
"As for the time right before he changed jobs. Your husband was working on an exposé of a crime syndicate from Southern Florida. He traveled there for a few days, then returned and gave his resignation to the paper. They were as surprised as you were.
"I checked the newspapers for any events of note mentioning him and found nothing - the same with police arrest reports. Nothing from the hotel he stayed at as well. During that week, there were multiple crimes in the area. I cross-referenced it with drug gang-related crime and found ten arrests and the murder of two soldiers of a drug gang. Columbians who were muscling in on a local turf, the cops told me. So that is all I have."
Not convinced, I hired another investigator and had him do another search on my husband's past. Some would say it was wasted money. But the report had one difference. The two drug thugs had multiple bones of their bodies broken, as well as their necks.
'Serve them right,'
I thought as I closed the file and placed it in my office safe.
Drug cartels were flooding the US with their poison. So fuck them. There was nothing to connect Paul with them other than him being in the vicinity and the deaths happening simultaneously. But this was Paul of all people. Had he been involved, it would have been HIS body found all shattered. Paul was not a "conflict" guy. The most Paul would have done would be to interview some people and run home to type it up. Instead, he had come home and resigned.
I paid one more investigator to do some checking, and after finding nothing again, I let it go. Whatever the reason, my husband had to quit his job and become a boring individual hiding from "conflict" only he knew. Maybe Gil did, but I would never find anything from that asshole.
I had investigated Gil as well. All he was doing with his spare time and money was chasing after women, primarily married ones, and banging them. I guess he thought if he screwed enough married pussy he could exorcise what Lynn had done to him. Correction, what he had done to his marriage and himself.
Gil had no connection to Paul other than them hanging out in our neighborhood and going to the shooting range to fire the Glock Paul had bought me and kept in the safe. I already had my own gun collection in an office I owned in town and hidden behind a wall vault - the guns, business documents, and half a million in ready cash that Paul would never find.
Everything I had found out about my husband was that he had given up his career
Paul could have been my center. I still loved him in a way. But once home, he would find things to do that oftentimes did not include me. Like watching sports, watching sports with Gil, and hanging out with Gil. In time, I stopped caring and just focused on the kids and work.
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I guess it was bound to happen. And I didn't realize it when it did because it came about in such a roundabout way.
I had made a deal selling a nice-sized three-bedroom home to a banker and his wife. They had no kids, but they liked knowing they had a spare bedroom and another room they could use as an office for her to use.
Josh was a handsome man. Quite the match for Sylvia, who was a blond stunner. Once again, I had been professional when she was around and flirted with him when she was not. It was a routine that worked to get them to agree to the seller's price - and a more significant commission for me. Let's not forget, I was doing this for the money. Money that seemed to come more often these days. Money that I needed to invest.
"Paula, thanks for the great home you helped us find," Josh said as we toasted the deal in their new marble-topped kitchen island they were in love with. "And a nice commission for you, I am sure."
Josh was quite familiar with loans, home sales, and commissions as a banker.
"Bussiness is good," I replied. "And I am glad you are happy."
When Sylvia answered her phone for a business call, Josh came closer.
'Here it comes,'
I said to myself. The almost predictable offer for Josh and I to meet alone. I was used to it by now in such cases. After all, I had flirted with him shamelessly to get him on my side for the sale. Like most men in his position, Josh wanted to collect.
Until that day, I had always found a way to refuse and remind them that our relationship would be only professional. But Josh surprised me.
"Paula," he started. "How are you investing your profits?"
"Excuse me?" I said, stunned that he was wasting his moment alone with me to ask about my finances.
"Well, most people, and forgive me for letting my inner banker come out," he chuckled, "but most people that are good at earning money are not always making that money work for them after they attain it."
"Oh," I recovered. "You mean investing it?"
"Precisely."
"And, you think you can help me grow my money?"
"No. You will hardly get much of a return from a bank. But we would be glad to take your money and have it make more money for us. It's how it works in my business. Our motto is
