If you had asked me three days ago if I would have thought about cheating on my husband, I would have said without a doubt âno.â Believe me it is not because we have an exciting sex life, quite the opposite, it is horrifically boring, but he is a good man, and we get along pretty well and he puts up with crap that I know no one else would! I knew years ago, that he was not a sexual dynamo but I really thought that I could make do with the occasional fuck before bed, and a nice collection of vibrators.
I guess I was wrong.
Life is a series of routines and I made sure that mine included a vibrator at least a couple of times a week. It was working for me quite nicely, until last week. Let me back up and tell you a little about myself. I am average height dark hair, green eyes, damn near 40, and like many of my female counterparts, could stand to lose some weight. Now while I donât think Iâm ugly by any means I am certainly not the âoh my god did you see herâ kind of girl either. Sure, I get looks, especially when I do my hair and put on make up, but really⊠whatâs the point? My husband doesnât care what I look like, and even on my best day, he barely notices.
Anyway, enough of my skewed view of the state of my appearance. I work in a male dominated field, which suits me just fine because I get along with guys much better than I do women. I am flirty by nature so being surrounded by men makes my job that much more interesting. You already know that I am knocking on the big 40, and like most nearing middle agers, I am fast becoming one of the oldies at work and it really sucks!
One of my better friends recently got a job outside of the company, and I decided to throw a going away party for him and his wife. I invited a few people over for a farewell shindig. One of the cute young boys, Jon, who works in the department, was planning on coming. He lives about 60 miles away, and I knew that we were going to be tossing back a lot of booze, so I told him that he should just plan on spending the night.
We had alot of fun playing with that ⊠all of the things that âcouldâ happen if he got drunk or worse yet. I got drunk⊠and naked. We joked around like that all of the time, so I really didnât give it too much thought; it was just another day at the office, besides,
Jon was way too young, way too cock sure and entirely too arrogant for me.
Jon had slept with only god knows how many women â hell lets be honest, girls. And of course, if he were to be believed, he had little trouble satisfying each and every one of them with his endless talent. And I canât count how many times heâs told me that they keep coming back for more. Most of the conversations went something like this:
âChicks dig me.â
âOf course they do, what is not to love about you?â
âThatâs right, whatâs not to love. Youâd love it too.â
âYeah, Iâm sure I would, but letâs not fuck with the fantasy. Iâm too old and too fat to be getting naked with you!â
âWhatever.â
I have to admit that he is easy on the eyes, and I canât help checking him out whenever the mood strikes me. Like the day before the party he was looking particularly fine and I let my eyes work their way over his chest, down to his crotch, back up to his lips and finally his sexy blue eyes and admit to myself sadly that if I was only a few years younger Iâd give him a run for his money.
Heâs not one to be outdone and smiles when he catches me, he does give as good as he gets and he cocks his head to the side and lets his eyes travel down to my tits, linger there for a second and then look back at me and smile.
My nipples got so hard that there was no way he couldnât have noticed, what a shame heâs so young. With a sigh, I spun my chair around and got back to work. Itâs a little hard to concentrate with the heavy feeling in my chest and the tingling in my crotch and I can only thank god that I have the vibrator in my purse for the ride home. Come on 4:00!
Party Time.
The party is in full swing, and Jon is still not here, pity. I had a dream about him last night, I donât remember all of it, only that he was standing behind me with his hands shoved into the front of my pants playing with my clit, nibbling on the side of my neck, and that I had a fantastic orgasm just before the alarm went off. I almost bought him a thank you card, but I donât think they make one that says, âThanks for the wet dream!â
The drinks were stiff, and it wasnât long before the shots came out. I was getting a nice buzz going on but knew that I had to start pacing myself or I would be passed out long before the party was over, and I couldnât let that happen, I didnât want to miss any of the fun. While the night was a success in terms of a going away party, I wonât bore you with the details, letâs just say that most people had a good time and were out the door by 2:30.
Jon and I were the only ones up and decided that taking a dip in the hot tub was the thing to do. Of course he didnât have a suit, I convinced him that he could go in â in his underwear, besides who was going to be looking? Everyone was asleep, and the back yard is pretty dark. I donât wear underwear, so stripping the jeans and t-shirt off were out of the question, besides I hardly wanted to traumatize him with my way out of shape body, so I went into the house in search of towels, underwear, and a robe.
The water was heavenly, and we sat there in silence for a few minutes enjoying the feel of the jets pulsing against our chilled bodies. I felt his foot brush against mine, but didnât think too much of it, people stretch out in the hot tubs, they touch, it happens. But it happened again, this time sliding higher on my calf. I looked over at him, and even though it was dark, I could see the half smile on his face grow wider as his foot slid to my thigh.
I only thought about it for the slightest fraction of a second before turning my body towards his. His foot slid against my crotch and I thought that I would fly out of the tub. I heard someone walking around inside the house and I tried to turn away but he brought his other leg up and pinned my knee against the side of the tub, didnât look at the window to see if someone was watching, he just pushed my thighs apart and slowly started moving his foot towards my crotch. I opened my mouth to say something when his toes slid under the material of my thong and caressed my clit, after that I couldnât think, I might have forgotten to breathe.
He chuckled and asked if I was all right. I didnât trust myself to say anything so I leaned my head back and concentrated on not making a sound, when all I really wanted to do was scream, âFuck me!â
I couldnât keep my hips from pushing toward him. I couldnât keep my hands from holding his foot against my pussy so I could grind against him. A light in the house flicked on and I dove to the dark side of the tub. Jon didnât waste any time sliding over to my side and replacing his foot with his fingers.
I wanted to feel him inside of me. I wanted to feel him stroking me. I was too chicken shit to say a thing and I wondered for a second what he was doing with someone like me. I wanted to ask him if it was just the liquor when he smiled a cocky little smile and pushed two fingers inside me, he knew what I wanted. His kept pushing until the palm of his hand rested against my clit and he put his arm around me and pulled himself towards me. The second his lips touched mine he withdrew and drove into me hard enough to slam me back against the side of the tub.
It was phenomenal. It was stupid. My husband was just inside the house; he could wake up at any second and look out the window. Wouldnât that be a surprise?
I said, âIâm ready to get out,â and slid over to the side and grabbed my robe.
Jon didnât bitch; he just said that he was going to stay in the tub for a little while longer. He reminded me that he didnât have anything to sleep in so I offered him a pair of sweats. I went up stairs to change and get the sweats, my husband was snoring away so I tip toed into the bedroom, grabbed the extra sweats after I changed into a big t-shirt and baggy flannel pants and was about to leave the room. What the hell was I doing? I was outside, not 12 feet away letting some guy feel me up, and loving it mind you, while my husband was sleeping like a baby. I couldnât do this.