"What do you mean talk about it?" I asked Kevin just after we'd had sex and were drinking wine in bed. That was something that we had started doing since the partner exchange and the adoption of the open marriage; early nights and a bottle of wine in bed as we chatted about our adventures.
"I'd like to hear about what you get up to, wouldn't you about me?"
We chatted along those lines several times and gradually agreed that we would tell each other about our out of marriage sexual escapades.
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*
"He brought me home from the gym's party last week," I told him a couple of weeks later as we were getting ready for bed. I was in my dressing gown with just my panties under it.
"What drove you home?" he replied.
"Yes."
"Was he pissed?"
"What for bringing me home?" I smiled.
"No, after the party?" he laughed.
"No, he doesn't drink and drive, he's a cop."
"So, what happened, did you know him before?"
"I had seen him around the gym a bit and we had just got past the nodding and smiling stage, but I didn't know him well," I explained, pausing before adding coyly. "Until the party that is."
"So, what happened at the party?"
"We danced several times and talked quite a lot. He's a good dancer."
"Not like me then?"
"No dear not at all like you?"
"So go on," Kevin said as he undressed for bed.
"Well, I guess he pushed his luck knowing that I am married."
"How did he do that?"
"Holding me tightly and squashing my boobs against his chest on the slow numbers."
"How many times did you dance together?"
"No idea, loads, I'll be the talk of the gym soon."
"Anything happen as you danced or after dancing?"
"You sure you want to hear?"
"Yes, I am sure," he said stepping out of his underpants and laying naked on the bed on top of the duvet.
"Well as men do, his hands got active but in a subtle way."
"What do you mean subtle?"
"You know, I bet you've done it, squeezes of the woman's hips, brushing of hands along the sides of her boobs, touches on her bum, that sort of thing."
"What, sort of testing the waters?"
"So, you have done that sort of thing? Yes, testing the waters."
"And your response?"
"I remained neutral not making waves in the water by encouraging or resisting him."
"So did you fancy him?"
"Yes, as I had at the gym when seeing him exercising, he has a great physique."
"Ok, go on."
"I guess feeling no rejection nor resistance from me, he got bolder."
"And what happened?"
"His hand lingering on my bum, squeezing it, pulling me closer that sort of thing."
"Pretty standard stuff then, the sort you get at the golf club I imagine?" Kevin said grinning."
"Yes, I guess so but nicer than the dirty old sods who try it on there."
"Ok I see and then?"
"Well as the party started to break up and the lights were out there was quite a lot of snogging and we kissed."
"Any good?"
"Yes, pretty good but no better than you and some of the other guys."
"Do anything else?"
"Yes, he cupped my tits."
"And you let him?"
"Yes, and to be truthful," I said pausing before adding. "......... as that is what you want isn't it Kev?"
"Yes, love it is, it's the only way this works."
"It's what I wanted as well. Anyway, that's when he asked if he could take me home."
"And you agreed?"
"Yes, and very willingly too."
"Dirty cow, aren't you?" he smiled.
"Yes, very much so."
"Did you want him?"
"What sexually?"
"Yes, did you want him to fuck you?"
"Yes, I did, and if we could, I would have let him fuck me there and then."
"You really are getting into the spirit of this open marriage, aren't you?"
I didn't reply to that or mention the two or three times with Ben and the one with him and Brad but said.
"Well, it was your idea."
"And are you enjoying it?"
"So far yes and what about you?"
"I am too."
"Do I get to know how many you've been with; we haven't talked about any."
"Another time I'll tell you more but I have been with four but go on please, I am loving it."
That shook me a bit but I didn't ask any questions.
"Anyway, we got into his car in the quite dark car park, he started the engine and I thought he was about to drive off when he half turned so, he was as good as facing me. He slid his arm along the back of the seat and rested has hand on my left shoulder."
"Were you ok with that?"
"Yes, I was in a sort of zone."
"What do you mean?"
"Well as it was with your permission I didn't feel as if I was cheating, I felt as though I was single. You and everything about the marriage were sort of hidden away so I didn't think of them at all. That's the only way I could play this bloody mad game Kev, you know what I mean and are you like that?"
"Yes, almost the same, I couldn't do it without thinking and feeling like that."
That made me feel better as I had been having some guilt trips about Nick, the policeman and the two young guys. I had been struggling to cope emotionally with my 'flings' although I did enjoy them, got excited by them and gained a lot of pleasure from them but I needed to compartmentalise my life and put to one side that I was a married woman and a mother.
"Good," I said sitting on the bed and kissing him on the mouth.
"Go on then?"
"He pulled me to him and whispered. "Is this ok Jayne?" and I managed a croaky yes so, he kissed me."
"Did you kiss him back?"
"Yes."
"Open mouth?"
"Yes."
"Tongues?"
"Yes."
"Anything else happen?"
"He fondled my tits."