Elle was frustrated with her painting; no matter how hard she tried she couldn't make it look exactly like the still-life set up in the middle of the classroom. Honestly art just wasn't really her thing. But everyone at the college had to take at least one art course no matter what their major and she had chosen painting.
She had stayed late today with a plan to really buckle down and finally get this painting right. So far, not so good. She was tired and tense and frustrated and the painting looked just as stiff and wooden as ever.
She wasn't alone in the art room today. Another student from her class, a boy named Skye, was there as well. Actually he stayed late after every class. Not to fix his awful paintings like Elle, but because he loved painting, it was his thing. He was really good, too. His still-lifes didn't just look like the things they were supposed to, they were graceful and poetic. Elle couldn't figure it out.
She put down her paintbrush and sighed in frustration, pushing her hair off her forehead.
"Having trouble?" Skye asked, looking over at her from behind his easel.
"Can you tell," she replied, sarcastically. "I just can't seem to get it right. No matter how hard I try something is always off. I might just start over again."
She sat down on a chair and stared morosely up at her painting.
Skye came around and stood behind her chair, looking at the painting. "It looks stiff," he said. Elle nodded her agreement. "I think you're trying too hard. You're like, all wound up, trying to control this thing. You have to let go and let the painting work with you."
Elle snorted and shook her head. This was exactly the kind of artsy bullshit she hated.
"Ok here, stand up and lean on me," he said, moving to stand behind her. "No I'm serious, lean on me, relax your shoulders and try to open up. Feel your chest just open up and let out all the emotions that are bottled up in there. "
Elle shook her head, what nonsense. But seriously she needed the help. Elle tried to relax. She closed her eyes and leaned back against his chest. She tried to concentrate on the emotions in her chest but all she could think about was the feel of him, pressed up against her. He was so warm and his strong arms brushed against hers, holding her up. She was trying to figure out what he smelled like, like a warm bed but not so innocent.
"Ok," he murmured, right by her ear. "Now feel your chest just open up and let all the emotions out, concentrate on them."
And for just a moment she could almost feel it. It wasn't a powerful rush of emotions but it was something, something beautiful and delicate, unfurling from her chest where it had been tightly curled up for her whole life. She sighed, relieved and amazed that the exercise had worked.
"Now," he breathed, watching her peaceful face, "What did it look like? Don't tell me! Paint it" and he released her back onto her own feet. Without thinking about it at all Elle picked up a clean brush and mixed a lemon yellow with the tiniest bit of warm red, softening it, and began to paint on a new canvas.