A glance here, a brush there, nothing said, but implied, and Lucy was coming over for dinner tonight. I was very nervous because I had never been with a woman before, and honestly since nothing had been said other than a smile and an exchanged look that seemed to last longer than normal, when I invited her over for dinner tonight, well maybe this was just dinner between two work friends.
I had taken a half day from the office to take care of some Visa paperwork for an upcoming trip, so Lucy said that she could stop by after she got out of work for the day, and I'd have dinner ready to go. (We both worked in finance in downtown Manhattan.)
Dinner was almost ready, Lucy would be here shortly, and I was flittering about my Soho apartment nervously. I lit a candle on the dining table, checked the place settings one last time, and glanced at myself in my full-length mirror. I was still wearing my work clothes, but thought I looked pretty good. At six feet tall, I was tall for a woman, and my red hair was let down to just beneath my shoulders. I smoothed out my lavender blouse tucked into a black skirt. I undid the top two buttons to be a little bit less formal.
Buzz!
Ah, she was here! I buzzed her in through my intercom, and less than a minute later, she knocked and I let her in. Physically we could not be more different. She was Korean, and petite, maybe 5'3" very curvy where I had been called statuesque. While not huge, she was slightly bootilicious. She wore a blue and white checked button up shirt, and a tight pair of red pants; an interesting choice, but everything fit her so perfectly showing off her curves that it heightened her femininity while still being perfectly professional for the office.
I said, "Hello," a bit unsure of what was going to happen, but we embraced warmly, and she immediately started chatting upon entering.
"Oh, Paige, this is lovely! Should I take my shoes off?"
She slipped her flats off before I could say anything. "Dinner smells wonderful!"
"It's chicken picatta. Roasted new potatoes, and some seasonal vegetables."
"Farmer's market?"
"Yep," I smiled, "It's good to take a half a day on Friday. Once I was done with the godawful wait at the consulate."
"Bureaucracy! It's terrible," Lucy agreed.
"Shall we eat?" I asked after showing her around my apartment. Not much to see, but it was a nice one bedroom in a good neighborhood.
"Yes. We shall. I'm starved! Let the wine flow as well."
And so we did. My nerves went down as we ate and enjoyed the bottle of white wine I had bought for dinner. We talked of work, life in the city, and my upcoming trip. I had begun to wonder if this is all there would be, and felt a mixture of relief, but also disappointment. Lucy was beautiful, and while I didn't think I was gay, I thought I might be bi-sexual, and realized in that moment as we took the last bites of our meal how much I had hoped to share a romantic evening with Lucy, even if just a small moment where we went beyond friends.
But I was timid, and as we sat across from each other in my small dining nook, I stood and began to clear off the table, honestly terrified of making a move or of things turning that way. What had I been thinking?
"Oh, I'll just clear off the table," I started to talk quickly, getting up. "No, no Lucy, you can sit. You're my guest here we go I'll get the other bottle of wine, and I have some dessert in the refrigerator if you're still hungry..."
I was standing by the sink chattering away when Lucy said my name, her back to me.
"Paige..."
My heart fluttered, and I turned to see her standing very close to me, and before I could say anything, she reached up, stroked my cheek gently, and pulled me in for a kiss.
Oh! It was wonderful; her lips were slightly moist, and I closed my eyes, bending slightly as the kiss grew more passionate. I could taste the faint tinge of wine on Lucy's breath, and I ran my hand through her hair and we embraced. After what felt like a blissful eternity, but was also too short, we separated.
She smiled, "No dessert, just you. Come, let's sit on the couch."
I followed, my mind racing at what was happening, at the possibilities, at how much I wanted this.
Breathless, we sat, and I said, "That...that was great...I wasn't sure for so long, but...Lucy, you're beautiful!"
"You're not too bad yourself, Paige! You might not have been sure," she laughed, "but I was. Don't get me wrong, dinner was delicious, but it was an eternity waiting for me to make my move."
"Oh," I bushed, "I'm sorry!"
"Pfft, don't apologize. This is new territory, for both of us. I think?"
"I've never been with a woman," I said. "But, I love your body. That outfit really..."
"Brings out my boobs and ass," she finished for me. "Paige, the evening is ours! Let's explore! We're so different physically, aren't we? I'm so curvy, and you're so statuesque."
"But both perfect in our own ways," I said, meaning it. "I wish my boobs were bigger sometimes."
"Oh, but Paige, they're perfect in their own way." Lucy moved closer to me then, "I want to touch them. I want to touch everything." And she began to gently massage my chest. I had a generous B-cup, and my nipples went hard almost instantly as Lucy expertly massaged my tits.
"mmm...that feels amazing." I purred, and ran my hands up Lucy's stomach, and then began to gently squeeze her tits. I had never felt anyone's other than mine, and it was thrilling, taking pleasure in another woman's body, as Lucy took pleasure in mine.
Our eyes met. "This is ok?" she asked.
"This is very ok," I answered.
"We can do whatever we want tonight."
"We can," I agreed, and moved in to kiss her again, our lips meeting, as my nipples sent tingling pleasure down my stomach while Lucy massaged them. I hoped I was making her feel good too.
Out lips parted, and Lucy took my hands in hers, and said, "I'm going to tell you my fantasy, and it's weird, but tonight is the night."
"Anything," I said, and I meant it as I stared deep into her dark, beautiful eyes and ran my hand through her dark hair.
"Paige, remember last month when we went for after work drinks? Maybe we had one too many?"
"I do! Lucy, we both had to pee so bad!"
"Yes! We were wandering around, desperate, absolutely desperate! for a bathroom. Holding it in for dear life, not daring to get on the subway for fear of disaster; but we finally stumbled into another bar and found the lady's room...empty luckily. But the fear of not getting there in time...Paige, I want to throw away the rules and shackles of society, and recreate that...but let's pee ourselves..."
I did not expect her to say that...but, I wasn't turned off by the idea...something so naughty, so secret about it.
"...I like that idea. It's not something I think I could share with a guy..."
"But, it's something we can share...something forbidden and naughty, but will feel really good, won't it?"
"If we hold it in..." I began.
"The release will be magical." Lucy continued.
"Hhhhmmm, I...I don't know if I have to pee bad enough right now to, you know...overcome the instinct."
"Me either," Lucy continued. "The wine was not enough! But...I want to enjoy this and you sober..."
"I have iced tea!"
"Oh sweet Jesus," she laughed, "One bottle of that and I'm going to flood in a half hour."
"Good!" I exclaimed, giggling as I went to the refrigerator to retrieve two bottles of unsweetened green tea. "But what will we do in that half hour?" I called over my shoulder as I retrieved them and shut the fridge door with my hip.
Taking the bottle Lucy looked at me mischievously, passionately, "Oh, I think we can keep ourselves amused. Bottoms up!" And we drank.
We finished and the air we electric. "Just hold me, Paige," Lucy whispered.
I took her in my arms, and she wrapped her arms around me. "You smell so good." she said.
"Lucy...I...am very turned on right now. I need to come with you..."
She squeezed me tighter. "We will Paige..."
"But the build up..." I began, placing her head between my breasts.
"Will make it all the better..." Lucy finished, breathless.
We parted again, and she ran her hands over my hips, over the front of my skirt, where if it had been a bit looser she could have gently caressed me and I might have melted. I sighed with contentment, and meeting her eyes, touched Lucy gently between her legs, hoping she was as wet as I was, and she let out a sigh, a moan.
"Not yet," I said.
"No, not yet...but soon."