We have not seen each other in a very long time. I do not want to make presumptions about what will happen tonight. Perhaps, we will just talk, even though we both want more. But since we got in touch two weeks ago, I know that we have both been enjoying vivid erotic fantasies of each other. I do not want us to hide these feelings from each other, even if we both somehow manage to resist the physical temptation tonight.
I have been haunted by lustful thoughts of you ever since we made arrangements to meet. During quieter moments at work, in particular, I have been spending far too much time thinking of you. I have been especially preoccupied with a detailed fantasy of you getting ready tonight.
In my fantasy I am imagining firstly, what it would look like to see you washing and dressing yourself, if it was possible for me to spy on you, like the dirty obsessive pervert that I am. But more than that, in this fantasy I imagine that I know what you are thinking and feeling. I yearn to see you completely naked again.
I wish I really could access your mind. In the past, I felt something very close to this. But, as much as I want to, I can't truly see into your mind and this fantasy, developing for weeks has been my substite.
My fantasy...
Like me, you have had a torturous, frustrating week at work, your thoughts consumed by your yearning for me. You have been sensitive; every movement a reminder of your desire. You have been blushing all week under the intrusive gaze of your colleagues, convinced they can see right through you.