Driving down the interstate, my mind was buzzing with anticipation. I only met her online a short while ago and we've yet to meet each other in person. Over the last few weeks, our relationship has progressed leaps and bounds. It was just the other day that we confessed our love for one another. And now, I am only a few miles from the destination we plan to meet. The closer I get to my destination, the more excited and nervous I get. I arrive early by about 45 minutes...
Some months ago, we met online and started talking. I had an immediate interest in her from the start. Me being a bit on the shy side and with my current situation being somewhat complicated, I chose to put my interest on hold. Over the few months we were talking, I found it more and more difficult to ignore my initial interests in her.
One night, I logged on and the first thing she said to me was "I'm horny." Much to my surprise, this totally excited me. Why did she just say this to me?
My response, of course, was "Me too."
We experienced our first erotic encounter talking to each other about things we could do to the other. This conversation was so heated and erotic, it couldn't just stop there.
Over the next couple of days, we continued talking and getting to know each other. We eventually graduated to talking on the phone. Which took things to another level. It made things all that much more real. Then one night while chatting online, we were having a deep conversation. And out of the blue, she told me she loved me. At first, I was surprised, it wasn't just a couple weeks prior she had been complaining about guys being too clingy. But it made my heart skip a beat, because I had already been feeling that way. I was just afraid to proclaim it due to the clingy conversation. So, in response to her saying it, I returned the sentiment and said "I love you too!"
Shortly after our proclamation of our love for each other, we started talking about meeting. It started out with us meeting and just having lunch and maybe driving around for a bit talking. We quickly realized we wanted a place where we could relax and talk in private. While talking the night before we were to meet, she reserved a hotel room out of the blue in the town where we were planning to meet. This was a bit of a exciting surprise to say the least. The thought of being all alone with this girl that I had just grown intimate with was exhilarating and nerve racking all at the same time.
I'm sitting in my car outside the hotel nervously fidgeting with my mirror trying to ensure I look my best. What if she isn't attracted to me? What if I don't meet her expectations? What if she doesn't like me? The majority of the drive down, we were talking on the phone and now was no different. She tells me that she is getting off the exit to the hotel. The hotel? That's where I'm at! At this point, my anxiety shoots through the roof. I get out of my car and pace around trying to calm myself down. The excitement and fear of her being just around the corner is overwhelming to say the least.
Leaning against my car facing away from the entrance, I hear this voice over the phone say "I see you".
What do I do? I don't see her. Do I wait for her to come to me? Do I walk over to her? I proceed to walk around my car and over to her. I see her across the parking lot. I begin to smile as our eyes meet!
"Wow, she is beautiful!"
I walk straight to her and wrap my arms around her, my body shaking with the overwhelming feelings of excitement and nervousness. She kisses me on the cheek and holds me close. All I could think was how beautiful she was and how perfect this felt.
We quickly walk over and pay for the room and receive our room key. She keeps starring at me with the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen in my life. We walk hand in hand to our room. As we approach our room, the nervousness and excitement I felt previously is still there only more intense now.
I keep thinking to myself "what is up with me? I've never felt like this before."
She unlocks our room and walks into it. I sit on the end of the bed. She drops her bag on the floor and comes over to me and starts kissing me. I wrap my arms around her and pull her close, still shaking with emotions.
After a few seconds, I get up, walk around the bed and lie down on the right side of the bed. She quickly walks around the other side and lies down across from. Our eyes lock. Again, I couldn't stop thinking how much I loved those beautiful eyes! I think I may have told her a thousand times.
I wrap my arms around her and she does the same to me. Our bodies press together, it just feels so perfect. Our lips press together and our tongues gently enter each others mouth.
