Note: this is a follow up story to the Mix and Match series. If you'd like more background about the characters mentioned here, go check out those stories first then come bac. We'll wait
We were both lying on the bed, naked, coming down off the high of fresh sex. Outside, there was a party, but in this bedroom, it was just us. Olivia and me, and at least for a moment, we could act like she wasn't engaged to be married, and her fiance, Justin, was one of my friends. It was just quiet smiling and content sighing as I ran my hand through her rich, red hair.
"I'm glad we got to do this," Olivia had said finally. "Before, you know ..."
She looked up at me as I perked my eyebrow at her. "You mean," I asked, "Justin's giving up messing around after the wedding?"
"Well, probably not completely, but it's going to be different. We talked about it and I think we're both arranging one last night for ourselves. Not the bachelor and bachelorette party. Another night for each of us," and at this she looked at me in the eye, "... to be with whoever we want."
She had said that to me in the midst of a crazy party where, for one precious night, aided by the presence of Ecstasy and Viagra, it seemed that we all had suspended our boundaries and inhibitions. It was Malcolm's birthday and there were drugs and a gathering of friends who were all attractive and had the spent the last few years pairing and re-pairing off in an incestuous series of dating within our own social circle. Malcolm's fiance, Teresa, was my ex-girlfriend, and while Teresa and I had both long since moved on from that relationship, there was still an energy between us leftover from our time together, coming to fore when I ran into her at that party, naked and high and we wound up fucking on a dinner table. One of the hosts, Justin, was an infamous, shameless flirt, and his own fiance, Olivia, had long tolerated his ways because she knew that he always came back to her. Yet, in that one magical evening Olivia and I had also hooked up, and while naked in the glow of our drug-addled coitus, she had looked at me and said that she was planning one night, to be with whoever she wanted.
I had harbored a crush on Olivia for the longest time. She had always possessed a certain graceful elegance, and a quick but silent intelligence behind her bright green eyes. We both got along in that way that two introverts can hang out in the corner of a crowded party, comfortable in the quiet presence of each other. But, the timing was never convenient for either of us. In the brief period when she was single, I was with Teresa, and by the time we broke up, she had found Justin. Still, there was always the way that we made eye contact when we saw each other, and the way our gaze lingered in that contact.
So, when the Ecstasy took hold, and our bodies charged into an unreal sense of arousal and sensuality, it wasn't a surprise that we had both sought each other out first. But, then there was a lot coupling going on in that night. We had all managed to fuck or be fucked by every one we liked at that party. When the sun rose the next day, we put on our clothes and, in that gesture, reinstalled the boundaries and inhibitions that we had let slip for that evening. Back to normal. Back to Olivia being engaged and me being her and Justin's friend.
Yet, that suggestion, whispered in the dim light of their bedroom still haunted my memory. The next few times that I saw them, it was like as if nothing had happened, but there was always a certain subtext in our body language that was different. Then two months later, two weeks away from their actual wedding date, I got an email from Olivia.
"Hi, are you doing anything this Friday? Justin's heading out of town and I was thinking of dinner."
It seemed so innocuous, but then that's Olivia.
I sent an internet chat to Jessica. Jess was one of my oldest friends and had gone to school with me and Teresa. She and I had also hooked up at that party, and that had turned into ... something. We were taking things slowly, cautious in that we were friends and not wanting to screw that up. But also, perhaps, we had seen each other at that party cavorting with a bunch of other people, and while we both eventually went home with each other, there was this acknowledgement that we both had unresolved attractions that we wanted to take care of. We had made plans to see a movie on Friday, but things had been vague.
C: "Hey, J, I think the other shoe dropped."
J: "With 'liv?"
C; "yeah. she wants to get 'dinner' this Friday."
J: ":))))). Go for it and tell me about it afterwards. I can find other ways to stay busy."
I sometimes wonder how I lucked into this. I wrote back to Olivia.
"Dinner sounds good, and this Friday opened up. Want to try that fancy, new Vietnamese place that everyone's been talking about?"
"Sure thing. 6pm?"
"It's a date."
"Oh, yes, it is."
Interesting.
The rest of the week passed in a bit of a haze, and I tried not to let my mind be preoccupied with the possibilities. Jessica had kept up our routine of sending each other innocuous little messages every other day -- funny cat pictures or photoshop images that we found on the net -- but she didn't bring up the date, until the day itself.
J: "So, are you looking forward to your big night?"
C: "Haven't thought of it. I got a few things at work to take care of first."
J: "Really? Somehow I don't think your mind's on work. I think you're writing up a bucket list of all sorts of vile and unspeakable acts that you're going to perpetrate on your little lifelong crush."
C: "Has anyone told you that you're a dirty little girl? I mean besides me?"
J: "Oh, I can probably give you a few familiar names ;p but don't change the subject. Seriously, you've already slept together once. Do you think this is just going to be a one time thing?"
C: "She seemed to say it is. And, besides, that party was different and crazy, and sometimes I don't know if we really believed that it happened."
J: "Well, I think you believe that you and I 'happened'."
C: "Oh, so this is what this is really about then? Jealous?"
J: "No, just teasing, and also pointing out that a one time hookup only stays true if it actually only happens just one time. As you and I are probably finding out, it's a slippery little slope."
C: "This is the kinkiest friendly advice that I think I've ever gotten."
J: "Hey, remember, we're friends -with- benefits. Not fucking with bonus friendship. I just don't want either of you guys to get hurt, y'know? And I know you. I know how your crushes go, and I know that you probably don't have the highest opinion of Justin."
She was right about that. In my opinion, Olivia could do a lot better. I could see why she was attracted to him and his party boy glamour, but I also knew that she did not love his flirty ways, only tolerated it as part of accepting the whole package of who he was. While I used to imagine that she would eventually get fed up and leave, I stopped that after finding out that they were engaged. So I just resigned myself to accepting her decision even if I didn't really agree with it. So I wrote back.
C: "Yeah, you are right, but as I said, it's just a one time thing to scratch an itch. I think we'll both be fine, and when I'm done, I'll let you know what hasn't gotten scratched off the bucket list and maybe you and I can see if we could work on that?"