For too long now I've craved you and been addicted to you. How many times must I have stroked myself thinking of you? In my thoughts night and day there you are, popping up when I least expect it, when I thought maybe I had moved on and forgotten.....kidding myself. I've fantasized about touching you, kissing every bare inch of flesh on your body. Talking to you, laughing with you, seducing your mind and your heart....then your body. How many times have I played this scenario in my mind? Every last lovely, filthy, sexy, erotic, enticing, intimate detail and emotion explored.
One day. Meet me. One of those large, uninspiring corporate hotels, you know the type of place you must have stayed in them often enough. The kind of place we can blend into the background and be completely unknown except to each other. I'd wear a dress, not too formal and nor too casual. Something flowing and light. Red, my favourite colour. Four inch heels, silky smooth lightly tanned bare legs. Some new lingerie, picked out especially for you. Lacy and daring, a contrast to how I would feel as I walk through the lobby towards you. I would desperately be trying to keep some control over my poise despite my legs feeling like jelly. You'd be at the bar in a dark grey business suit looking cool and controlled on the surface yet slightly unsure and vulnerable beneath. You'd smile and stand to greet me. Would we hug like a couple of old friends or perhaps a brief demure kiss...on the lips or on the cheek?
We'd have a drink in the bar. Something strong and warming, dutch courage to steady our nerves (who am I kidding; my nerves). Sat down. I want you to look at me, across the table. I want you to really look at me, the way I look at you. I'd study every movement you make, your expression, your lips. The way you look at me would sends waves of electricity to every nerve ending. I'm terrified, unsure and completely thrilled by the web of lust and desire we've been trapped within for so long. I barely dare believe we're actually here, so close. So close I can smell your delicious aftershave. So close that I could reach out and touch your skin, your hair, your lips. I wonder how you'd feel at this moment.
You'd request a room in a quiet part of the hotel. We would close that door behind us and the real world would be locked outside too. This would be time for us, and only us. No disturbances, no distractions, our world and we are the only two people in it. The curtains already drawn and a pair of lamps provide gentle illumination. I notice you've pre-ordered some champagne. Chilled Veuve Cliquot in an ice bucket by the bed. How did you know that was my favourite? Had I told you and forgotten, had it somehow cropped up in one of our long, drawn out conversations? Did you come up here and arrange all of this before our drink in the bar? Is the champagne for now or........after? My head is spinning with excitement, anticipation, nerves.