It is dark when I finally drive into town. No one really knows where I am, and that adds to the excitement. After ten hours, a tank and a half of gas, five cups of coffee and thirteen radio stations, I have reached my destination. Raven Rock, Kentucky. Had I thought this through, I would still be sitting at home. Since I left this morning, I have been driven by the thought that this could be the most memorable weekend of my life. And maybe his.
I woke up before dawn. I hastily threw a few things in my overnight bag - a pair of jeans, a couple of clean shirts, underwear and the necessary toiletries. More important was my choice of clothes for today. I scanned my closet and picked out a few of my favorite outfits. Some I quickly discarded. I wanted to look sexy. . .enticing. . .desirable. Finally, I decided on the short, plum skirt and a simple white blouse. Next, I needed just the right lingerie. I picked out my favorite set, a pure white satin bra and matching hi-cut bikini. Simple but incredibly sexy, I thought. I quickly showered and dressed. Before I walked out the door, I threw the bikini on the bed. I felt sexier being absolutely naked beneath my skirt. Besides, it would save time later.
Joe doesn't know I'm coming. Actually, he's never even told me where he lives. I found basic directions on the Net. He did tell me where he works. Raven Rock Country Club. I found the phone number. The office manager, with a little deception on my part, was sweet enough to give me his address. I've gotten this far. Main Street. Thank God I remembered to bring the map! It should be easy enough to find. I'm pretty sure he said his Toyota is blue. He's expecting me to be online tonight, so I know he'll be home. Won't he be in for a surprise!
About the time I was getting off Interstate 81, I started questioning what I'm doing. Will reality ruin the fantasy? Will he even let me in the door? Just how much do I know about him? I am going on blind trust based on words on a screen. I am also going on the fact that those words on a screen have excited me more than anything in recent memory. I have indulged in self gratification so frequently during the past months that I should buy stock in Energizer.
There it is. It has to be, there is his car. I'm pretty sure he said he lived on the second floor, but which one? I check myself in the rearview mirror. I should have stopped to freshen up. I run a brush through my hair and hope for the best. I get out of the car and practically run to the door, afraid that if I stop now I'll turn around and run back home. Ah, check the mailboxes, it's the one on the left. Knock on the door.
I've seen his picture, but never heard his voice. I know his hair is short, but I don't know how tall he is. Will he recognize me? My hands are shaking and my heart is racing. I am so nervous, I'm not sure I can speak.