I was despondent after realizing that Dana would be leaving the company soon. I don't know why the thought hadn't crossed my mind, but I just never thought about the fact that her internship would be over at the end of summer and she would need to go back to school to finish up her degree.
I will admit that I had been an indiscriminate prick since I realized Dana was leaving. I was pissy from the time I woke up until the time I went to bed at night. At home, Renee just chalked it up to stress over my increased work load. She even tried to put out more over the next three weeks, but I turned her down cold. She didn't even give me attitude when I started smoking around the house, right under her nose (well, out in the garage actually). I think she was worried about me losing my job, and didn't want to stress me out any more than I actually was.
I was under a lot of pressure at work, but with Bob, my boss, I blamed it on a cold hearted bitch of a wife. He said his first was like that, and he gave me the room to brood and contemplate, since my work was getting done (actually ahead of time). About the only time I was actually happy was lunchtime. Why you may ask. I had started going out to lunch every day with Dana.
I had asked her if we could spend a little more time together after our afternoon blowjob adventure, so I could get to know her a little better. She laughed and said she thought I just wanted more blowjobs. I kind of did, but it went a little deeper than that. I really wanted to spend time with her, and get to know her better. Of course, I ended up getting a blowjob most of the days we went out to lunch, which was most of the days over that next three weeks. Except of Fridays, when we had our regular afternoon hand job rendez vous. How was I going to make it through my week when she was gone?
The Thursday before her last day, we took a long lunch, and actually didn't even go to eat. She let me know that they were giving her a going away party tomorrow afternoon, and that she wouldn't be able to make our regular Friday date. Most of the office would be coming over to her area for cake and drinks, and she didn't think she'd be able to sneak out. We skipped lunch because she said she wanted to give me a proper send off, and she gave me two blowjobs as a going away present.
Since I had just come, the second blowjob took a good long time, and I closed my eyes and tried to remember every detail, knowing that would be all there was of our time together. She managed to deep throat me like the girls did in porno movies, and even gave me a surprise by licking my balls before swallowing my second load of cum that afternoon. We drove back to the office in silence, both realizing we were smoking our last cigarette together.
Before we got out of my car to return to work, she pulled me close in a warm embrace. He body started hitching, and I was surprised to find out that she was crying. She kissed me gently on the lips, sobs still overtaking her, salty tears running down her cheeks and moistening our lips and tongues. "I've never met someone who has made me feel like you do, Luke," she said, on the verge of breaking down. "I thought this was just a fun thing, but it has turned into something more." She wiped the tears away from her eyes and hurried out of the car and into the office before I could respond.
That night was particularly bad one in my house. I fought unceasingly with Renee to the point that she retreated to our bedroom in tears. Somehow, that didn't make me as upset as I was about Dana crying. I laid down on the couch for a fitful nights sleep, and actually lit up right there in the living room. I just didn't give a fuck any more.
After barely sleeping, the next day was horrible. I was pretty sure they weren't making Dana do any work, and so I couldn't even catch glimpses of her roaming the halls that day. I knew there was no way that I could go to her party in the emotional stare I was in, so even when the rest of my area headed over for the festivities, I just sat in my office with the door closed and kept plugging away at the reports an projections that weren't even due until the end of next week. Anything to keep my mind busy.
About an hour later, an hour before quitting time, I heard gentle knock on the door. "Yeah, c'mon in." I wondered who else was still working and not at the party, and barely looked up as the door opened. At least until Dana came in, and closed the door behind her. She looked amazing. She had her hair swept up, and she looked classy and sophisticated. Her makeup was done in a manner that I had never seen it done before, adding to her allure. She was wearing a grey professional skirt with a white, sleeveless top, and a pair of professional woman's heels. She looked like she was here for a job interview, not the last day of her internship.
"Wow, you look great," I said, starting to stand up but realizing that an erection had started when I caught a whiff of her perfume and would be clearly visible to Dana.
"Well, I wanted to make a good last impression. I figure, if this is how everyone remembers me, maybe when I graduate I can come back here for a job." She paused with her back against my door, looking around the inside of my office. I hoped it didn't smell, and wondered why I never did anything to personalize it. "Why didn't you come to my party? Didn't you want to say goodbye?" she looked like she was about to cry again.
This time I stood up, fear of embarrassment be damned. "No, Dana, honey, it's not that at all. I've been a wreck these last few weeks thinking about you leaving, and knew if I went to the party I would fall apart and make a fool of myself. Besides," I said, gently nudging her face up so I could look in her eyes, "yesterday was about as perfect of a goodbye as we could have, and that's how I wanted to remember you." I kissed her gently on the lips before adding, "Of course, I didn't realize you would be looking like this today." She smiled and wrapped her arms around my neck and kissed me hard and purposefully. She pressed against me, exerting pressure on my cock as she leaned in. The intensity of her affection pushed me slowly back, and it seemed as if she was attempting to burrow into me. I maneuvered us around my desk, but she kept coming, tongue now in my mouth, hands roaming over my back and across my ass. Bolts of electricity were coming off of every point of contact between our bodies, raising the hairs on my body and pumping me full of energy. She broke our kiss and leaned against my desk.
"Maybe, my leaving doesn't have to be the end of our relationship? Maybe I could still see you from time to time. I want to keep on making you happy. I want to keep sucking your dick, stroking your cock, and making you come. Don't you want that, Luke? Don't you still want me?"
I slumped back into my chair, my eyes roaming over the body of what only a few months ago was a girl, but that stood before me now as a woman. The pointed toe of her foot crossed over her knees, and she sat on my desk with her legs crossed, her eyes boring holes into my brain as she attempted to force my mind to give the answer that she wanted. My mouth was dry, my hands sweaty. My brain swirled in lust and confusion. "Yes," I croaked weakly, "I want to keep on seeing you."
She smiled, but pretended not to hear. "What was that? I couldn't quite make it out."
"Yes, I still want you. I want to be with you. I want you to suck my cock, and swallow my cum. I need you." I attempted to rise to kiss and embrace her, but she uncrossed her legs in a flash and pushed me back down into my chair with her foot.