Well, it's been more than two weeks. And I have not physically laid eyes on him - I have been just aching to see him and tried anything I could to entice him. Texting about anything at all, just to get some kind of response... I got a few replies, usually one or two quick comments, nearly always spelt wrong any which way, a mix of Spanish and English words, in response to my rambling paragraphs of babble.
Yes, I did call and he usually picked up... but he couldn't talk much, just saying something that, to me, felt dismissive, to placate me: 'I love you, baby, te amo, bonita, te quiero..." but no coming to my house. He said again and again that he was so busy working. So I suffered, imagining various drastic scenarios, such as 'he met some hot young chick and it's over' and whatnot. All sorts of nonsense.
Meanwhile, I had gotten some sex toys in the mail - the results of a good friend telling me I needed to get those for my own survival! Since I was always complaining to her about how I missed him all the time, she said I should get some vibrators. I have never ever used anything like that; just didn't like the idea - I only wanted the 'real thing', but she insisted I needed to do it. So I figured, well ok. I had never tried before, but I finally looked them up on the internet - and busted out laughing! They looked so utterly silly to me! Weird shapes, weird colors, just ridiculous little doo-dads! I couldn't believe they would be of any use to me at all, but they were surprisingly cheap to buy! So I did order a couple. Anyway, they arrived quite quickly and I had them in a black silk drawstring bag - in a drawer. I couldn't get myself to do a darn thing with them, so I sort of just let them lie 'fallow' so to speak. All I could do was pine for Julio all weekend, and now it was another blue Monday.
Well - thank my amazing good luck, blue Monday got rosy hot pink!
I had again tried calling him late last night; he picked up, but he was kind of distant-sounding. So I figured he was not alone. I had to let it be. I was so pissed. But by today, the frantic longing from yesterday had at least calmed down. I did my usual activities, went to the gym, and a lot of shopping errands. When I got home it was nearly 5:30 p.m. At that moment my cell-phone rang.
"Hola, I am here."
My heart bounded! "What - where?" I looked outside and saw no-one. But he was in my carport. When he stepped out of his car, I rushed over to embrace him, but I lowered my eyes when he looked at me. I wasn't sure what he was thinking, since I was feeling pretty foolish from all my shenanigans the last few days, texting and calling and pestering him and whatnot. He immediately kissed me and I knew it was all ok.
"I know, I am being so bad!" I snivelled, wanting to be reassured even more. I felt so bratty, so very adolescent stupid, but repentant, embarrassed by my childishness. Happily for me, he seemed to feel it was just silly 'female' stuff and not worthy of any attention at all. He just continued stroking my hair, embracing and caressing me, smiling indulgently. He totally gets it when I overreact. He did not seem concerned or the slightest bit rattled by it - not in the least. He just gave me his glorious, beautiful loving smile, washing me with that warm, irresistible sweetness. "I love you, mi chica traviesa - te amo, mi amor, esta bien."
Ahh! I was so glad he was not annoyed. Inside, I started looking in the fridge for something to give him. I pan-seared a steak, and buzzed around the kitchen preparing goodies. He stood by the island counter and just watched me.
"You are very 'sexual'." He pronounced it 'sex- oo -al'.
I glanced up at him, lips all pouty: "You mean 'sexy'?"
He nodded slightly, smiled and said, "Yes, 'sexy' is ok - but 'sexy' is different than 'sexual', porque, many of womans can be 'sexy' for the clothes and the body, but you are 'sexual' in you personality inside. My penis is tired all day when I am working, but when I think to you, when I see you, my penis is - whooo!" He made a swinging gesture - sideways, with his hand. That made me laugh! He kept watching me, a little grin playing on his lips.
"Tu' me gustas, I love tu cuerpo - you body is so beautiful. I love you cintura and you caderas. Very hot for me, so much beautiful, bay-bee."
He made a shapely hourglass gesture with both hands. I glowed and smiled with pleasure, it made me feel fabulous! I knew that 'cintura' meant 'waist' and I asked what was 'caderas'- he touched my hips. So I knew.
At the table, he cut chunks of steak and turned towards me with a forkful. I opened, and he fed it to my waiting mouth. He does these sweet funny things, making me share or taste his food. Why it is so very charming to me, I don't know! He even holds his hand under my chin and puts a spoonful or forkful of food into my open mouth. Like feeding a child! Done eating, he was ready for something more.
"Baby, now we make el sexo. Come, we need take a shower."
"Ok - but I don't want to get my hair wet."
"Yes, baby, ok."
Hmmm - words to the wind!
I had the heat on high, so we would be all toasty! In the shower, he turned on the water, and started by pouring some slippery gel stuff on us both. He pulled my hands to wash his body and I happily did whatever he wanted. My hair was completely wet, of course, in less than half a moment. He caressed my tits and drew me close, his cock pushing between my thighs. I lifted my leg onto his hip so he could get into me and he instantly put both his hands under my ass, pulling me way up. My arms went all around his neck, my tits were pressed hard against his upper chest, my eyes shut tight. His cock now in perfect position to get into me, I tensed a bit, nodding involuntarily. I know what's coming.
I am truly amazed at how strong he is. I am not light - I have more than plenty of a very curvy female body - all my parts are abundant! Yet he has no problem holding me up and doing just what he wants to do. Ah, my God! His cock was nudging its way inside and he lifted me up even more toward his chest to push it in deeper. That beautiful fat hard cock!
So insistent, so thrilling - that big head giving me a prickly sensation at the entry of my vagina - no pun intended! But only a few thrusts and I was already slipping down, weak with wanting to fall limply backwards while in his embrace. I can't help but surrender instantly to whatever he wants to do.
He set me down, turned me around and put that cock into my vagina from behind. I thought: 'Oh, that's good, I can brace myself better that way'. I spread my arms, my hands against the shower wall, leaning way forward, and pushed my ass out towards him so he could do what he wanted easily. He held my hips... and then - wow! Here it comes - bam-bam-bam! Fast! Marvellous - divine! But then, the waves of heat wash over me and I get weak with the pleasure - I know I simply must be on the bed or I will slide down to the floor. It's impossible to continue in the shower. I beg him:
"Oh, Julio, I can't hold on like this, let's go to the bed! Please!"
He wraps me in towels galore - one on my head, like a big turban, and my huge bath sheet all around me. He just grabs a regular towel for himself and we are on that bed. He dries me gently and it's lovely. I am surrounded with his kisses all over me, his fabulous tongue, in my mouth, in my ears, on my nipples... Now it's that 69 position, me underneath, and him, a tripod, on one knee and both his elbows, his fat, hard cock, nodding like a royal scepter above me, waiting for my eager mouth, his sweet lips and tongue delighting my pussy. Ohh yes!