Author's note: The following is a love story between two older people who have been married for many years. It is also the first of several stories leading to their sexual re-birth. I have used several terms in this story which may be unfamiliar to the reader, but they are common to the area in which I live. For that, I apologize, but the reader should be able to translate easily from the context in which they appear.
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Tara and Drew had been married for over 35 years. They married immediately after college and their lives followed a fairly normal path. They had children, enjoyed sex, played adult games, and even exchanged partners a couple times with friends when they were younger. Although their life together was uneventful, they were happy.
However, as they approached their mid fifties, things changed. Drew's diabetes caught up with him three years ago and caused a mild heart attack. He recovered from the attack and the angioplasty that followed, but the diabetes left him physically impotent. Poor circulation to his penis left him cockless. He could not take Viagra because of its effect on his heart and blood pressure. At sixty years old, he felt his fucking life was over.
After his recovery, Tara accepted their situation. She told him that she preferred a live Drew with no sex to a dead Drew and no sex. She loved him and, after all, she was nearly sixty years old. She told herself that sex wasn't all that important. Sex was enjoyable, but there was more to life.
However, there were times in the past three years, when she was in bed and Drew had already fallen asleep, that some of the memories of her youth came creeping back into her consciousness. There was the time they played strip poker with their best friends Shelly and Stan. How it thrilled her to see a cock other than her husband's. There was nothing special about Stan's cock. It was no bigger than Drew's. It was just that it was some one else's cock. Or take the time when they were at Shelly and Stan's house after Drew's vasectomy. They were drinking wine and reliving his surgery when Tara got up; went over to Stan; pulled out is cock and sucked him off. What made her do that? She didn't remember. But, it kept popping up in her memory and it gave her a fantastic feeling.
When such thoughts came to her at night, she would run her hand to her pussy, take her clit between her index and middle finger and gently massage them back and forth. She seldom brought herself to orgasm, but the feeling was pleasurable and helped her to relax and fall asleep. No, sex wasn't important to her any more. That was all past and gone.
"Tara... Tara, did you hear what I said? I asked if you have thought any more about finding a boyfriend." Since his heart attack, it was a question that Drew had often asked his wife while they were lying in bed. He had tried to convince her that finding a fuck-buddy might be the answer to his impotence. But, he knew what her answer was going to be.
"No dear, I haven't!" she said. "Don't be silly!"
It was Tara's usual response, but Drew could not understand why. He knew she loved him; she showed it in so many ways. But, they hadn't screwed once since the attack. She must miss it. She was always sexual in the past, so she must have urges now. He certainly did. You just don't turn it off like a faucet. He thought about fucking all the time. He thought about fucking her. He thought about fucking her friends and co-workers. He thought about fucking his daughter's friends. If it had a cunt and wore a skirt on two legs, he thought about fucking it. He relived their past escapades and fantasized about new ones all the time. He has loved her more than anything or anyone for nearly 40 years. But, he also loved all women. He just couldn't fuck any of them. But that shouldn't stop her.
"I'm not being silly. I think you should seriously consider it as an alternative to our situation. You are still an attractive women. A little bit over weight perhaps, but I know there are plenty of guys our age on this island that would love to get into your pants."
"HRUMPH! Why don't you just go to sleep?" She rolled slightly to her left into her normal sleeping position on her back. "Attractive my ass!" she muttered to herself. She closed her eyes, seeking sleep. And, in that twilight zone where she was not quite awake, but not yet asleep, memories flashed.
"Well, so much for an enlightened discussion on that topic," Drew thought. However, out of the corner of his eye he noticed Tara's hand moving under the top sheet toward her pussy. He noticed the rhythmic movement of the sheet, but he didn't move. He just watched silently.
"Do you want to put hour hand in my pants?" she whispered.
He turned slightly toward her and absent-mindedly ran his right hand over her ribs and under her ample, mature breasts. He wasn't going to do anything. He was going to do what most husbands do in similar situations. He was just going to give her a half-hearted massage to help her relax and drift off to sleep.
He moved his hand toward her stomach in slow circular movements. He reached her navel and traced his finger in ever decreasing circles around it until his finger was reaming its sides. He took his finger out of her belly button and spread his hand over her stomach just below her navel. Now he had his thumb in her belly button and his ring and little finger under the waistband of her panties. He massaged both areas at the same time.
Tara let out a slow gentle sigh as he slid his whole hand under the waistband and into the curly hair above her pussy. The hair lay close to her skin in tight, matted curls. He ran his fingers randomly through her pubic hair fluffing it up as he went. Once the fluffing was done, he quickly cupped her pussy with his hand and stopped all movement but added pressure to her entire cunt area. As he withdrew his hand upward, he raked the nails of his index and little fingers along the joint of both thighs and her pussy while his middle and ring fingers applied pressure to her slit. The lips of her cunt still protected her puka, but their outer edges squeezed up between his two fingers.
"Ohh, this is what I need. It feels so soothing", she thought to herself. "Why did he bring up that stupid subject again? Oh! I love his hand there... How many times have I told him that I don't need another man and I certainly don't want a boyfriend? Oooo, his nails... there sooo... Why doesn't he believe me? Why don't I believe me?" Her mind was beginning to wander.
"Hhhmmmm" escaped from her lips. "Take them off": she whispered as she raised her hips a couple inches off the bed.
"Do I want to do this?" Drew wondered. "I can easily move my hand away and just roll over." He paused for a few seconds; then something stirred within him. It was no longer just to soothe and relax her. His male psyche was becoming involved.
He slipped her panties over her okole and pulled them down to her knees. As he stretched his right arm out to completely remove her panties from her legs, Drew's face came in contact with her pubic hair. His tongue darted out, and began making circles. The tonguing of her pubic hair was random, but they both knew his destination was her clitoris and everything else beyond. At the same time he began to return his right hand toward her pussy in a series of slow massaging strokes to the inside of her right thigh.
Her barely audible sounds were coming more frequently and with a little more intensity. She never was a very vocal person during love making. "How I wished that she would just once scream out "FUCK ME DREW!!! FUCK ME HARD!!!" His tongue and hand met at her clitoris at the same time. He took her clit between his thumb and index finger and gently rubbed them together. At the same time, he lowered his mouth and swabbed a heavy dollop of saliva all over it with his tongue. The faint aroma of her scent stimulated the nerves in his nose and added to his enjoyment.
Her pussy was damp like a light morning dew that had just descended upon an Upcountry meadow. Drew moved his body between her legs and spread them apart. Her pussy lips opened up to reveal a beautiful passage now accessible to his tongue and lips. But first he stared at her hidden treasure. At the head of her moistening slit, her clit extended its tiny head out from the folds of her delicate flesh. It looked like a miniature, uncircumcised cock with its tiny head peeking out from a sheath of protecting skin. It wasn't very long at this point, but it was easy to find. The lips on either side of her puka were beginning to darken with an influx of oxygen-rich blood. Before long they would take on the exaggerated appearance of a ruffle-edged clam. Drew always loved this kind of clam digging! Her puka was smaller than expected with a tiny droplet of moisture oozing out.
Drew wondered if her small puka was because neither of their children was born through this orifice. Instead, he preferred to think that three years of not fucking was the reason; that it had constricted from a lack of activity. After all, in his prime, he had a six inch cock with a five inch circumference and this particular opening had a regular workout for nearly 40 years. Well, whatever the reason, she looked like a fifty-nine year old virgin.
"Mmmm. Oh! Aaahhh," she murmured as she moved her left hand to her breast and began a slow circular tracing of her areola. Her hand on her breast grasped her nipple between her thumb and fore finger and began kneading it. "What was it that Drew asked me?" she thought. "Forget about that asshole." She was concentrating on something more important, more urgent, and more immediate. Her excitement was beginning to rise.