His heart was pounding as he walked up the stairs, He had been over this scenario time and again in his mind, but now he was actually going to do it and he was terrified. He had no idea what her reaction would be, but he could no longer live with just fantasizing about her. He had to make a move and deal with the consequences.
He could feel his feet propel him closer to her office, but he felt as though his mind was disconnected from the rest of his body. He was almost in a haze, his body working on auto pilot while his brain went through the many outcomes of what he was about to do. He knew that he wasn't the smoothest of operators, but she didn't seem like the kind of girl that really cared about that. In their casual conversations, she had seemed like a bit of a nerd, like him.
But her smile. Oh, her smile. When he cracked a joke and she rewarded him with her laughter, he thought he would burst. After their initial meeting, he had gone home and thought about her all night. It wasn't long until he was getting himself off while thinking of her. He had made visits back to her workplace since then, coming up with small excuses to pop in and see how things were going. She was always friendly, even flirty. He had wondered if she felt the spark that he felt, but was always too afraid to ask. Now he was really going to do it.
He knocked on her door. "Come in," was the muffled response from inside. Opening the door, he immediately had to get his mind back under control. She was wearing a wrap dress, cut a little low in the front. She had her legs propped up on the desk, showing off the knee high boots he loved to see her wear. The angle at which he had come into the office meant that he could see most of her thigh. He wondered if she knew that. She was on her phone, but not paying it too much attention. She looked up at him and her face brightened. "Oh hey! What brings you by today?"
His mind was completely blank. He couldn't think of anything witty, or funny, or even coherent. All he could think about was the countless times he had imagined her naked, all of the times when he had wanted her to be his, both physically and emotionally. She was staring at him now, a small smile playing on her lips. "Hello? You okay?" She put her feet on the ground.
Before his brain could kick in, he walked around to her side of the desk. He reached one hand back and wrapped it around the back of her neck, drawing her in to kiss her. She didn't put up any resistance, but he felt her body stiffen in surprise. Unfortunately, part of his body had stiffened too. He drew back from her, still tasting the fruity chapstick she had on her lips. She looked up and him and blinked a few times. He was almost frantic waiting for her response, but he managed to keep composed and just looked into her eyes.
She pushed him gently away and stood up.
Shit,
he thought to himself. It's all over. Not only is she not interested, but I'm going to be arrested for sexual assault. He didn't know what had possessed him to kiss her in the first place, only that it seemed at the time to be the best way to break the awkward silence that had been established. She turned around and in one swift movement had grabbed his shirt and pulled him back to her.
She was kissing him. Not the nice slow kisses that usually came with a first experience, but the deep, passionate kisses that indicated she was willing to go further. He kissed her back with enthusiasm, using his tongue to probe into her mouth. She tilted her head back and he kissed down her throat, ending up in the valley between her breasts. He looked up at her and she nodded, encouraging him to continue. He kissed over the top of each of the mounds, feeling the soft flesh and hearing her heartbeat. He stood up and kissed her again. This time she unzipped his jacket and slid it off of his shoulders. He started to pull away from her in surprise, but she pulled him in for another kiss.
His mind was spinning. He had played out a lot of scenarios in his head, but having sex right there in the office had not been one of them. Having said that, it had featured prominently in his fantasy life. He had thought endlessly about bending her over the desk and taking her right there. He just never actually expected it to happen, as one usually does with fantasies. But here he was, kissing this woman who was now rubbing his swollen cock with her hand.
Suddenly he was terrified all over again. What if this didn't live up to his fantasy? In his imagination, he had been the aggressor, but she seemed to be taking the lead here. What if she wasn't impressed with his performance? Or worse, his size? Wait, was that worse? He wasn't able to form his thoughts correctly; they became a jumbled mess in his brain. She noticed as he became more distracted, and pulled away from him.
"Do you not want to do this?" she asked, leaning back against the desk. He was torn. Of course he wanted to do this. As he stared at her eyes, green with long eyelashes, he thought of what would happen if he turned tail and ran. He would lose any chance with her, he was certain. But this was risky. In addition to the possibility of this not living up to his fantasy, they were in her office. This wasn't the most private of places. As he was making up his mind, she slowly pulled the strip of cloth that was looped in a bow at her waist. Her dress fell loose and she opened it very methodically, all while watching him carefully. That was that.
"Fuck yeah, I do."
He lifted her up and scooted her ass back on the desk. She spread her legs as he ran his hands up her thighs, then her torso and finally her tits. They were glorious. She was wearing a black bra that was had pink lace around it. He thought it was the sexiest thing he had ever seen. Her hands were up his shirt and all over his chest and stomach. Finally she pulled his shirt over his head, and he knew that they had just passed the point of no return. Not that he cared much.
She shrugged out of her dress and reached back to undo her bra. He stopped her. Not that he didn't want to see what was under there, but he thought it was so hot to keep it on. At least for now. A look of surprise crossed her face, but she quickly returned to normal. He pushed her back on her desk, and knelt in front of her. He could already smell her, that irresistible smell of a woman who wants you. As if in response, he felt his cock throb underneath his pants. He pulled her panties to one side and slid a finger in her pussy. Man, she was wet. Two fingers went in, then three. She started to squirm and moan, soft moans that told him she was trying to control her volume.