His heart was pounding as he walked up the stairs, He had been over this scenario time and again in his mind, but now he was actually going to do it and he was terrified. He had no idea what her reaction would be, but he could no longer live with just fantasizing about her. He had to make a move and deal with the consequences.
He could feel his feet propel him closer to her office, but he felt as though his mind was disconnected from the rest of his body. He was almost in a haze, his body working on auto pilot while his brain went through the many outcomes of what he was about to do. He knew that he wasn't the smoothest of operators, but she didn't seem like the kind of girl that really cared about that. In their casual conversations, she had seemed like a bit of a nerd, like him.
But her smile. Oh, her smile. When he cracked a joke and she rewarded him with her laughter, he thought he would burst. After their initial meeting, he had gone home and thought about her all night. It wasn't long until he was getting himself off while thinking of her. He had made visits back to her workplace since then, coming up with small excuses to pop in and see how things were going. She was always friendly, even flirty. He had wondered if she felt the spark that he felt, but was always too afraid to ask. Now he was really going to do it.
He knocked on her door. "Come in," was the muffled response from inside. Opening the door, he immediately had to get his mind back under control. She was wearing a wrap dress, cut a little low in the front. She had her legs propped up on the desk, showing off the knee high boots he loved to see her wear. The angle at which he had come into the office meant that he could see most of her thigh. He wondered if she knew that. She was on her phone, but not paying it too much attention. She looked up at him and her face brightened. "Oh hey! What brings you by today?"
His mind was completely blank. He couldn't think of anything witty, or funny, or even coherent. All he could think about was the countless times he had imagined her naked, all of the times when he had wanted her to be his, both physically and emotionally. She was staring at him now, a small smile playing on her lips. "Hello? You okay?" She put her feet on the ground.
Before his brain could kick in, he walked around to her side of the desk. He reached one hand back and wrapped it around the back of her neck, drawing her in to kiss her. She didn't put up any resistance, but he felt her body stiffen in surprise. Unfortunately, part of his body had stiffened too. He drew back from her, still tasting the fruity chapstick she had on her lips. She looked up and him and blinked a few times. He was almost frantic waiting for her response, but he managed to keep composed and just looked into her eyes.
She pushed him gently away and stood up.
Shit,
he thought to himself. It's all over. Not only is she not interested, but I'm going to be arrested for sexual assault. He didn't know what had possessed him to kiss her in the first place, only that it seemed at the time to be the best way to break the awkward silence that had been established. She turned around and in one swift movement had grabbed his shirt and pulled him back to her.
She was kissing him. Not the nice slow kisses that usually came with a first experience, but the deep, passionate kisses that indicated she was willing to go further. He kissed her back with enthusiasm, using his tongue to probe into her mouth. She tilted her head back and he kissed down her throat, ending up in the valley between her breasts. He looked up at her and she nodded, encouraging him to continue. He kissed over the top of each of the mounds, feeling the soft flesh and hearing her heartbeat. He stood up and kissed her again. This time she unzipped his jacket and slid it off of his shoulders. He started to pull away from her in surprise, but she pulled him in for another kiss.