I knew I shouldn't call, but I called anyway. I should be glad that there is a loyal man left out there. I shouldn't tempt him. But I was missing his touch. Needing to go there again.
The call was short and sweet.
"I need your opinion on something," I said with a smile. I knew that he would know immediately that I was teasing but I figured it would take a few minutes for him to figure out that I had only called to seduce him.
"Something very delicate." I paused. He didn't say anything. I am sure he was caught off guard, wondering if he should make a serious response or if he should respond to my teasing tone. "Something pressing," I added barely above a whisper.
"OK," he responded cautiously. "Can we do this over the phone? Or do you need to come in?"
"I definitely need to come," I paused for only a second, "in." That was easy enough, I thought. "And since this is really of a personal nature, do you think it would be best if you stay late and I meet you there around 6:00?" I made sure my tone was light and teasing so he would know it was a proposition.
This was his opening. If he wasn't interested, he would say he couldn't stay late and that I could ask him over the phone or come in during regular hours. If he was planning on being good, this was his chance to prevent all mixed signals, all hints of impropriety.
The silence made me uncomfortable. Was he going to turn me down?
"Make it 6:30," he finally said. His voice was quiet. A little unsure. I knew he wanted me there but that he also knew it was a bad idea, given his current relationship situation.
Still..... it would be good. And some days everyone needs good.
There wasn't much left to say after that, so I quickly said my goodbyes and hung up.
I was nervous. I am not in the habit of seducing men, especially men who are in serious relationships with other women. But my life had been a little crazy, and I hadn't had the time or energy to put into a relationship. So, being in a little lull with work, I started getting antsy. I needed a man who would kiss me. Touch me in all the right places. Make me beg and scream and claw at the sheets. I didn't really want to bother with looking for Mr. Right. I wasn't really even interested in looking for a new lover. I just wanted to be made love to by a man who didn't need instructions, one who already knew every inch of my body, one who would take me where I needed to go again and again. There is comfort in the familiar. And in this case, there is also screaming, clawing, biting, sweaty orgasms in the familiar. Too many nights alone, I had replayed those fabulous orgasms over and over my head. And tonight I planned on living them out again.
I walked to the door of his office and stopped on the steps. I could see inside but not all the way to his desk. I could see shadows moving but that would be expected. He never sits still. I could hear music drifting from his office but it wasn't loud enough to identify. I placed my hand on the knob and tried to turn it. He had locked it when everyone else left for the day. I knocked softly.
He popped out of his office and headed straight for the door. "I didn't hear you out here," he said apologetically.
"No problem," I replied. I looked up into his eyes and tried to read him. I am sure there was excitement but also a little hesitation. Guilt maybe? Or did he think he deserved the little diversion for what he puts up with? I wasn't sure but I didn't plan to ask. I really wasn't interested in small talk at all.
I took two steps towards him and leaned up until my lips were almost touching his. Our eyes were locked together. Both of us hesitated, waiting for the other. I wanted to kiss him. Even more I wanted him to kiss me. To take me in his arms and kiss me until I lost my breath. Instead, we stood practically nose to nose, not daring to break that gaze, waiting to see who wanted to be in control tonight.
I leaned in about half a step and whispered, "I want to taste you." I was so close that my lips brushed his lips in a fluttery motion as I spoke.
He swallowed hard. I had surprised him. Caught him off guard. I liked him a little off balance, I discovered. I smiled.
Without kissing him, I turned and walked towards his office. There were too many windows in the reception area and I wasn't going to risk causing trouble for him by getting him caught. He followed close on my heels.
"Did you have a good day?" he asked. He was close. Very close. But I ignored him. I wasn't interested in small talk.
My silence made him uncomfortable and he asked another question. Another question that I wasn't interested in answering. We had made it to his office by this point. I stopped and turned facing him, then slid onto his desk sitting facing him.
"You really don't want to know," I finally answered, reaching for his tie and using it to pull him to me. "I think what you really want to know is if I plan on having a good night."
I smiled a coy smile, locking gazes again. I could tell it unnerved him like he thought I was trying to look directly into his soul. But that was the desired effect.
"And I can assure you, it's going to be one hell of a night."
I pulled him the last two inches to me so his lips were almost touching mine. Then I leaned into him and brushed my lips against his in a very soft gentle kiss. I felt a tightness in my chest. I had missed those kisses more than I wanted to admit. I pulled him closer and kissed him more passionately.
I felt him hesitate, then his hands went to the side of my face. Just one move and suddenly the power had shifted. Suddenly he was the one kissing me, stroking my face, crushing my lips under his, taking my breath away.
His hands slipped from my face and slid down my shoulders without breaking the kiss. I felt his palms flat against my breasts, nothing but the thin silk fabric of my blouse between his hand and my nipples. A soft noise escaped his lips as my nipples reacted to his touch, a noise that was sort of a cross between a moan, a sigh, and a growl. Just a small involuntary reaction. He grasped my nipples through the silk, holding them between his thumb and middle finger while he flicked across the top with his index finger. My back arched and my head rolled back slightly, a whimper escaping my lips while his mouth went to my neck, kissing from right below my ear to the hollow at the base of my throat, then back up to my ear.
"You like that?" he whispered roughly in my ear as he pinched both nipples hard.
My body responded making my answer unnecessary. But still, he wanted to hear it. He pinched harder and asked again. "Is that what you want?"
I parted my legs and pulled him to me, wrapping my legs around him, my feet hooked around his thighs from behind, holding me there tight. I could hear myself cry out, eyes closed, back arched, as he twisted my nipples hard. My panties were wet. So wet that I knew I probably had a damp spot on the back of my skirt. I didn't have to open my eyes to know that he was watching me, probably smiling as he made me want him more than I had ever wanted anything.
His hands slid across my silky blouse, back to my face. He took my face between his hands and pulled me back to him, kissing me softly again. His fingers moved from my face to the back of my head, twisting in my hair as he moved. He was holding me tight, kissing me hard. I wanted him inside of me.
But I remembered what I had come here for. Not to let him bend me over his desk and fuck me, although that didn't sound bad. At least not under the right circumstances. But I wanted something else. I wanted the thing that had been waking me up in the middle of the night all week.... Driving me to distraction. I wanted to feel him in my mouth.
Unwrapping my legs from around him and breaking the kiss, I pushed him back slightly. I slid off the desk and caught him by the hand, leading him to his chair on the other side of the desk.