I wake early the next day and head to the kitchen to make a pot of coffee. As it brews, I look out the window at the sun starting to peek out above the horizon, decorating just the very tops of the trees with brilliantly colored light. As the light slowly creeps further down the branches, I think about the last few days and how different my life was just a week ago. I have experienced so many new and exciting things and feel proud that I have allowed myself to be open to this new world of sexual experiences.
The beautiful aroma of coffee fills the air and snaps me back to reality. I pour a cup and think about what today will have in store for me. After getting the kids to school, there really is nothing that needs to be done. I haven't checked yet for a response from John after writing him my experiences yesterday, but don't know how quickly I should expect one either. Taking the last sip of my coffee, I head upstairs to take a quick shower before starting my kid-related duties.
The warm water slides down my skin as the steam fills the room. The warmth of the shower seems to encircle me in such a comforting way. I feel completely relaxed as I close my eyes and let my mind go blank. As things drift back into focus, my thoughts center on him. My boss, my friend, my lover. I see his face and his amazing smile. I see his eyes and notice a certain feeling of understanding wash over me. I realize how much I long for him to be home, to be in front of me instead of just in my head.
As soon as I think it, my stomach knots up and questions fill my head. What is our relationship going to be like after this week? Will I be able to continue working for him or will things just be too different for us to handle? These thoughts have invaded my head on and off over the past few days and I decide to do what I've done up to this point: ignore them and acknowledge that nothing can be done about them now. We've clearly crossed a line over which there is no going back; so I may as well enjoy the rest of the week and not worry about further implications.
The kids are awake and already trying to conquer huge bowls of cereal when I get back downstairs after drying off and getting dressed. Within an hour, I pull away from the curb at their school after seeing them off. I contemplate what the rest of my day will look like as I drive back to the house. I figure I'll check the computer to see if John has written back and maybe that will determine the path of my day.
Back at the house I throw my purse on the couch and head into the study. I sit down slowly at his desk and flip on the monitor. I try to control my excitement, not wanting to be too disappointed if he hasn't written anything yet. My concerns turn out to be unfounded, however, as there is a new document in the folder that is titled "Amazing." I take a breath and double-click it.
I'm very happy to hear that you followed my instructions yesterday and it sounds like you thoroughly enjoyed yourself! I thought you might like to know that I came back to my hotel room yesterday after a day full of meetings and was almost shaking with nervousness, wanting to see if you had indeed written me about an amazing trip to the store.
You did not disappoint with your rendition of what happened, and I want you to know that I was aroused before the end of the first paragraph. I could feel my cock straining almost painfully against my pants and so I removed them and threw them on the floor. While my eyes darted quickly over your words, my mind filled with the thought of you walking through the store with the dirtiest of secrets.
I placed my hand on top of my hard cock and let out a sigh as I imagined your panties growing wet while you selected the cucumbers. Reading about you bending over the meat counter drove me so wild with desire that I had no choice but to grab my cock fully and start to slowly stroke it up and down. I just about came thinking about the look on your face when you divulged your secret to a complete stranger, but stopped so as to postpone what I knew would be an amazing orgasm.
I continued to read while I stroked my cock and thought about you secretly masturbating in such a public place. Hearing you depict your impending explosion pushed me over the edge and I stroked my cock harder. I erupted just as I got to the part about you making eye contact with the stranger while your pussy exploded into a glorious orgasm.
My heart is beating so fast that I feel as if it will jump out of my chest reading what he had written. I feel a somewhat odd sense of pride that my actions have elicited such a response from him. I take a brief second to acknowledge that a week ago I never would have been this comfortable with my own sexuality. I think about myself a week ago and realize that there is no going back to being that woman. My eyes return to the screen and the end of his paragraph.
Oh, there's one thing I almost forgot. As soon as I started reading your story, I decided to use the webcam on my laptop to record what it made me do. I just haven't decided if I'm going to show it to you yet. I don't even know if you'd be into seeing something like that, but I suppose if you were, you could probably figure out a way to make me comfortable sharing it. Have a great day, my special, beautiful nanny.
-JW
He...recorded...himself!? I guess there really is no limit to the lines we'll cross now. I try to sort out my thoughts and realize that he's trying to bait me into making a video for him! I check the monitor on his PC and find the tell-tale circle on the top that signifies a webcam. I sit frozen for what seems like eternity. I can't cross that line, I just can't. I've never done that for anyone, let myself be recorded.
I stand up and walk out of the room, shocked at what he's asked me to do. Of course, he hasn't really asked me to do anything, has he? Maybe he's just as nervous as I am about it and is looking for confirmation that I actually wanted to see his video. I realize that I've been pacing back and forth in the hallway for quite some time and decide to get out and grab some good coffee while I contemplate my life's big questions.
I walk outside the house and feel refreshed by the cool wind on my face. Within 15 minutes, I'm sitting at a table at an outdoor café and sipping on an overpriced light roast. For the millionth time in the last few days, my mind races as I try to put together my next move to John. I mentally recount everything that's happened; from the first time I sat down in front of his computer all the way up to his most recent words to me. Suddenly a warm, calming sensation sets over me as I realize something. Of all the words he's typed, the words that have affected me the most; in fact the only words that I can completely recall, were the last four he typed. Without realizing it, I say them out loud: "My special, beautiful nanny." Instantly, I realize there is more to my feelings than raw desire. I feel my face flush as I wonder if there is more to his feelings too, or if he just sees me as a means to his sexual end. There must be more! He's far too caring and compassionate of a man for there to not be more. I wonder how long he's thought of me this way and how hard it must have been for him to be around me, to hug me, to console me. I leave my cup of coffee half full on the table as I stand and rush to my car, eager to get back to the house.
I fly into the house and hurry to my room. I quickly rifle through my clothes and find some things that are acceptably sexy. I quickly change into them and head back downstairs. I wake the computer and take a deep breath as I search for the way to activate the webcam. When the window pops open with my image on it, I actually let out a little shriek of surprise. I move my chair to center myself in the screen and try to familiarize myself with the controls on the screen. It seems simple enough. There is a button for recording and also a button for taking snapshots. I decide to start with just a few pictures and I test it out by taking a handful of quick picture in different positions and facial expressions. I find the location that the pictures are being saved to and flip through them to find a good one. I choose a simple one, a close up that shows a really good smile and cuts off right above my eyes.
I take a few more pictures, this time of my body. Some are showing my stomach, my cleavage, my legs and one from the back with my shorts sitting so low on my hips that you can see the top half of my black thong. I sort through them and pick 8 that I'm very happy with. I rename them 1-8 and before saving them to the sync folder, type a quick note to John.
Sir,
In an attempt to make you feel more comfortable sharing the video that you recorded yesterday (which I do desperately want to see) I've taken a few quick pictures for you to flip through. Please view them in the order I have labeled them and let me know what you think. I can't wait to hear from you.
-JS
I save the word file and the 8 pictures to the sync folder and sit back in the chair. I haven't even gotten naked yet for him, and my heart is racing thinking of him opening the photos in his hotel room. I glance over at the clock and realize that it's only 1pm. He's not even going to be back to his hotel room for hours and that at this pace, it'll take forever for either of us to see what we want to see. I decide to speed things up and grab my phone to text him.
Sir, I sent you a few files that I feel need your quick attention. I don't know if there is any way you can get away to review them or not, but it may be in your best interest. I await your reply.