I saw him from across the room. Our eyes met. The intimate look that moved between us caused me to blush. I had seen him many times at business events; we often ended up at the same table. But tonight, the way he looked at me and the lightning that shot through my body was electric. Recently, we had spent a bit of time together while traveling. Dining out, and having late night chats over drinks. Talking about everything from past relationships, to dreams and desires. The nights always extended late into the morning.
Tonight, he was talking to a colleague about the pros and cons of some new technology. He was dressed in a stripped shirt and jeans. I was turned on by his nerdy look, knowing that while he could keep up with the best of the best on technical talk, he also had a side to him that few people knew that was very charming and social. I knew he was using his intelligence to win the argument with his peer; it was hard for anyone to top him when he wanted to prove a point. His intelligence was so sexy, I had seen him use it often in meetings and it never failed to turn me on. I was so attracted to him at that moment.
I had not realized how much I wanted him until that moment. I laughed at myself as I thought; of course you want him... I couldn't get him out of my mind, when we were apart, I thought about his face, his lips... Oh he has wonderful lips, but they had not yet kissed me, I yearned to feel their touch on me. Once he kissed me I knew I would be at his mercy. His mind, the way people were attracted to him, and how he could go quickly from a highly technical conversation to a funny story or joke. He was the life of any party. And then there was the way he looked at me, with desire, humor and with the intimacy of someone who had known me for years.
I had dressed for him that night. I pretended that I was just wearing another cute outfit that I would wear for any event. I knew that, he loved a woman in a white blouse. There was something about the purity that turned him on, wanting to make her impure, I assumed. I wore a sweater over the blouse to pretend that I was not dressing for him. When he commented I said, "Oh this, I just needed something to match my sweater." I was secretly pleased, and wanted him to notice. The fact that he did made me wet with desire.
What was wrong with me? I had never felt this kind of desire and I knew at that point that I had to have this man. I could tell that he also had to have me. Discretion would be tossed aside. I needed him and for whatever reason; was going to get him. When he was close to me, or when he snuck a peek at me from across the room, my body tingled with excitement. I had never known such desire. Tonight we would have each other.
We watched each other from afar, once in a while catching each others eyes. We chatted professionally with other business colleagues, staying near, keeping our eyes on the other. As the night wore on, we were drawn apart and then, across the room; we caught eyes and moved toward each other. As we approached each other our eyes caught not, looking away. "Hi friend." I said as we hugged and he moved in for a kiss. I moved my cheek toward his lips as he gave me a kiss. "Good move." He stated. Little did he know how my body ached to feel his lips touch mine, to feel him suck my lip and have his tongue roam inside my mouth. I released a deep sigh with the desire that was building inside me.
That began the start of our sexual sparing, we chatted about business and other things quietly, feeling the intensity of our need for the other. Joined our business colleagues and began the dance of romance. We spent the rest of the evening chatting with our colleagues, flirting with each other, moving closer and closer to the edge of danger. You said; "This woman will be my wife..." I laughed and said, 'Yeah, better hope I will take you when you are old and can't move any longer." "You will..." was your response. He just made me want him more.