I'd been with my boyfriend for about a year when I found myself awake beside his sleeping form one night. We had always used condoms when we made love, mostly out of his fear of getting me pregnant. I have never had unprotected sex with anyone I'd dated in my life. I wanted it to be with the right person.
Lately I had been going online and finding stories and videos where the men cum inside the women. I was fascinated by the idea of what it would feel like. It always made me wet to see the cum dripping from their pussies. I would masturbate to the images, but the fear kept me from doing it.
So I was lying on my side with him spooned up against me. I always liked feeling his strong chest against my back. I think I may have dozed off for a few minutes when a familiar feeling against my ass woke me up. It was Andy's hard cock. I wondered about what dirty dreams he was having. Were they about me?
I began to have my own fantasies of him taking me, sliding his hard, uncovered cock inside me and fucking me senseless before he emptied his seed inside me. I began to get wet at the idea. I lightly rubbed my clit, not really intending to get myself off. I just wanted to feel that delicious arousal for a while before I fell back into sleep. But the persistent feeling of Andy's perfect penis spawned thoughts that I was supposed to be keeping suppressed. I slowly spread my legs under the blankets and allowed him to slide his cock between them. He wasn't going inside me at that point. Just rubbing between my wet thighs. I had never let him do that before, and the feeling was indescribable.
His cock ran between the lips of my pussy, along my clit. I could feel every inch of him, every vein that the condom usually smoothed out. I moaned quietly in the semi-darkness of our room... I made up my mind. There was a primal need in me. An urge that I could not control. I needed to feel that cock inside me, filling me. I pulled away from him a little ways, and lay there for a minute or so to let him settle back to sleep. I held his cock in my hand and gave it a little squeeze to keep it hard. Once I was satisfied that he was back asleep, I turned to face him. I looked at the man I loved, enjoying his jet black hair, his broad shoulders, his tight six-pack stomach.
I was busy looking at him and wondered how I was going to get him inside me without waking him. The question was answered for me when he rolled onto his back. I smiled, thrilled that my dream was about to come true. He had softened a bit, but that was no problem. I slid my body down and took his cock into my mouth. I always loved the way he tasted, the way he felt. He hardened quickly and I let him fall out. I kissed his chest as I rose to my knees beside him. All fear was gone, replaced by intense need to be filled by him.
I took his cock in my hand as a knelt astride him, not letting my weight press too hard on him for fear of waking him too early in my plan. I held him there and lowered myself a bit, feeling the touch of his cock against my labia. There was nothing but skin between us. Skin, my juices, and his precum. I nearly came just from knowing that I was finally getting what I wanted. I lowered myself a few more inches and felt my vaginal lips parting, taking him inside me. I gasped at the welcome "intrusion" and loved the familiar fullness. A few more inches and he was buried all the way in me. The sensation was amazing. Nothing but his skin was there. No nasty rubber getting in the way. I don't think I could ever use it again. Not now. I raised myself and felt him retreat from me. I had ever been this turned on.. Never been this wet. But I needed more. I slid down on him again and again. I closed my eyes to savor the feelings that were coursing