My name is Voln, and I am a sexsomniac. It sounds better than it really is. With those that I have been intimate with, I tend to grope them while I sleep. It didn't used to be an issue, though over the years and with the new stresses of life, that would not be the choice way to initiate sex. That is what has happened with my lover. She is no longer turned on by the direct approach. She has brought this invasion of privacy to my attention. "You would have gotten sex but you went right for my crotch. If only you had just cuddled." So any time I think of sex, I think of reaching over, placing my thumb at her sternum and holding her chest under her left breast. Holding her close and cherishing her. I am hoping to train myself to these new stipulations.
I went to sleep early so my sexomnia is less likely to rears its head. Though I still had the thoughts of sex keeping me awake, I knew how to take care of this. I retired to the restroom and began furiously rubbing myself. I concentrated on the thoughts as I approached cumming. I reached under my sac to hold back my flow and faced the toilet. I release myself into the bowl, wiped off and returned to bed. Sleep came quick and I was off into dreamland.
Images began invading my sleep. Armed troops busting through the front door of a fortified base. Monkeys using sticks to get at the tastiest grubs burrowed into a tree trunk. Meteors smashing through the surface into underground caverns. These images began to blur into one and as they came into focus, I could see my lover beneath me in the throes of passion. I leaned my head back in triumph as I have trained myself to get what I want. I breathe into the air, "YES!" "Oh gods, yes", I hear from beneath me.
Now that I am no longer on autopilot, I drive myself into her, letting her know how good I am feeling about myself and how great this feels. I drive harder and faster into my groove. My rhythm has been praised by many people, and most weren't even in the room at the time. I looked down to her breasts and watched them make ellipses to the beat. I leaned over and held them tight close to my face. I love the feeling of her skin upon mine, especially her silky breasts. It didn't take long with all of the stimuli until I felt I was approaching the usual place I release. Though nothing was cumming, so I continue harder and faster. After a few more thrusts, I pulled her away from the wall fearing a bumped head would ruin the mood.