The first time… for some people can be awkward and uncomfortable… for others it’s like finding yourself for the very first time. That was how it was for me. Nineteen and still a virgin. Not unskilled just not having found that person to make your eyes cross just by merely touching you. I knew what I needed… knew it from a very young age. I needed a man to guide me and let me lose myself for the time we were together. No inhibitions, no stipulations, just pure want, need and desire. It was what I had always known I would need. I met and married a man who I loved and who loved me dearly but it was not that one thing that I would need… that came later. I divorced and went through a series of bad choices looking to fulfill that desire, to have that need satiated. And then one day I found him, quite unexpectedly.
I met him the first day I entered the bar to shoot pool, in my little low cut blouse and tight jeans. Knew it the first time he looked into my eyes. I was with someone else but the attraction was there. That instinct that makes you know a person is about to enter a room just before they do. I knew it every time he was within fifty yards. My nipples got hard, my pussy started pulsing, and my breathing became shallow. But this was no ordinary man. He was rough and tumble and had that glint in his eye… the one they tell you stay clear of. I was drawn to him in an instant. Now shooting pool is a passion of mine. Always has been, but it’s rather hard to concentrate on the game when all you’re thinking about is having someone throw you up onto the table and do ungodly things to you.
This went on for months. I’d go just to see if he was there and then one day in the spring I threw caution to the wind. I showed up after work and there he was. It was a sign. I let him know I was there for him. We spent several hours drinking and shooting pool and having one hell of a good time. We ended up at a late night bar and looking up at him for the first time when he told me to kiss him I about died right there. There was nothing else in the room. The music, the crowds of people, it was all just gone and I was his from that moment. Sitting on the bar stool with his arm around me and one hand pinching my nipple through my shirt and being devoured by his kisses, I knew this man was the one that I had been waiting for. The one who would know me better than I ever knew myself.