It's mid August and college for Beth and Ginnie starts soon. Beth is going to Texas A&M while Ginnie is headed to Austin to attend University of Texas. Quite the contrast for BFFs. Ginnie is really down knowing she will only be able to come by when she visits home. I had to turn Ginnie away a couple times when Beth or Sally was here or on their way. I also had to turn Beth away for the same reason because of Sally or Ginnie. Both girls were bummed when this occurred. I never told Sally no even because of the other two. I would put it off till later, but never said flat out "No." She commented a few times that my cum was low volume and hinted that she knew why but never came out and said so. I need to talk to the girls together without Sally around.
I called them to meet me when Sally was at work. It was on a Friday. I explained that since neither had a father around that I wanted to fill that void for a few minutes and if either didn't want me to or decided she didn't like what I had to say she was free to leave but that I truly wished both would hear me out. I told them about the way guys think and the things they'll do to get in their panties. We talked about the drinking parties and that they shouldn't drink but they probably would and when they did to not drink so much as to lose their wits. I told them that they needed to concentrate on their grades more than anything else. They were listening intently at what I was saying.
I explained that nowadays, cameras are everywhere. If they wanted to be successful in life that they needed to take heed of their actions. Their actions, no matter how insignificant they seemed at the time, could possibly derail their plans for the future.
Then there is the Internet. It's a wonderful thing but it can be a brutally effective way to do a lot of damage to someone's reputation and reputation means a lot in the business world. Don't think that because it is a small thing to you at the time, some potential boss or client may not think so. Once it's on the Internet for even just a few minutes before being deleted, it's on the Internet to stay, forever.
At the very end, I explained that it was time for them to think about guys their own age and not to fall for the ones that coaxed them into the sack or the ones that refused to have a one on one relationship.
They needed to find the one that treated them right. The one that didn't get mad about the little things. The one that was there for them when she needed him. The one that really showed he cared about her not just sex. There was a lot of things about guys neither of them knew and we talked about all of it. They could call me anytime, day or night, if either of them needed help or just to talk or for any reason.
Then I hit them with the bad news that I knew they didn't want to hear. I told them that it was time to break our sexual relationships off so they could concentrate on themselves and what they wanted in life. That our relationships going further was going to hinder their studies and and any possible meaningful relationships they may happen to find. Above everything else, they really need to buckle down and study and make the best grades possible.
We talked about 2 hours. They both left crying, not straight out bawling, but the tears were plentiful as they rolled down their pretty faces. I felt really bad but it was something that had to be done sooner or later. As they pulled out of my driveway, I felt more than a few tears on my own cheek. Not because of the sex ending, but because I really cared for them and their futures.
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I called Sally and asked if she could come over tonight. Something I'd only done only a few times in the months since it all started. She said she would be here about 6:30. She knew something was up but I refused to tell her until she got here.
Sally rolled in about 6:45. I was sitting on the back deck drinking a beer and didn't greet her at her car as I usually do. She walked up to the deck and said, "You don't want to see me anymore, do you?"
"Oh, God no. Thats not it. Far from it. You want a beer?"
"No, thanks. Ok. So what's got you so upset?"
I explained about the talk we had and as with the girls I waited till the end to say me and the girls were not going to be in a sexual relationship any longer.
"Your idea or theirs?"
"Mine." Is all I could say.
"Wow. How did they take it?"
"Not well, I'm afraid. No screaming and hollering but they were both crying when they left."
"And now you feel bad and wish you hadn't had this talk?"
"Yes and no. I do feel pretty awful, but the talk and breaking it off had to happen at some point. Since they were both starting college I felt it best to do it now. I'm just scared they'll both hate me now. I've never been afraid of a female hating me before. What's happening to me?"
"You're probably sprouting a heart." She came over and pulled me from my chair by the hands. She pulled me close and hugged me tight. "I don't think that's going to happen. They are both sensible adults and will probably want fatherly advice from time to time. I'm sure you'll hear from both before long, and not to beg you back but to just talk as friends."
"You think so? I hope so." I smiled a little at the thought.
I asked if she could stay the night and she replied, "Of course I can, silly."
We watched an old sappy tear jerker movie on Pay per View and went to bed and held each other until we fell asleep. I woke up several times during the night and had a hard time sleeping. I finally fell asleep for good around 3:00 AM. Waking up at 7:30, I lay next to her and watched her as she slept. For the first time I realized how truly beautiful she really is. A magnificent creature to be sure.
She stirred and opened her eyes and asked, "What are you doing?"
"Just listening to you snore." And threw the covers back and got out of bed.
"Oh no you don't. I don't snore."
"Yes you do. It's a very low snore and kind of sexy actually, but you do snore."
"Nobody has ever told me I snore."
"They probably didn't care enough to......"
"To what?"
"Never mind."
"No, not never mind. Finish your statement."
I walked over and kissed her and she melted and it was forgotten for now. It was a very passionate kiss. I knew it was different somehow but couldn't pin it down exactly at the time.
"Wow. I haven't been kissed like that in years."
"Like what. I kiss you like that all the time."
She said, "No. You always give me a 'Let's fuck' kiss. Not a kiss that tastes like your heart is pouring into me," as she stands. She's in one of my old t-shirts and is just radiating beauty in all directions.
"Can we drop it, please?" I stammered. She let it go and beckoned me to her side as she sat down and pulled me down and kissed me the same kiss. It felt so good that I just settled like liquid onto the bed. She pulled me over and we continued kissing for a good while. I moved over her and she spread her legs. I made love to her, slowly. No jamming my cock in her, no twisting of the nipples, no playing with her clitoris. Nothing but slow passionate love making. Kissing that same kiss the entire time. When we came at exactly the same time it was different than before. It was glowing, shining brightly through all the darkness I'd seen in my life. It scared me tremendously. I would have run away except I had no place to run to.
I've been shot at and had to fight off three defenders hand to hand in a covert action while in the Corps and I never in my life thought I could ever be this frightened of anything.
"You're shaking" she said as we lay together holding one another. I was silent and retreated to the kitchen to start breakfast.
It was a good while before she came out of the bedroom. She said, "James, what we just.........."
"Please, Sally, I don't want to talk about it right now, please." I raised my voice at her just a bit for the first time ever. I was embarrassed about it. I apologized.
She came over and hugged me. "We can talk it about when and if you decide."
"Thank you."
Breakfast was pretty quiet. During breakfast I thought, "All these months and we've never even been to town together." I said with a big smile, "Let's go shopping. My treat. Anything you want. There's some stuff I want to pick up for myself as well."
"Shopping? For what?"
"Like I said, anything you want."
"Anything?"
"Yep, anything."
She said, "I want a new car."
"Not a problem. What kind?"
"James, you've gone bat shit crazy. It hurt my feelings when you raised your voice, but you're not buying me a car to apologize. I won't accept it."
"It's not part of the apology. Clothes. Women like to shop for clothes don't they. Let's get dressed and go." I was on one hell of a high for some fool reason.
We showered and got dressed. We pulled out and headed for College Station. "If no one has what we want here, we'll go to Houston." I said.
"The one time you had to go to Houston since I've known you, you bitched about it all day the day before and the day after. We're not going to Houston."
"Ok, Dallas or San Antonio."
"No, not there either. You don't even like going into College Station, James."
"Ok, we'll just order what they don't have and come back to pick it up. How's that?"
