Its the year 1912. My name is May, baptised Mary, but other children made fun of that name and I changed it myself to May. being born in 1893 means I am 19 years old now. Not as that means a thing because I have been in service since I was twelve years old. My father wanted me put in a brothel because he would have got more drinking money for me. My mum signed me into service. Same as she did with my other two sisters although I don't know where they are now.
The house where I am at, is large with lots of bedrooms, although I and the rest of the servants sleep in the attic. We are lucky if we get four hours sleep. Our toilet is a hole in the ground away from the house which is filled in when the stink gets too much and a fresh hole dug. We wash at a cold water pump in the garden. My clothes get washed when it's my turn in the wash house.
The Master and Mistress have two Sons. Master Johnathan and Master Jacob. Master Johnathan likes the boys in the house. There are seven of them. They sleep in the stables. Jacob likes to bed us house maids. If a house maid falls pregnant she is cast out in the street where she is taken by the brothel owners where she will work until the baby is born, it is taken away and sold and the mother is put back to work in the brothel.
This is my ninth year in service and so far I have been very lucky as my bedding is at the far end of the attic and Master Jacob seldom gets to my end before he is distracted by one of the other girls who catches his eye. He's had me twice but amazingly only to do a service for him. He licked my bare bottom and fingered it which was sore because he has long finger nails. The second time he made me suck his thing and it came off in my mouth very quickly, while I was doing it he touched me between my legs and he kept licking his fingers when they got wet. He did.
One of my friends, Rachel wasn't so lucky. She fell pregnant, she did. The very first time he took her. She told me all about it, everything he done to her, she did. The cook told me she had been taken directly to a brothel.
Then things changed, a month ago I became the Mistress's private maid, I did. Which meant that I slept in a small room with a real bed in it next to my Ladies bed-chamber. When my Lady wanted me, she summoned me with a bell. I dressed and undressed her. Bathed her and looked after a her toilet pot which I had to empty in the cess pit. Hated that job because I was often chatted up by male servants doing the same chore for the Masters. One of them grabbed me and felt me up in the larder, he did. Had his finger right inside me. I slapped him good and hard, I did! He just laughed at me and went away sucking the finger he had used. Dirty varmint, he was! You have to laugh about it though.
Seeing my Lady naked in her bath and having to sponge her down and lather her private places with my fingers, makes me feel all funny, she knows it does, too. Say's I have a lovely touch, she does. When I am between her legs, she likes me to linger and not hurry, rubbing parts of her over and over again until she goes all rigid, like and utters word to me like, Do it faster, May!'
One day Master Jacob was spying on the Mistress from the drying room, he had bored a hole through the wall. I found him in there when I went in for warm towels for my Lady. He had it out of his breeches and he was rubbing it up and down. I crept back out again before he could see me. I thought of poor Rachel and him having that big thing in her. Causing her downfall. It did not do me any good seeing it like that. I started to think about it and what it would feel like in me.
Then came the virginity testing. Master Lional, my Lady's husband, said he was losing too many of his female staff through pregnancy. He wanted all the females tested to see if they were still virgins. I was made to go before him and let down my bloomers so he could enter me with his fingers. I was made to bend forward over his lap. I felt his thing, it was terribly hard and long in his breeches. He positioned me so the part between my legs was right over his bulge. I felt myself letting down a wetness onto his breeches. He must have felt it, because his thing got even bigger.
His fingers were reaching inside me and then he traced his wet finger to my bum hole and he prodded me there, he did! I moaned and pressed my groin against his thing and had this over-whelming urge to have it in me. He pushed me off his lap and told me to adjust my dress. He said he didn't know if I was intact or not and that I would have to go to his room at ten o'clock that evening for him to make absolutely sure. He looked at me as if he was angry which made me very afraid that he might put me out. I went back to my bucket and scrubbing brush shaking like a leaf, I did! My bloomers were all wet as if I had peed myself. The more I thought about it with my wicked thoughts, the more I knew I wanted it! Was Master Lional going to take me? I wondered.
While I was down on me knees scrubbing the scullery passage one of the footmen came and he felt me up as he passed me. He laughed and said I was wet and ripe, he did. When he spoke he pulled up the front of his breeches with it in his hand, his thingy. It was right big, it was. I smiled at him and he blew me a kiss. I was heading for serious trouble, and I knew it!
I shut my eyes while I was scrubbing and imagined Master Lional on top of me, doing it. Feeling his thingy, in me. I had never had one in me, but the urge was getting bigger within me. I tried to concentrate on the floor I was scrubbing, but couldn't. The Devil himself was in me! Would Master Lional make me all naked when he did it? I knew he had a big'en. I would have to take a pail of water into the trees and wash myself between my legs for the Master. The other pair of bloomers I had, I had washed them last night, I didn't know if they would be dry yet. I would have to go in ones I had on.
He would punish me for sure! I had never been punished by him. The girls who had been, said he used a riding-crop on their bare bottoms and he had fingered them. They also said that the whipping had made them feel very horny. Just thinking about all these things was making me rub my thighs together which was getting me even more on heat.
At five minutes to ten I stood trembling outside Master Lional's study door which was away out on the west wing, away from the main house. It was frightening just walking along those dark passages on my own. I knocked the door.
'Enter!' His voice boomed from within.
I opened the door and stepped inside.
'Turn the key and lock it and bring the key to me!'
I obeyed and he gripped my wrist and pulled me roughly to him and he threw the key onto his desk and then thrust his hand up underneath my flowing skirt. His fingers found the frontal split in my bloomers and then entered me in my front hole.
'Master Jacob, said you were ripe for plucking girl! Are you? No one has fucked you because I have forbidden Jacob from having you at the pain of his flogging in front of the servants. He hasn't fucked you, as he, May?
'No sir! I be a good girl!'
'Good! I have been keeping your virginity for me to take. Tonight I am going to make a woman of you and I hope I knock you up. I want you to birth my children, May. Mistress's doctors are saying she can't have bairns. That is why she has chosen you as her hand-maiden so you can come and live in the house with us. You will be given your own maids and a nice room with a nursery attached. For all this generosity to you, you will become my whore in my bed and you will surrender your body and go into the Mistress's bed when she has a need for you. When you are safely pregnant you will service some of my friends, both male and female in any way they wish you to service them. The fact that I have told you all these things means if you refuse you will be delivered from this room to a brothel this evening. The choice is yours, May. I guarantee, you will be fucked tonight, if not by me, some one in the brothel will have you.'
'I want to stay here, Sir! With you! Please don't send me to the brothel!'
'That is what I thought you would say. Strip those rags off. You will never have to wear them again. Mamie here is your servant, your hand maiden. She will wash you and dress you and empty your pot. She will also empty our pots. You will remain the mistress's hand-maiden, except you will no longer do any fetching and carrying. You will have a new title. You will be a Bed-Chamber Companion. If my Son's try to interfere with you, then you say no and tell me! All the other servants will obey your orders. People will address you as Miss May from now on. Even My Son's!
Mamie was servile to me and unbuttoned my bodice and pushed the garment off my shoulder and I stepped out of it when she gathered the dress up and placed it into a laundry sack. She then stepped behind me and lowered my wet bloomers. They too went into the sack and she withdrew with it. Leaving me standing naked in front of the Master.
'Now, Miss May, you may come and undress me and turn down the bed clothes for us. Don't worry, I will not treat you roughly. I know you have never had a man with you. There will be some pain when I break you in, but all maidens have to be broken in and none have died or cried to much over it. I will want you in every way it is possible to take a woman. I have no doubt you are aware that one of my Sons takes young lads to his bed. He takes them in their back-doors. Jacob too likes back-doors, those belonging to womenfolk. I also have back-door desires, although I like you are a virgin in that respect. Your Mistress will not allow me that favour. That choice is not yours. I can get good money for a virgin over at the brothel.'
'I want to please you in any way I can, Master.'
I never knew what a pleasure it would be to get naked into bed with an equally naked man! To be taken into his arms. To be kissed on my mouth and on my face and neck and then on down to my breasts where he lingered and so gently nibbling on my erect nipples. His hands were all over my body touching and feeling. And I could not believe it when he went down the bed and spread my legs wide and his lips and tongue was doing things to me that I had never dreamed of. All the time he was talking to me, telling me how beautiful I was and that he had had his eyes on me for a long time. Waiting for me to blossom. Wanting to have me!