I understand now why my fantasies always began with nipple play or gently having my tits squeezed.
I stopped wearing a bra when I was 22. I had always disliked restricting my breasts with undergarments. Lucky for me, I was a professional swimmer as a teenager, so I developed firm, round breasts that could shape any outfit I wore without extra support. I was so proud of my perky and taut 36Cs and the lingering gazes they attracted.
I think all those years spent unhindered made me especially aware of the sensations my nipples could feel rubbing against the fabric. I was often excited when I was not supposed to be. Even bending over slightly to pick up my bag would cause my nipples to press up against my fitted top and I would feel the warmth gushing. Lace tops especially aroused me and the textured fabric could send sticky juices down my thighs. Silk tops didn't feel the same, but I could see the outline my nipples made on the material and that made me feel naughty.
I loved every touch and every sensation that had to do with my breasts. I loved feeling them bounce under my clothes as I ran down the stairs, I loved soaping my nipples as I showered, I loved how they would get perkier in the cold Bangalore weather. If I was driving along a bumpy street or roads with speed breakers, the sensation of my tits bouncing against my clothes would make my back arch with bursts of desire. By the time I got home, I was ready to jump into bed and play with myself until I cried out in pain and pleasure. There never was anyone at home to hear me, so I let myself go wild.
At 26, I wasn't a virgin anymore, but I was single most of the time, so I spent it exploring my own body sexually. I remember fingering myself in different positions to find the most pleasurable spots. I automatically bit my lip and giggled when this happened. Sometimes I would get up on the bed on my knees and insert a finger deep inside and move my hips around. I teased myself while my other hand pushed against the wall. I would also spice things up by talking dirty to my imaginary lover and ask him to 'pound my pussy' or thrust his hard cock in my mouth. I would only say these words for real years later when I was in bed with him.
When I first met him, I was drawn to his humour and intelligence and our conversations were filled with laughter and an exchange of ideas. He was masculine in a way I had never experienced before, but knew I wanted. When we were together, he listened to me ramble on about TV shows that I watched with a quiet smile on his lips, occasionally poking fun at me for watching them. He had the sort of forearms that could pull you in for a quick kiss and slap your ass as you walked past him. And, he had a playful side that could turn me on any time, day or night. He calls me 'booby girl' when he wants to tease me. He loves a woman with full breasts. Tall women with full breasts, that's his type. I am 5ft 6in and I am his. He loves that I never wear a bra which lets him access my soft, naked mounds. He will cup them and play with them any time he desires a feel. At a boring traffic light once, his hand slid up my blouse and gave me a squeeze. As usual, I felt a rumble of pleasure and I turned to look at him with longing.
After our usual phone call at night, I would lay awake for several minutes with him on my mind, fantasizing about every little thing I wanted him to do to me the next time he fucked me. My fantasies were steamy and the scenes moved fast in my mind. Some of them were things we had already done and some of it was still a fantasy. As I imagine us together, I want his mouth gently pulling and sucking on my nipple and his finger grazing my thigh all the way down till he feels the warmth while moving his mouth to my other breast. I take a quick gasp as he takes my other nipple between his teeth and gives it a sharp bite. I want him to slap my tits with his cock and hear him tell me to spread my legs. I spend a few minutes slapping my pussy with his cock before guiding him inside as he kisses me hard on the lips. Those last few moments before he enters me, knowing his hardness is so close make me heady and I bite my lip in anticipation. And then, my tits start bouncing from the vigorous thrusts.