I wrote this in 2010. I based the sex scene on Karen Kay's Only one Night.
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Steve and I have been together since college. We have a beautiful daughter and a wonderful life together. Though Steve is fit, very good looking, and a passionate and attentive lover, I haven't really cut loose with him all that often because he has a small dick, and ever since my first boyfriend, I have always favored a larger cock.
Steve has managed to overcome his lack of prowess by bringing a Hitachi Magic Wand into our bed. He gets me off with it and when we have sex, but I don't feel possessed and dominated by him and get off like I when I am getting totally fucked by a strong man with a horse cock. I love him, and he is a good provider, but sexually, I need something more than he can give me.
Our problems started when I was friended on Facebook by Mike, my first serious boyfriend in high school. Maybe it was the teenage hormones, but I still look back on the time we spent together as some of the best sex I've ever had. Thinking about him, which sometimes happens when I hear a big engine rumble, still makes my breath catch.
I don't masturbate very often, but I have definitely gotten myself off thinking about Mike. I often imagine that I am being fucked by Mike when Steve uses the Magic Wand on me. I really get off imagining Steve as Mike's fluffer when he massages my feet and legs before sex.
Anyway, some friends helped plan our high school reunion. I was already fit from long distance running, but before the reunion I started getting in shape by adding regular yoga and swimming to my routine. All of it was to see if I could still get Mike to notice me. By the time the reunion came around, I was totally buffed. The little pouch I had carried for years despite running was gone thanks to heavy core training in Crossfit, and the swimming had lengthened and toned the muscles in my arms and legs. I looked hot! Steve, who was already outclassed by me sexually, wanted to fuck me every chance he got, but as usual, I limited our sex together to just a few times every couple of weeks, all the while trading comments and chatting regularly with Mike.