Don't judge me. I love, love, love sex. On the outside, I was a normal, demure, and shy, but in private, I fancied myself as a freak. I watched porn, read erotic stories, and kept this part of me to myself. None of my friends were openly sexual, so I didn't want to be judged.
I've had a few relationships/situationships in my 20s. The sex was decent, but nothing toe curling to write home about. I hinted at my wilder side, but none of my boyfriends really brought it out of me, and I never felt comfortable being my true freaky self with them, so I kept it under wraps. I was in my early twenties, so what did i know.
Anyway, I met one of my best friends when we worked at a fast food joint while in college. Lets call him T for short. Not sure how we got so comfortable, but he had a potty mouth sometimes, and his frank manner of speech somehow made me comfortable. My boyfriend at the time was always correcting me, and talking shit about how a refined woman doesn't curse, and blah blah blah, and I was always subconscious around him and his judgmental ass. At times, I like to cuss like a sailor, and hated always being on my p's and q's. With T though, it was always chill, light, and fun.
One evening, a couple of my coworkers planned a game night, and while most went home at the end of it, a few of us couples stayed over til the wee hours of the morning, including T, his girl, me, and my boyfriend. T and I were hella cool, and always talked shit to each other on a sexual level. Being in relationships was kind of our invisible line, but I think we both knew that we had a sexual chemistry and lustful attraction to each other. No one really took the sexual banter too far, but telepathically, we both knew that if the right situation presented itself, we'd take a ride on the wild side.
So here we are at this game night, drinks flowing, we'd already talked shit about favorite positions, what we liked sexually, most memorable encounter, etc., Out of the corner of my eye, I see T licking his lips at me, in a sly slick way that only I could see. He's sitting next to his girlfriend, and I'm sitting next to my man, and only the two of us are aware of what's going down. I was so fucking turned on at the balls on this dude. I felt my pussy getting wet. I couldn't concentrate on my hand of cards. We're playing it off, making eye contact, playing cards, and then I spot my opportunity to lick my lips back at him. The rest of the night, we kept doing forbidden things to each other, like playing footsies under the table. Or he would grab my ass when he walked by, or i'd brush my hand over his bulge, or he would brush up on my tits. It was such a fuckin turn on, and I knew we would eventually fuck. The sexual chemistry felt that night was undeniable.
We go back to work, friendship continued, more shit talking, talked about how crazy we were that night, how risky it was, how much fun it was, and now we were at a crossroads. We both knew we wanted each other sexually. We both had attachments, so we didn't have a lot of opportunities to hook up, but eventually our schedules synched up, and we agreed to link up and go wherever the flow took us. We didn't want a relationship, or to mess each other's situation up, but we were both freaks, and this was a healthy outlet to explore our wild side, and be ourselves.