You wonder how these things begin. More importantly, you wonder how they will end. In my case, if it will ever end, and if it should. It probably should end; it should already have ended. But do I want it to end? Do I have the courage to end it? If I do end it, what will be the consequences? I know this is all very confusing. That's because I'm very confused.
The beginning is very easy to pinpoint. It was exactly two years and six days ago that I found out my wife had a lover. Or is it lovers? I'm still not sure.
The discovery of her infidelity was quite accidental. It always is. Janet always gets home from her nursing job an hour before I get home from my bank job. I was turning the corner onto our street when a strange car backed out of our driveway. The rear end was toward me, so I couldn't see the driver as he drove away. I suppose it might have been a woman, but I soon determined it was a man. Janet was waving to the car with her back to me. When she saw me coming, she quickly opened the mailbox and rummaged around in it. She was still wearing her uniform dress. I could see from three houses away she had removed her white stockings. She walked toward me from the box as I parked my car in the driveway and got out of it. Her dress was unbuttoned to the lower edge of her ample breasts rather than to her neck like she normally wears it. She definitely was not wearing a bra.
"Did you have a special patient today?" I asked after our greeting kiss.
"Huh?" she said. Then she noticed I was staring at her open dress. "Oh, this. I was half undressed when I realized I had forgotten to check the mail, so I just put my dress back on to go outside." I knew that was a lie. She knew I knew she was lying. Still I didn't challenge her statement.
I closed the door behind us. She started toward the bedroom, but I stepped up behind her and put my arms around her waist. We had been married for four years at that time, but the sight of her firm breasts still got me instantly horny. I pressed my bulging pants against her bottom. "Maybe I should wait to check the mail more often," she said as she stroked my straining boner. I ran my hands up her tummy and squeezed her melons through her dress. "I haven't started cooking dinner yet," she purred.
"Maybe we should have dessert first," I said.
"That might spoil our appetites," she replied. We continued toward the bedroom with our hips pressed together.
"We can take the risk. Risk management is my specialty."
Our lips locked together as we stood beside the bed. I stripped off my suit jacket, tie, and shirt without breaking mouth contact with her. Ordinarily she would peel off her dress, but she kept her arms around my neck, not that I had any objection. As my t-shirt landed on the floor, Janet unbuckled my belt and opened my fly. She pushed me onto the bed and quickly divested me of my shoes and lower garments. My cock almost hit her eye as it sprang free when she pulled my shorts down. She immediately took my manhood into her mouth and began giving me a blowjob.