"I'm going to come right out and say this, I hope you're not offended. I feel no reason to beat around the bush with this. I find you very attractive, do you want to have sex?"
Those words still ring in my head as if it were yesterday. Freddie was seeing my best friend Rochelle. However she was at work and he and I were hanging out at my house watching pornos. I didn't think anything of it. All of my friends, male and female, loved hanging out watching porn. Rochelle knew were hanging out. In fact she encouraged it. Call me naive I was taken by surprise when he suggested sex. My response, "Uh, let me think about it." Have you ever in your life heard something so pathetic than that. What was I thinking. Let me think about it? Think about what. He had a cock and I was wet from all the porn what was there to think about? Granted I wasn't feeling the sexual attraction at first. Then again, as I said he had a dick right? As I pondered my thoughts he sat there patiently. I went through the pros and cons. Rochelle and I both have had sex with the same people before so it wasn't about that. I knew she liked him. I didn't realize they were in a sexual relationship until he told me. He said they fucked twice. Twice? Is fucking twice really cause to claim ones dick as yours? I think not. In my opinion this cock was un-owned and ready for my extremely wet cunts use. "OK, lets fuck!"
With that one little statement we bolted for the stairs to my bedroom. I can remember it like it was yesterday. I was so nervous. Only a couple days before I had ended a relationship with the person I considered the love of my life. Now here I was hopping into bed with a guy my best friend was into. Ok, so maybe I was hurt deep down and needed affection. Oh, fuck it, I needed a hot beef injection and I didn't care who I hurt in the process.