When I was 12 my mother asked me what I had been doing in my room for the past few hours. I told her I had been writing stories. The next day she gave me a leather-bound diary. On the first page, she wrote:
"To my beloved Peanut
Reality surpasses fiction
Your loving Mother"
When I asked her what she meant, she softly laughed and said I'd understand if I wrote in my diary everyday.
So every night I would take an hour βoften more- and write what happened during my day in a more or less chronological order.
Until one night I got caught up in my writing and made a story out of my ordinary life.
Here is an event from my ordinary life I thought could be of interest.
* Many thanks to my friend OmegaZone for editing.
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April 15 (evening)
Today I discovered I might have a slight tendency towards OOC, carefully counting my steps and pretty much everything else I do that asks for a repetition...
Anyway I got a call from Mr. Braun this morning. I was just turning off the water in the shower and when I heard the phone ring I thought it was Nicolas, so I ran to the phone, naked, leaving wet threads from the cold bathroom floor to the living room thick rug.
So Franz (he is so damn severe I don't dare call him by his first name in his presence!) tells me Anna is still in Germany to visit her parents - yeah... like we don't know they're split up and will probably get a divorce soon - and he would need me to sleep over for a few nights and take care of the kids as he has important meetings all week.
Of course I agreed; the Brauns pay very well and Jan and Max are great. True, they weren't so great three years ago. But now they love me and they're a bit older so thank god they're also quieter.
Jan looks so much like his father they could be twins born a generation apart! Which makes me think... how old is Franz anyway? Odd I never asked. Anna and him have been married 17 years, and Anna once told me they waited until Franz got his Masters before getting married - let's say he earned his Masters at the more or less average age of 25 - so that would make him about 42.
Wow! He doesn't look 42.
I had classes this morning, and the rest of the day off. Pretty usual stuff: coffee, mandatory reading and analysis (which I have no idea how to begin... who even reads Zola anymore anyway?!?)
I picked up Jan and Max from school and took them home. They did their homework, then we went out rollerblading, we ate and they played a bit, I gave them their baths, read them a story and they went to bed in their 'fortress' in the basement.
They are going through a Camelot phase these days; last month they were aliens and they had a secret spaceship buried in the basement.
I don't call Nicolas over to the Brauns anymore: not since Franz caught me giving Nicolas a blowjob in their living room 2 weeks ago! I felt so ashamed when Franz just stood there, without saying a word, looking at Nicolas and me with a weird look on his face β jealousy? I was surprised he didn't mention it to Anna.
So I continued reading Zola and waited for Franz to get home. I guess he went out for dinner with this clients or something since he came home at 10:19.
"Guten Abend Herr Braun," I said as soon as he came through the door. Franz keenly taught me basics in German and appears happy when I use the little knowledge I have of his mother tongue.
I was still a bit embarrassed that he saw me with my boyfriend's cock in my mouth; and also intimidated by his height, and how stern he looked. No wonder he's being considered for a judgeship (or however it works in the legal business) he can be so aloof.
Yeah, he does make me hot with his calm, collected, damn cold attitude! I tried to make him lose it a couple of times, wearing very short skirts to show off my long dancer thighs, or tight fitting jeans and a cropped top so he could witness how tight my young body is, stroking my shoulders provocatively, licking my plump lips... nothing! Damn I wonder how he got 2 kids!
Tonight I wasn't trying to make him hot though. I was wearing my reading glasses, my hair in pigtails for the night. I had removed my make up and wearing a plain white nightie with spaghetti straps. I looked kinda plain.
But then I noticed the lust in his eyes. Maybe he was just missing his wife so I didn't pay too much attention to it. Though even when Anna was home I doubt the bedroom saw a lot of action...
Anyway, he came into the living room and sat on the couch beside me, loosening his tie. I wanted to reach over and rip his classy shirt off. I offered him a drink instead, which he refused, claiming he had an early meeting in the morning.
I told him I was going to bed and picked up Zola. I stood and leaned forward to kiss Mr. Braun goodnight and I could have sworn he stared at my perky breasts when my lips touched his cheek.
"Gute Nacht," he said mechanically as I slowly climbed the stairs to retire to the guestroom for the night.
I was so horny at that point! Franz looked so hot in his dark gray suit. Something about him makes my heart skip a beat and my pussy incredibly wet. Maybe it's his confidence. Or his bright blue eyes... or the silver hair on his temples.
Whatever it is, it's arousing me a lot right now, so I'll stop writing to masturbate. I didn't bring any toys so I'll use my fingers, imagining his tongue licking my clit. I bet he does it better than Nicolas, too...
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April 15 (night)
Oh my God! I have to write this before I go to sleep. I don't care how late (or early) it is!
It's 5:09. I have to get up in less than an hour to prepare breakfast and take the kids to school and I have a class at 10:00 but I just have to write this!
I woke up at 3:00 to go to the bathroom. Mr. Braun's room is right next to the bathroom, and when I walked in front of his door, I heard him groan. I figured he was dreaming so I silently kept on walking and I heard him moan... then I heard his voice, husky, ragged, saying something in German and then he spoke my name!
God! Was he jerking off thinking of me? Or was he just dreaming? I kneeled in front of his door and peeked through the keyhole.
I couldn't believe it! Mr. Braun was in his bed, naked, leaning back on cushions, stroking his dick with the TV on.
What a man! His right arm was moving in rhythm and his hair was messy. He was sometimes resting his head on the pillows, other times he looked down at his impressive member.
I gasped and held my breath. Should I leave? Should I go in? I kept on peeking, my fingers roaming around my hard nipples. I squeezed my thighs really hard together as I watched Mr. Braun pleasure himself. I licked my lips and repressed a moan when I pinched my nipples.
"Ja... Ja," he was grunting. He was saying more but it was in German so I couldn't understand what he was saying. I grabbed the hem of my white nightgown and pulled it up my thighs.
I was getting really turned on by the show he was unintentionally giving me. I spread my thighs, still kneeling in front of his closed door, peeking through the keyhole, and ran my middle finger along my slit.
I was so hot and wet! Mr. Braun was rubbing his palm in circles over the head of his big cock. It looked like he was playing with his balls with his other hand. I let out a louder than intended moan, and almost lost balance, humping my own finger.
Mr. Braun stopped what he was doing and listened. I held my breath as my heart stopped, fearing he'd storm out of his room and find me there, horny and wet.
Maybe I wanted him to find me there, horny and wet. But he just grabbed the remote and pointed it at the TV before he resumed stroking his hard dick. I slipped a finger in my slippery pussy, wishing my fingers were Mr. Braun's.
What was he watching? A porn flick probably.
I closed my eyes for a second and kneeled back a bit, entering 2 more fingers in my needy cunt. I brushed my thumb on my long nipples over my white cotton nightie.
Then my heart really stopped! I heard Mr. Braun's door open.
I gasped and quickly opened my eyes despite my shame and saw him, standing tall in the doorway, his thick blue robe doing a poor job in covering his big hard on.
I wanted him so much! I slipped my fingers out of my pussy and brought them to my mouth, slowly licking and sucking them clean.
He grinded his teeth and asked, his voice so husky and low it made me even hornier, "What are you doing?"
I don't know if he was expecting an apology or if he was trying to embarrass me. Wasn't it obvious what I was doing?
I slowly stood and caressed his chest over his robe, gently grinding my crotch on his thigh. His jaw tensed and he let out long and heavy sigh.
I bit my bottom lip and opened his robe, my fingernails grazing on his warm skin. God! That man is sexy! He doesn't know it, and that's a big part of his sexiness.
His flesh was warm and inviting. I kissed his left nipple. It was so hard... when I flicked my tongue on it he grabbed my pigtails and gently pulled me away.
I looked up at him, panting β fuck! I was so horny! β and with my eyes wide opened I softly asked, "You don't like?"
He closed his eyes and sighed again. His dick was poking through his robe and I licked my lips, reaching for it.
Again, he stopped me, gently taking my wrist in his large hand.
"Alexandra," he whispered, "I don't think this is a good idea."
What? Fuck! He was so hard he could have drilled a hole in the wall!
"But... I heard you say my name. Weren't you thinking of me when you were rubbing yourself?" I exhibited.
He hesitated and nodded.
"And I think of you every time I touch myself as well. Even when Nicolas fu..." I stopped the word before it came out β Mr. Braun doesn't like swearing.
"When Nick and I have sex, I think: 'I bet Mr. Braun does it better.'"