Neela Suryavanshi couldn't believe she had ridden the New York City subway all the way to the damn South Bronx before someone finally noticed what she was wearing. And now she felt their eyes all over her young, tight body as she climbed the stairs out of the 161st Street station.
She was beginning to second-guess her decision that morning.
The teenaged boys who had followed her off the D train were taking their sweet fucking time behind her, snickering and trying to catch a glimpse up her short skirt.
Shit--
did one of them have his phone out?
It felt like she was being catalogued and mentally stored away for future nefarious deeds in dark bedrooms.
Neela's face flushed with an immediate sense of shame, but tinged with a naughty sense of excitement from being desired. Her legs trembled as she held the hem of the cute little black skirt closer to her thighs and exited out into the humidity of a mid-July morning in the city.
One of the idiots snickered when she almost tripped over her right heel on the last step, forcing her to let go of her skirt and grab the handrail in desperation.
"Careful, ma," the voice came from behind.
Her ears hot, Neela ignored the comment and quickened ahead. A dark blue car honked briefly as she
tip-tapped
her heels across the cobbled street to where the safety of the city park awaited beyond, silently praying that those annoying fuccbois would not follow her.
"Come back," one of them pleaded, pitching his voice high like a child's.
"Yeah, you ... you're breaking my
heaaaaart
!" Another one yelled.
Hands pressed against her short black skirt again, Neela kept her eyes resolutely ahead as she crossed over to the opposite corner.
She was glad when the sound of the boys' catcalling diminished behind her with every step, and not for the first time that morning Neela questioned just what the fuck she thought she was doing. Here, in
the Bronx
of all places. And dressed like
this?
A furtive glance at the tinted window of a Dodge Charger parked nearby reflected the image those boys had been salivating over.
She tried not to make it obvious that she was checking herself out, but damn if she didn't present quite the fetching figure.
Not bad, Miss Neela. No wonder you're getting so many looks!
Though, truth be told, she imagined that it was Billy noticing her.
Mmmmm ... the thought was a nice one. His gaze roaming up and down her petite 5'4 physique, eyes wide with lust as they devoured every sultry inch of her. Watching her reflection, Neela twisted sveltely to the side.
I mean, who could resist all this?
She crossed her arms and caressed them with her fingertips as she tried to make her boobs look bigger beneath the tight, barely there fabric of her top. She had blown her hair out the previous afternoon, and the way her mocha brown skin tone contrasted with the off-white halter she wore was sure to get even that numbskull's attention.
And to complete the allure, she had added a pair of crimson
Madden Girl
4-inch heeled caged sandals to her feet--which went great with the sinful shade of "Diva" burgundy on her lips from
MAC
.
The effect the total look presented in the car window was perfect! Neela smiled at the reaction she was sure to get from her unwitting bae-to-be.
Damn girl,
her internal critic exclaimed.
You're a bad, bad bitch. I'd do you!
And that was the plan. It was why she'd left so early in the morning to make the long ninety-minute subway ride all the way from Brooklyn to the Bronx in order to hang out at her crush's place.
Why she had lied to her mom saying that she was on her way to the library to get a head start on her senior thesis for the fall semester at college.
Why she carried her sleek, periwinkle Michael Kors tote on one shoulder, which was supposed to contain her laptop and books, but in actuality had: her makeup kit and accessories, lotion, the clothing she had changed out of in the subway's restroom at Cortelyou Rd, and fresh panties.
For in case things got
really
hot and steamy later that day.
Shit, Billy better pick up the signals she was sending him this time.
Neela realized her reflection in the car window had been pouting back at her. Oh no, that would not do. She smiled and uncrossed her arms, gave her image one last once-over for good measure, then spun around.
An older black man dressed in a suit and tie on his way to work snapped his eyes forward, pretending he hadn't just been checking her out.
Neela's stomach quivered a little, but she calmed her nerves and tried to bask in the attention she was receiving.
Wow, was she really
that
bad bitch today? The kind who men followed with their eyes down the street, and other girls talked shit about?
Up the block from the park, two furniture delivery guys on the sidewalk were also looking her way. One smiled and gave her a knowing nod.
Well, that answered that question.
Good! Then she knew she had done well. Neela had the grace to blush when the moving guy whistled appreciatively, quickly averting her eyes but holding her head up as she walked nonchalantly into the park. Yes, gentlemen: here was a woman in charge of her body, who knew what she wanted in life.
Hah! A likely charade. But at least there was one thing she knew for sure she wanted on this fine summer day. And that was for one William Rodriguez to take her in his arms and make deep, passionate, eye-crossing, toe curling, sweet love to her. All. Day. Long.
And maybe even a little part into the night.
If only he would make the first move. That's what Neela was counting on, and with just a little added incentive thrown in by hers truly.
And with how she was looking? There was no way it wouldn't be obvious even to him. Should all go according to her design, Neela hoped they'd be taking their friendship to another level soon.
Would this be the day it finally happened? she wondered. God only knew she was so hard up for it.
It had been almost the better part of a year since she'd last gotten any. And surely Billy wasn't a virgin. No, he had been known to have a few girlfriends on campus before she met him. No doubt he knew more about what to do between the sheets than she did.
Neela, on the other hand, wasn't quite as experienced as she sometimes let on.
There had been opportunities for her to test the waters with Billy before now, sure. Although, those had been mostly in public settings, not exactly designed for
getting it on.
Neela had wanted to hook up with him many times in the four months since their becoming friends last semester. She thought hanging out with him and his friends at the campus's Quad, or watching movies alone in the dark back at his place, or laughing at his sometimes silly jokes, or playing Xbox with him, or pretending to accept his obsession of all things Star Trek ... surely by now he had to know she was into him?
How dense could a twenty-one year old human male be?
Neela checked her phone. Great, still no response. She quickly tapped on the message icon and brought up their last text exchange:
Billy:
"hey neels ... u still popn thru?"
Neela:
"Getting ready to head over now"
Billy:
"coo jus txt when u almost here"
Neela:
"K. The guys aren't going to be there, right? You promised!"
Neela:
"You there, Billy? I'm on the D train now, two stops from the
Bronx. You better let me in when I ring the buzzer, ok?"
Neela absolutely detested his illiterate texting style. It was a damn good thing he was so cute! But her last text was over ten minutes ago, and he still hadn't responded. Was he ignoring her? Did something happen?
Neela sucked her teeth. His dumb ass was probably caught up in some online multiplayer frag fest, too busy digitally murdering other pathetic homebodies on the other side of the planet to check his phone.
Neela smiled to herself.
Well, that's all going to stop when
Miss Thang
walks through the door. Just you wait!
Billy's place was only a five minute walk from the park, but already Neela's feet were sore and throbbing. Oh, why didn't she keep the heels in her bag until
after
she was already at his apartment? She guessed her mind really was on other things that morning.
That boy better be home,
she thought
Neela had been to his block a couple of times before, but that had always been with Billy at her side. She'd never come to this part of the city on her own. And definitely never dressed like this!
If her mother only knew where she was now, especially
why
she was here--Neela quickly put the thought out of her head. Some things were better left unimagined. Still, she felt not a little nervous about being here in the big, bad, dirty South Bronx all the same.
She was a Brooklyn girl through and through, and nice Brooklyn girls--especially
Indian
Brooklyn girls--didn't travel to the Bronx.
They do if they're after that D, Miss Thang!
Neela had to laugh at her inner bitch for that thought.
Oh, why was she feeling so naughty today? But she was reassured by the bright sunshine that morning, making her more confident in her plan.
The street Billy lived on was a little on the rough side, but otherwise not very different from similar ones where she lived. Except on this particular street there were no other Trinidadian parents like her own, sticking their heads out of windows to keep watch of every move she might make.
If her father got word from one of the neighbors that his little girl was--
Oh stop that, now! Don't think about them. Remember your mission, girl.
At this time of morning, not many people seemed to be passing through the vicinity of the seven-story tenement where Billy lived. Those who worked day jobs were probably already on their merry ways to the offices, shops, and warehouses downtown.